Home For My Heart

Home For My Heart
About Harvey



Harvey sat on the cold floor without a mat. Tomorrow is the day the court decision will be taken. His gaze was blankly staring at the cement floor without being decorated with tiles. His finger carved Maura's name on the tile repeatedly.


Psychiatric disease that since childhood he suffered again appeared after Maura put up a fight against him. Since childhood he has suffered from mental illness that often makes him anxious and frightened in excess. It all started from the night where he saw his parents fighting and cursing each other.


If the husband usually acts violence to the wife, this is the opposite. Her mother slapped and pointed her index finger right at her Papa's face. The man he called Papa just lowered his head and did not reply.


"Your bastard and that woman I won't let enjoy my parents' property!"


Her mother's thunderous and emotional voice frightened her and ran back into the room. At that time he did not know what was happening to his parents, because they were like an accomplished actor. The next morning after the fight, a friendly smile and greeting greeted him as if nothing had happened last night.


After that, he only knew the cause of Mama's anger and what the word bastard Mama called with anger. Papa often took her to visit a woman who had a child with him.


Papa asks her to play with the gloomy-faced child, while her Papa talks to a girlfriend on the porch of her home.


"Harvey, give the toy you bought yesterday to your sister" Papa said. At that time he still did not understand why his father said the gloomy-faced child was his sister? but he never asked.


One time he innocently told his mother about the existence of a friendly woman and her child. He did not expect at all, his mother's face paled with her hands clenched.


Since then Papa has never brought her back to the woman's house, but he longs for the warmth and hospitality of Papa's girlfriend. He also wanted to play with the girl despite always looking sad and frowning.


Since then he has hated every word about the woman and her son coming out of Papa's mouth. On the one hand, he also felt sorry his father often experienced verbal and not infrequent physical violence from his mother. Her father as the head of the household and husband, there was no price in the eyes of her mother.


Whenever he heard a fight, he always hid under the study table and covered his ears. She was afraid that Mama would hurt Papa. But that did not stop her father from paying more attention to the woman and her child.


"They're evil ... Kendra is evil, Maura. Why are you so close to him?" Harvey continued to scratch his finger on the floor.


"We're getting married, Maura. You my wife is not Reva, she's gone. You must be happy, right?" Two corners of Harvey's lips lifted, but with tears dripping down his cheeks.


He recalled the moment Reva screamed asking him to stop saying Maura's name that night. The night where they had just exchanged love.


"I'm sick! I'm your future wife, Harvey! I'm carrying your child!" Reva's lips trembled violently withstanding the emotions she had long since suppressed. Her ego as the daughter of a conglomerate, forced to be damned just because of stupid love.


"You are my future wife, but Maura is my lover. The woman I love. Why the hell, anyway I will still be responsible by marrying you.," said Harvey casually while taking a glass bottle from the refrigerator.


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