Hi, Fuck!!
Haider (Nineteen)
After seeing the building that will be used the day after tomorrow, Haiman cleaned himself after reaching home.
Haiman approached his mother who was warming food, because he and his father came home after dinner.
"Night, Mother." Haiman tucked Ira's cheek.
"Night,."
Haiman also sat at the table to eat, ready to eat delicious food made by his mother.
Ahhh, it feels like Haiman can no longer bear to try the cuisine of Salma.
"Why are you smiling to yourself?" Ira asked confusedly looking at her smiling child herself looking at the empty plate.
"No, Haiman just didn't expect it. After Haiman had become a husband." Ira who heard it just shook her head.
"So the man in charge!! Mother doesn't want you to be a loser."
Sean, who was about to sit down, felt entangled with Ira's words, even though it had been a long time.
"Ehh Dad, eat first yeah." Ira also prepared food for her husband, Haiman and Sean also had dinner together because the house people had dinner.
After finishing eating, Haiman also planned to rest because his body was tired.
Haiman remembered that he had not told Salma, because Haiman rarely told Salma.
Especially now that he had to actually make a living for Salma.
"Yes, I'm dead again." Haiman was looking for a charger but it didn't seem to exist.
"Where is Chargeran." Haiman had ruffled his room drawer but did not find it either.
She goes to Hanna's room, but Hanna still wears a charger.
Haiman also walked towards Haidar's room, the ash-filled room was so messy.
"Basic, he's a slob." Haiman put away the game stick with his feet, pillows strewn below.
Really like a warehouse, but Haiman not so difficult to find Chargeran because it is installed in the plug under the bed.
"Well, Dar. Brother pinjem first yes Charger." Haiman's permission while revoking Haidar's charger.
But his eyes narrowed as he crouched down to pick up the charger, the big box under the bed grabbing Haiman's attention.
"What's this, lest he collect 21+ again." Said Haiman suspicious, because his younger brother was an abstract agk.
Haiman also pulled the cardboard, there is Hendicem and a small town that Haiman does not know what it contains.
Because kepo, Haiman also opened the Hendicem.
There Haidar recorded the journey of his camp, where he there Haidar they pleasure while camping, even Haiman who was watching was made to chuckle.
But his smile faded when he saw the closing vidio, where Haidar proposed to Salma with a ring strung from wild grass.
Haiman saw Salma's happy face as Haidar's friends cheered them on.
Not even Haiman saw that smile as he paired the diamond ring in Salma's hand.
Haiman's memory immediately returned where Salma told him often in disturbing his students, even every Haiman picked up Salma. Salma would tell me the same thing.
Haiman reached into the city again in the cardboard, Again Haiman's eyes were shocked.
With photos of Salma patroid that look so happy, there are even some photos with Haidar.
Haiman chuckled at all this, all very funny to his heart.
Salma often tells of his students who turned out to be Haidar, and Haidar who he always prayed matchmaking with his teacher.
Wh why?
Why did Haiman realize that Salma was teaching at Haidar school, and why?
Why would Salma!!
Why must Haidar!!..
"Devents."
Haiman rubbed the tip of his eyes before turning towards the soft voice.
"Yes, Han."
"Why again?" Hanna asked a little nervously.
Haiman did not answer, he immediately tidied Hendicem and the photos he had seen, different from Hanna who was behind Haiman.
His clock ticked so fast as Haiman tidied up the photos and put them back in place.
"Where are you going?" Hanna asked worried about seeing Haiman leaving.
Haiman took his car keys, he went downstairs.
"Where'd you go Bang?" Ira asked who saw Haiman leaving.
"Get out first, Bun. Haiman kangen with Salma." He said with a smile.
"Basar manten today, not on this waist even want nyamperin."
Haiman kissed Ira's cheek before leaving.
"Hayman go first."
***
Haiman so heavily drove his car to Salma's house, but he wanted to convince her heart and Salma's heart.
Suddenly Haiman was like a person with asthma, even several times he stopped his car to stabilize his breathing.
Destiny is never anyone knows, today you become the happiest person but tomorrow or the day after tomorrow you become a strengthened person.
This sick person accepts the heart, accepts destiny, welcomes something that is not destined for us.
Even as strong as your grasp is if he's not destined for you, then it won't be yours.
Dear God, when my plan is not as beautiful as my expectations, please remind me to remain patient in accepting all of this . Accept that everything is not to be owned.
Haiman stopped his car away from Salma's house, but there was a clear view of Salma's courtyard.
He was still leaning on his car seat with no intention of getting down or greeting Salma.
Can Haiman see, Haidar is talking to Salma.
I don't know what they're talking about, but Haiman believes it's about the Heart.
Haiman looked down on the steering wheel, even his tears had already dripped.
Let him be said to be a crybaby, but this is his heart.
He remains a fragile human being at times.
Haiman left after seeing Haidar go, somewhere his car drove, his heart was broken.
Even the sound of the car music is like knowing the mood of Haiman.
"Argggghhhhh" Shouted Haiman, he advanced at high speed.
"WHY ALLAH, WHY SHOULD SALMA BE FAVORED BY MENIDAR."
"SALMA, AM I STILL IN YOUR HEART? I WANTED TO ASK BUT I WASN'T READY TO HEAR YOUR ANSWER."
"ARGHHHHHHHHH" Haiman reappeared very strongly.
"GOD, FATE IS THIS."
Haiman continued to step on the accelerator very fast, the quiet streets made Haiman so free to speed on the streets.
"Arghhhhhhh" Haiman again shouted out the tightness in his heart.
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
God, please help me
'Forget about him
All the stories about him made me
I've always remembered love.
Haiman rubbed the corner of his eyes that continued to wet his face, he again stepped on the gas pedal very fully.
"Hayman, what will you choose. What continues to flick?" ask him to yourself.
"Argghhhhh, I'm not ready for all that."
Cittt cittt
Haiman turned his car to slam the steering wheel when suddenly there was a motor at the intersection that was about to come out.
brakkkkk
brukkkkk
