His Taqdir Found Us

Family urges

"when are you going to marry nay??" always that's what nayara's father asks when they meet face to face, and that's what makes nayara reluctant to go home.

"Nayara has not thought of marrying pa." The same answer that nayara gave to the father.

"what's the reason you keep putting off getting married?even you know marriage is one form we perfect some of our religion.Bapak confused when your sister's prospective in-laws who always question when the father will marry them?"

Nayara is the 2nd of 3 children, incidentally nayara's sister is not much different from her age, even her sister Nayara has a partner and is ready to continue her relationship to a more serious level.

"Father can marry them without having to wait for nay to get married first, nay benar2 is not ready pa." nay said with teary eyes,he felt sad why his heart was reluctant to open back to accept a man, as if his heart was dead.Even at one point nayara was forced to accept a man's proposal, he said,until the nayara did a runaway action from home.but fortunately nayara did not go to a place that is difficult to reach, nayara went to her brother's house until it can still be tracked by the nayara family.

Nayara's father really doesn't know anymore how to persuade nayara,even his father was resigned to all the decisions that will nayara give.ibu Nayara who died when Nayara was still in High School,making Nayara has no place for her to pour out all her grievances, Nayara who is not too close to the figure of a father makes her own problems.

almost every night nayara always pray a third of the night, hoping his heart can be calm with all the problems that must be faced her.never one time Nayara fell asleep on the prayer mat after she performed the prayer tahajud, tahajud,she dreams of meeting the mother who hugs her affectionately, knowing that her son is now missing and in need of her,but soon Nayara woke up from her sleep and felt in her eyes shed tears.

"Well, nayara missuu, what should nay do? why does God test nay as if it were freezing nay's heart? after God took Mama when Nay and Nay's sisters needed mama's affection, God also tested as if now nay had no heart. Honestly Nay did not want to be a child of dissident, Nay,little heart Nay feels sinful for always fighting the father, forgive Nay mah".nayara spoke to herself while slapping her face with both hands as if she was expressing all her sorrow to the mother.

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To the next day, Nayara moved as usual, as usual,as if last night nothing happened.so did his father who behaved the same as Nayara.Nayara saying goodbye and greeting his father when nayara was going to go to work.previously Nayara worked in a factory,but Nayara's eldest brother asked him to help keep a shop he owned, a store that provides a variety of school equipment, finally with a heavy heart Nayara resigned from the factory that had been 3 years he occupied.

On the way to his place of work Nayara rang, he saw Rani sent a chat (Rani was one of Nayara's friends when working in the factory,Rani and nayara did not break up even though Nay had come out of the factory, even they often met to just let go of their longing).

Rani📩

"Where are you?"

Nayara📩

"I'm on Ran's road, used to going to my workplace, what's the matter??you want to meet because you miss me, right?" 😁

Rani📩

Nay Intan my sister is getting married again"

Nayara📩

"wah???? thank God Ran I'm happy, hopefully the marriage will last"

Rani📩

"Oh yes Nay said he, would you not fit ijab qobul you make up in him? incidentally, ijab qobul and diamond wedding reception different time, her qobul hijab will be held in the evening so that she will not use MUA services to decorate it. "

Nayara 📩

"Okay.. later I will make up in Intan with as much as I can, all of you want to nyaksiin live event ijab qobulnya Intan. "

Rani📩

"well, good job for both of us."

Nayara📩

"okeh👍👍."

after finishing replying to chat with Rani, Nayara also re-inserted her phone into a small bag that she brought.without realizing Nay daydreaming and hoping she also followed her sister Rani to the guarantee.

"Is it sich ko I'm thinking there??but there's no harm also I'm praying, God may soon meet me with my soul mate and can throw away the shadow of the man who has traumatized me🤲😊"