HERESY IGNORED

HERESY IGNORED
Embarrassed to admit



That afternoon Dimas was getting ready to go to the cafe to meet Hafsyah. They'll meet at the cafe that afternoon. Since then Dimas was nervous because he had intended to tell Hafsyah that day.


Dimas was a little agitated occasionally staring at the clock on his wrist.


'Five more minutes Hafsyah will arrive, ' Bathin Dimas.


"Huffdh!" Dimas exhaled his rough breath from nervousness.


"Relax Dimas will all be fine ok," said Dimas encouraging himself.


Hafsyah walked closer. Dimas was increasingly nervous about making Dimas try to smile at Hafsyah who was staring at him.


"Hi Dim, Assalammualaikum" said Hafsyah.


"Wa'alaikumsalam Shah," replied Dimas standing up and shifting one seat to Hafshah.


"How are you doing Shah?" ask Dimas.


"Good thanks Dim, you alone?" tanya Hafsyah is stale.


" Eh yes, Alhamdulillah I am also good Shah," bumbling Hafsyah.


"Thank you, Dim, for helping me, maybe if you don't know what happened to me."


'You're the Shah always talking like that, I'm so happy to be able to help you and I'm sincere in helping you, ' said Dimas.


"Yes shah, relax, just a coincidence" said Dimas as leisurely as possible.


"Oiya, what do you want to eat?" ask Dimas.


"Ga Dim, I have a drink, I am full of it" said Hafsyah .


"Yes already,"


Dimas immediately called the waiter who was near them. Dimas mentions the desired order. Before long a waiter delivered their order. Dimas and Hafsyah immediately drank it. There was no conversation between them. Dimas stared at Hafsyah.


"Dad, is there anything you want to talk about?" tanya Dimas is serious.


Hafsyah raised his eyebrows in confusion. Hafsyah did not understand the meaning of Dimas just now


" You mean Dim?" ask Hafsyah confused.


Dimas sighed and then stared fixedly at Hafsyah.


"Dad, I know everything" said Dimas coldly.


Hashah was surprised he didn't even think Dimas would say that to him.


"Sorry Dim, if you just want to talk like this I'd better go home" said Hafsyah.


"Well, why are you hiding all this even you lied to your own parents too Shah, I know your marriage is not okay. Yes," Dimas told me non-stop


"Dimas enough! if you want to discuss my domestic problems, I'll really go" said Hafsyah, who was disturbed by Dimas' privacy.


"Why Shah, why did you hide this to me, wasn't I your best friend from childhood?" tanya Dimas felt sad and lowered his head.


"What is your business Dimas, this is my household you should not interfere in my household" said Hafsyah lirih


Hafsyah immediately stood up to leave. Dimas tried to stop his move.


"Because I love you Hafsyah, I love you from the past until this moment this feeling never changes even more" Dimas told Hafsyah.


It's like hearing lightning in broad daylight. Hafsyah did not expect Dimas his little friend to put his feelings on him. Hafsyah was silent. Hafshah lost his words.


"Dad I loved you for a long time and that night I wanted to propose to you but I was late because your parents had received a proposal from someone else" Dimas explained


Again Hafsyah can only be silent there is a sense of tightness in him. But Hafsyah himself was confused by his feelings especially after hearing Dimas' confession to him.


***


In other places Bima looks restless he can not focus at all in his meeting. Many times the client explained and asked for his opinion but Bima only fell silent to make his secretary who had to explain it.


Feeling free and agitated increasingly hunting makes Bima decide to leave the meeting. Bima left the meeting without a word making the client and the others stare in confusion.


Bima stepped out to go to her office. Bima ruffled her hair in frustration she was confused by her feelings. Somehow Bima was very curious about the meeting of Hafsyah and Dimas this afternoon. Makes himself uneasy.


"Why am I telling this story? I feel like I want to know what they are talking about," said Bima seen pacing back and forth in his room.


"Do I go to them" said Bima again.


"Ah no! It's so embarrassing, what they say if I get caught following them, then I have to how I want to know what they're related to, what they're doing and what they're talking about, too," bima was confused but curious.


"Wait on! Why do I want to know about the village woman, is it true that I started to like her let alone see her smile makes this heart pounding, or I just care not to love her but to care because she's my wife, huh! wife, since when I consider him a wife, said Bima bertubi confused.


" Agh Shit!" aspersion


Suddenly I found a brilliant idea. There was a faint smile on his face.


"In this way, it will work and they will not be suspicious" said Bima who still spoke to himself. Unknowingly, Bima smiled because of her crazy idea.


Bima stepped quickly out of his room. Bima immediately headed to the cafe where Dimas and Hafsyah were. Bima knew the cafe because Hafsyah had previously asked for permission and called the name of the cafe so it was not difficult for Bima to catch up with him. Without Bima realizing there is a pair of eyes yanf watching his movements.


***


"You got to when you held on and you closed the Shah," said Dimas still looking at her with a sad look.


"Sorry Dim" said Hafsyah.


"It's Dim, everything has passed and now I belong to someone else, look for your own happiness, I'm sure you will find happiness with other women," said Hafsyah.


"By leaving you to the man b*****n it!" swear Dimas instantly.


"Enough Dim! au said enough! Don't you know that the person you call is my husband" interrupted Hafsyah, upset by Dimas's curse just now.


"Yes, a husband who does not consider his wife to exist, even with his pride he shows his affection in front of you" said Dimas annoyed


Hafsyah looked at Dimas in disbelief


'Where does Dimas know all this, ' inner Hafsyah is confused.


"That's enough. I'm going home" said Hafsyah then stepped away.


However, Dimas swiftly intercepted Hafsyah's move. Dimas blocked Hafsyah's move. Until they look at each other in silence.


Bima who saw it was furious and wanted Bima to punch Dimas in the face right then and there. His chest seemed to be crowded to see his wife with others.


Bima walked up to them.


"Had this time let me make you happy, your husband does not love you Shah he even sues you, you know that, want to until when you survive and close it from your parents Shah," said Dimas again.


Hafsyah cried in his veil. Everything Dimas said was true and it made Hafsyah cry in his veil.


" Hmm!" dehem Bima's.


Hafsyah and Bima looked at the person who cleared his sight Bima with an indecipherable cold gaze.


"Mas here," said Hafsyah turned his eyes so that Bima did not see him cry


"You're following us" Dimas said in full questioning.


"Since when I hobby follow you guys," said Bima flat.


"I'm here having lunch with my client" Bima said again


"Mas, I'm sorry I'm going home soon" Hafsyah said


"Come home with me." Bima pulled the hand of Hafsyah to make Hafsyah interested just like that


Dimas who saw Hafsyah treated like that did not stay silent


"Hey Bima, can't you be a little gentle," Dimas told Bima.


"What is your business." now Bima stared intently at Dimas.


"Have I told you, this will be my business when it comes to my Hafsyah" said Dimas.


Hafsyah stared at Dimas' face briefly then lowered his head.


"What you're talking about is my wife you don't know your shame!" aspira Bima.


"I'll take it from you." challenged Dimas bravely and steadily.


"In addition, since when my Hafshah became your wife, have you never admitted it!" said Dimas staring intently at Bima.


" yes? pathetic." Bima's smile seemed to mock Dimas.


"Let's go home," said Bima again then pulled Hafsyah hand violently


"Hei detulsin Hafsyah," loud Dimas was really upset to see Bima who was Fierce to Hafsyah.


As they stared intently at each other. Someone approached them


"Honey .. what are you doing here," Nadin told Bima.


All stunned to look at Nadin.they became the center of attention in the cafe.


'Ah this woman, always come not on time.' the insider bima.


"You yourself did this," said Bima coldly looking straight at Dimas and Hafsyah.


"I went to your office, baby, and then I saw you like you were in a hurry to leave and I followed you and you were here" said Nadin Polos.


Dimas and Hafsyah stared at Bima in turn. Bima understood their gaze at him


'S**t! found out I lied to them, ' Bima's mind held shame. 'I will be very ashamed of them, especially Hafsyah. Bima's inner self again then cursed itself which clearly seemed to hold shame on the two of them.


I don't want Nadin to say much more. Bima immediately pulled Nadin's hand and took him out. Hafsyah looked at Bima sadly


Dimas approached Hafsyah who was still silent to see the departure of her husband with another woman.


"What kind of man do you defend ?" Dimas said to Hafsyah


"However, he remains a husband in ", said Hafsyah


"With you suffer and you remain silent" said Dimas.


"Yes, this is my destiny maybe this kind of marriage that I have to go through" said Hafsyah stepping away


Dimas stared at Hafsyah with a sad look at his lover being treated like that. Dimas did not accept and did not want to.


'Your heart is made of what my dear Hafsyah is. You deserve to be happy Shah, however you deserve the best husband other than Bima really Bima does not deserve to be your husband you bidadiku Syah and you remain the Angel of my heart until anytime.' Inner Dimas feel sad.


Dimas stepped away weakly imagining Hafsyah's married life all along. Dimas was determined to take Hafsyah's heart back and open his heart's eyes.