Hi, Fuck!!

Haider (Eighteen)

And I don't have the heart to hurt you

And I don't have a heart to love

You who always loved me

Even if you know I'm still with him.

The song from Erwin gutawa also revolves around Haidar's journey to bring Salma home, the song is like knowing what they feel.

A love story that will never happen between them.

"It's up to Mom." Said Haidar stopped his car in front of the Salma yard without intending to open the door as Haiman did.

Even Haidar did not look at Salma in the slightest, he just stared straight ahead.

Salma got out of the car that Haidar was carrying.

"Thank you."

Haidar did not reply, he just left Salma.

"Who are you going home with, Salma. Is the car different?" Gunawan asked as he looked at the car that was getting further away.

"Haydar."

"Well!! Haider?" Gunawan approached Salma. He who was still dirty because of filial work approached Salma to ensure his audience.

Didn't his daughter leave with Haiman, why did she go home with Haidar?

"You want to ask me why I came home with Haidar." Said Salma who like to know what her father wants to ask that.

"Take your real father, they're sister's brother." Said Salma while pinching his shoes into the house leaving Gunawan who was still gaping.

"You're serious Salma." Gunawan shouted, but Salma had entered.

***

Haidar went into his room with a bent face, his room was a mess now tidy.

Haidar doesn't know who cleaned this room but he hopes it's not his mother who cleaned up all this.

His body was limp, he was staring at the ceiling of the room. His eyes began to shut but reopened when the mattress beside him suddenly shook.

Hanna slept beside Haidar, she did the same as Haidar, staring at the ceiling of the room.

"Take all the pictures, before Bang Iman knows." Hanna said coldly, making Haidar who covered her face with her hands turned towards her sister.

"Sir."

"Sorry, sister, but Hanna was unintentionally horrified." Hanna turned her head towards Haidar who was looking at her. Hanna changed her position to sitting.

"Why? Why do you like the same woman!!" Hanna's tears could no longer be contained, Haidar even saw disappointment in Hanna's face.

Haidar also sat down, he hugged Hanna channeling his tightness.

He doesn't know why this is happening, he doesn't want it to happen, but it's happening.

"Hanna love you guys.. Hikksss Hanna won't let you fight because of one woman."

Haidar hugged Hanna, giving her brother peace.

After Hanna's departure, Haidar locked the door.

He took out a cardboard to store the items as opposed to Salma

Though Haidar had just washed a lot of panroid photos, but now he put the photos into the cardboard.

The diary about Salma now comes in the box, Haidar watches the vidio as he camped with Salma where he decomented their journey, and now Haidar will throw away all these memories, throw away the feelings that continue to burn in his heart.

Let him love in silence, without anyone else knowing..

***

Time just kept turning around, even all the preparations were almost finished.

Haiman really prepared the wedding very luxurious, even he himself was monitoring the workers who were decorating the hotel they would use for the party and Ijab kabul.

According to him, a once-in-a-lifetime marriage, so he doesn't want to half-prepare all this despite having to drain his savings.

"Let's go home, you'll have to rest." Sean patted Haiman on the shoulder.

"Come, Dad."

***

Salma stared at the two rings attached to her finger, on her ring finger was attached a ring with a sprinkling of diamonds that are so beautiful, and the ring finger one day a ring from the grass that Haidar gave her.

Tok

tock

ceklekkk.

"Salma, There's Haidar ahead." Gunawan approached his son.

"Yes sir." Salma immediately moved out of her bed.

Salma tidied up her appearance before seeing Haidar.

"Huhhhh"

Salma walked over to Haidar who was sitting on his porch.

Haidar turned his head when Salma had arrived.

"Good night brother-in-law."

Jamb..

Wh why?

Why doesn't Salma like the call, it feels so foreign.

"What are you doing here all night?" Ask Salma.

Instead of answering, Haidar's eyes instead stared at Salma's hand which attached two rings.

The engagement ring of her brother and the love expression ring of her.

Haidar smiled wryly looking at that, he turned his face away.

The person he likes should now be his sister-in-law.

Too extreme not really, a Haidar who is a High School boy loves his teacher who is far above his age, and only this time Haidar really loves women with great sincerity, he said, but that woman became his sister-in-law.

Maybe this is karma for him, because it often plays on the feelings of people who love him.

"Haydar?"

Haidar offered a bouquet of flowers that he had brought, no longer to express love but as a farewell flower from Haidar to Salma.

"What's this?" Ask.

"I'm Haidar, today and forever will stop liking you. I sincerely marry my Brother, just think of this flower as a wedding gift for you guys." Said Haidar formally.

"Haydar." Lirih Salma's.

"I'm sorry Miss Salma, I've been too presumptuous with Mom all along" Salma who heard that just shook her head.

"I'll excuse you, Mom." Said Haidar went away.

"*Haidar." Call Salma.

"Thank you for giving me what I need." Haidar immediately left after hearing Salma's last words.

Without them noticing there was a pair of eyes staring at them with raging and shattered feelings.

The sweet smile that always rose from his calm face, now turned into a bitter smile.

He even rubbed the tip of his eyes before leaving Salma's house.

______Tbc____

The spirit of the morning reader every Haidar, Do not forget to eat breakfast, because waiting for hope it takes energy!!

Do not forget a flower and vote for Haidar who is in trouble😁..