HER SECRET LIFE'S

HER SECRET LIFE'S
Conscious



Rayhan sat quietly beside the bed of a beautiful girl.She looked at him, looked at his face fixedly while clenching his hands.The girl was silent with her eyes closed and still attached medical aids.It was sad to see the girl,her pretty face looked pale and very thin.


"Angel...What should I do now?"Rayhan asked the girl but there was no answer the girl just remained silent unable to make a sound just lying helplessly.


Rayhan recalled back when the girl spoke, he said.


"I'm very grateful to you, for accompanying me to try to love me even though your heart is not for me.And I'm also very grateful for granting my request...pursue your happiness and do not care about me anymore.Sorry to be a barrier to your love..."Rayhan looked at the girl with a confused feeling he couldn't look at her heart."I'm sorry.."tangis Angel sobbing her face looks nanar radiated immense sadness in trying to release Rayhan.


And now the girl, Angel is lying in the hospital because the disease relapsed again when the surgery was completed she was declared cured.But do not know what caused her health to drop drastically and must be treated way back.


Rayhan was sad enough to see Angel lying in a hospital bed.With a confused feeling he looked at her .How could she tell herself to chase back her love while she had already hurt her heart a lot?maybe not counting back made her cry.


And why when he had started to give up his love and began to accept Angel despite not being able to love but he tried well to be his lover.By suddenly talking and saying to pursue back his true love.Still it's too hard to understand with common sense.


Especially now that Fiona is also lying in the hospital due to an accident.


"It's all my fault..."Rayhan murmured to blame himself.He felt that Fiona's accident because of his mistakes.If only if he did not make Fiona hurt.Maybe this will not happen.


She looked out at the moonlight behind the window.Seeing loved ones lying in the hospital made her heart broken and sad.And when Arnol her father Fiona told Rayhan to go and warned her not to meet Fiona again make herself angry, upset and disillusioned into one how stupid and useless Rayhan continues to blame himself.


"Rayhan.."call him in a soft and slow voice.The girl called out to Rayhan who was standing in front of the window while looking out, her sad and desperate face appeared.


"Angels..."Rayhan turned his head he was a little surprised to see Angel had regained consciousness and approached the girl.


"Don't wake up your body is still weak" while forbidding Angel from waking up.


"How long have I been here?"ask with my eyes..Rayhan just looked at him not answering he did not want to make Angel come to mind.


"Ray.." in a soft voice grabbed her hand."Answer me how long I've been here"


Rayhan looked at him "It's been 2 days" Rayhan replied sounding heavy.


Angel smiled bitterly withstanding his sadness.How weak and useless before Rayhan has made Rayhan burdened.


"Don't be sad" Rayhan said as if he knew the sad face of Angel.


"How weak I am. has burdened you ..I'm sorry"Angel started sobbing back.


"Don't say so Angel.don't think much of your mind should immediately restore your health"


Angel turned her back, she didn't want Rayhan to see herself crying.


"Rayhan.please leave me alone"while holding back tears.


"I'm not.."Unfinished Rayhan's talk was cut by Angel.


A very bright light approached a girl who was laughing happily.


"Are you happy here?"the girl turned her head and looked at the light, she was still a little hesitant to answer.She was happy to be here but her feelings felt that something was missing.


"Are you happy here?"the light repeated the question.Fiona thought and shook her head.


"Why?"


"I can't give you a reason but I don't think it's my world" Fiona said, looking at the light and then the light asked the question again .


"Do you want to go back ?even though it will later make your heart feel the pain again."


Fiona sighed she felt something she missed so much.People who loved her and kept calling her name.


"Yes, I will be even stronger to endure the pain.because it is there that I should be with those who love me and this pain will make me a formidable person."


"If that's what you want, return to your world where you should be."


Fiona feels that something is sucking her and slipping from the world.Beautiful view, beautiful view,the flowers that bloomed in an instant disappeared and the light was also lost.Fiona's sight looked pitch-black.And then her hands began to move.Carla who sat asleep beside Fiona's bed woke up and saw Fiona's hand twitching her she was happy and woke her husband.


"Darling to wake up.."While shaking Arnol's body."See Fiona's hand start to twitch.."


Arnol smiled happily grateful at the end of God answered his prayers.Still given the opportunity to Fiona siuman.not long after Fiona opened her eyes.Look around a room with the aroma of drugs.


"Hospital" Fiona muttered and looked at her parents.Smiles of happiness were etched on their faces.


"Finally you're aware too son."while hugging Fiona."I'm so scared if I can't see you back." Her tears are dripping.


"Mother.don't cry "tow Fiona while taking off a hug."What happened to Fiona?why is Fiona in the hospital?"


Carla and Arnol look at each other at Fiona."Don't you remember what happened 3 days ago?"


Fiona shook her head"No, I don't remember anything" Fiona said as she held her head in pain.Arnol grabbed Fiona's hand.


"If Fiona can't remember it don't force it. You take care of Fiona first I want to call a doctor first."


Carla keeps looking at her daughter and hugs.The ceaseless gratitude is truly a miracle of seeing her daughter come to her senses from a coma.


Arnol calls the doctor, informs them that Fiona is conscious.The doctor immediately calls the nurse to check Fiona's health again.The doctor checks her pulse, heart rate, eyes and also the head of Fiona.If the wound has begun to dry.


"Did you remember what happened before you got in the accident?"fiona shook her head and every time she tried to remember it, her head hurt.


"Don't be forced if you can't remember" he said as the doctor looked at Carla and Arnol.