HERESY IGNORED

Wedding dress

In the middle of a quiet night after the prayer tahajud Hafsyah already want to sleep and rest again. But the eyes are reluctant to close. His heart felt more agitated and worried about what made his heart restless. Hafsyah tried again to be able to sleep but the sleepiness did not come to make Hafsyah back up from his sleep. Hafsyah intended to purify himself and then took the Mushaf on his nightstand, then read it with tartil and full of passion.

At the same time in the middle of a dark night. Someone was crying over his stupidity and regret all this time. Bima cried on the prayer mat contemplating all her mistakes because she had ignored her responsibilities as a husband. That night Bima cried and asked forgiveness from His Lord for his sins.

Bima felt increasingly longing for the Hafsyah figure that Bima had ignored. Bima felt there was no longer any hope to return the spirit as before. A deepening sense of regret made him reluctant to become alive as usual. He will always return helpless when he remembers and sees the shadows of the figure of Hafsyah in his apartment. Until finally he could not stand it and sold the apartment for then the money he donated to the whole orphanage. Now Bima will only live life like a person who always will not be separated with that regret. And tomorrow Bima decided to meet Hafsyah and talk to him even if only for a moment.

***

Morning came so bright. As dark as morning dew and still pure air. Blowing cool wind and morning air hit Hafsyah's face when Hafsyah was feeling the pleasure of Gratitude that he got until this moment.

Hafsyah stretched out his hands to feel the cold breeze in the morning to make his hair beautifully scattered because of the wind.

Umi Hafsyah smiled to see her daughter was already in front of the window of her room.

"Honey .. let's have breakfast first," said Umi Hafsyah softly.

Hafsyah turned his face to Umi Hafsyah and smiled.

"Yes mi" said Hafsyah.

"Honey .. Your wedding will be three days away. Will you continue to work?" ask umi Hafsyah seriously.

"Hmm yes mi," answered Hafsyah flatly.

Umi Hafsyah was confused by her son's usual behavior. Hafsyah understood his Uminya gaze.

"It is not so mi, Hafsyah means that Hafsyah's duties have not been completed so Hafsyah wants later when Hafsyah's marriage leave does not leave too many tasks," said Hafsyah quickly.

Umi Hafsyah looked to sigh.

"Darling ... Umi knows you haven't really loved Dimas yet but trust me Dimas will always make you happy."

Hafsyah was stunned to hear his umi.

The mother and son looked at each other.

"You remember! dimas' struggle to get you? Umi still remembers how Dimas treated you very special and Umi can see the radiance of sincere love in Dimas' eyes on you. Honest Shah ... Umi feels grateful because finally there is a man who really loves you who will always make you happy when we are no longer in this world," explained Umi Hafsyah shed tears,who was eager to express his heart since Dimas approached Hafsyah.

Hafsyah nodded and cried, and then hugged her uminya tightly. Indeed Hafsyah admitted and realized how great Love Dimas for him all this time. That is what made Hafsyah dare to accept the sermon Dimas at that time.

It's just that Hafsyah felt his heart was restless whether Hafsyah did not know.

'I'm sorry, if I always make you worried and disappointed but I myself am also confused by my heart which lately feels restless and worried.' Hafsyah muttered inwardly.

"Yes, we have breakfast first yes, later Dimas hunt comes to pick up," Umi Hafsyah teased her daughter.

Hafsyah nodded and smiled shyly.

Sure enough after finishing breakfast and Hafsyah will prepare to leave Dimas is already in front of the door. Makes Hafsyah's parents smile at Dimas.

"Let's go in Nak Dimas first," asked Abi Hafsyah.

"Sorry bi it seems like we have to quickly leave already late as well," declined Dimas smooth.

"Yes, be careful" said Abi Hafsyah.

"Oiya Dimas today you guys so try a wedding dress subscribed to umi boutique ?" ask umi on Dimas.

Dimas glanced at Hafsyah as if asking for his approval. Hafsyah nodded slowly.

"Yes we'll be there after we go home."

"Yes you guys should try umi wait."

"Yes mi, we say yes Abi umi," said Hafsyah.

"Assalammualaikum," they both said while kissing their hands and then left.

***

After he finished his work. They intend to go to a subscription boutique uminya Hafsyah to try the wedding dress there. Dimas was very pleased with the choice of Hafsyah. Dimas felt that whatever Hafsyah chose would all look beautiful and beautiful when it would be used by the Angel of his heart. Yes, the angel was Hafsyah Bidadari Dimas's heart poem which he had been saying his name for a third of the night in every of Dimas' prayers.

"Is this suitable?" ask Hafsyah to Dimas.

Dimas smiled hearing what Hafsyah said to him.

"Masya Allah Hafsyah .. You are very beautiful in any dress. Actually it is not the dress that makes you more beautiful, but the character and personality of themselves that is like the Angel of heaven descending to this earth," Dimas pleaded to Hafsyah. This time Dimas could praise Hafsyah directly without fear and hesitation. Especially the heart of Dimas feel confident Hafsyahlah future wife in the future.

Hafsyah blushed in shame.

"What Dimas said is true!" knock the boutique employee suddenly.

Hafsyah was surprised and became even more embarrassed. Dimas smiled more and more happily.

"All right what I'm saying?" ask Dimas to the boutique employee.

The boutique employee nodded steadily at Dimas and Hafsyah.

Hafsyah has already tried 3 wedding dresses. Makes Hafsyah a little tired. Dimas watched Hafsyah who looked tired.

"Do you want us to eat first?" tawar Dimas on Hafsyah.

"Yes" replied Hafshah.

They walked to a restaurant to eat.

***

A pair of eyes watched them with an increasingly bitter heart. Bima is really getting more and more regretful. Now Bima can only look at it from a distance and can only watch without being able to speak or touch.

"Ahh .. I'm stupid. I have to talk to him, I really can't stand it. I have to meet and talk to him" said Bima.

As Bima was about to step closer to Hafsyah and Dimas, Bima's device rang.

"Hi Bima how are you?" answer someone there who turns out to be Nadin.

Bima threw her gaze in another direction.

"Good!" bima answered flat.

"Bim, I'll go to your place yes I miss," said Nadin spoiled across there.

"Nadin, I've told you many times we have nothing to do with you anymore!" bima Bima on Nadin.

"But Bim can't we be like we used to be" Nadin pleaded.

"As before?" Bima shook her head. "That's not going to be Nadin!" bima said seriously.

"Why? What's that village woman, huh ?" nadin shouted across.

"Enough Nadin! enough!" bentak Bima's.

"You listen carefully Bima, I will not stay silent I will make calculations with the village woman," threatened Nadin with a reddened face with anger.

"If you dare hurt her, I won't spare you Nadin."

Nadin laughed cunningly there. Makes Bima's heart increasingly worried about Hafsyah.

"Nadin you heard, if you dare to disturb or hurt him then I alone will kill you with my own hands. Catch that!" bentak Bima's.

Gawai turned off Bima unilaterally making Nadin groan annoyed across there.

"This is all because of the village woman. I won't forgive you fucking Hafsyah," muttered Nadin as he clenched his two hands.