
***
"Why are you daydreaming, baby? "
"our wedding is about to step on 4 months. "
"Yes continue? "
"I am not pregnant yet, either. " Sayara said with teary eyes.
"Unfortunately we can not force our will to immediately have offspring, we can only pray and try the rest we return to God who is all-round. "
"Yes but I'm afraid brother. "
"You don't have to think that no-no, we live our lives as we've been through all this time. "
"I feel sorry for my mom and dad, they are really waiting for a grandchild that they can carry. "
"Dear brother, no matter how much we all want offspring, but if God does not want Him we can do nothing. "
"But I feel guilty about my mom and dad. "
"Honey you have not much to think about, brother sure they understand, because the problem of having offspring is not us who can determine.now you eat your breakfast, brother does not want you sick. "
"Kaaak" said Nayara, bowing her head with a hand that only stirred the fried rice on her plate.
"Yes baby?"
"A.ku. ikh. las kok ji. ka. kak ni. kah la. gi. " Sayara said while holding her breath trying hard so she wouldn't cry.
"Nayara's...... " Rian said with a little scream while slamming the spoon that was in his hold, heard what was thrown by Nayara just now, Nayara was really made shocked by Rian's cry to him,because this was the first time Rian had said rudely to Nayara.
"Are you aware of what you said just now, huh?what's in your brain, Nayara? brother is really disappointed with your way of mind.you think that brother stuff that does not have a heart, so as nice you can arrange brother to marry again. " Nayara who was really afraid of Rian's anger just cried until a hiccup, she did not expect that Rian would get angry.
"I'm sorry brother.hikss.hiks.." Nayara really could not stem the tears that she had been holding back from earlier.Rian who saw the state of Nayara immediately approached and hugged her tightly.
"Sorry brother dear, I've been yelling at you.but what you said earlier made brother hurt.you know not how much big brother loves and loves you?brother to not believe you will tell brother to marry again.In this world only you will accompany brother.for matters of descent, I have told you many times if we leave it to the Almighty."
"I just feel guilty about my sister, I know that my sister was expecting a child from me.Sister often stroked my stomach and hoped that as soon as possible the fetus grew in my womb, I listened and felt it sis, sis,because when brother stroked my stomach I wasn't really asleep." Nayara said with a cry that became increasingly in the arms of the husband.
"I'm sorry dear brother, I'm not as rich as you hope to soon grow a fetus in your womb, but you also realize that we can not do much other than pray and try,never again do you put out the words to get your sister married again, because until whenever you are the only one you want next to your sister, even brother will always accept your advantages and disadvantages."
"Yes, sorry."
"Yes already if that brother went to work first well.you are careful at home. " Say Rian said as he kissed Nayara's head. Nayara just nodded her head.
With a slightly chaotic heart Rian set out for his workplace.
***
Arriving at Rian's office was still unable to clear his mind.
"loe why bro? loe's face tangled richly? "
"It's okay jep, maybe because last night I just lack sleep. "
"Just because of lack of sleep?you don't want to tell me the same story?"
"This is the workplace, this is also not the time to vent. "
"Once again my best friend needs a story companion. "
"the same story loe mah not my problem, but there will be more complicated. "
"Rese loe yan's. "
"Oh yes jep what time is my meeting schedule the same company that will leave its shares in this office? "
"Say the boss at 12 o'clock and it's lunch time. "
"Oh it's ok, thanks bro. "
"Sama-sama, I went back to my room. '
" It should be so, the sooner the better.if you are too long in my room that there is my head will be more dizzy. "
"Friend of crazy loe yan. " Rian did not respond again to what was said jepri.after Jepri returned to his room, Brian tried to concentrate on his work.