HER SECRET LIFE'S

CONTRITION

 

*When I started hating you

Suddenly you came.Give me a smile.

and say that you love me*....

 

After the sports lesson was finished Fiona began to tidy up the basketball and clean the place.He sighed while looking at the basketball court so wide he had to clean up himself.What is true is his mind weak.Diana felt handsome to Fiona he also helped her.

And there are a pair of eyes that smile ignorantly as if they have an evil plan.The girl codes her two friends to kick a ball that has been neatly arranged.

"Oops is not on purpose" he said in a annoying style.Then followed by his two friends.

"You guys..what are you doing?"shouted Diana as she approached them.When Fiona looked at him not believing it was hard he was done and even denied again.He just clenched his hands because furious.

"Sorry not intentionally"

"You really are outrageous, Ag!"while Agni and her two friends just laughed mockingly.

"Why don't you accept it ?it's indeed appropriate for you especially she's a girl who can only make trouble"Agni pointed towards Fiona.

"Wrong Fiona are you?"

"Why don't you just ask Fiona?what has he done to Angel?"

"You're too much Agni!"while pushing Agni.Dan Agni who did not accept the treatment of Diana he pushed Diana as hard as he could to fall.Fiona who was just silent from now on he immediately approached Diana and helped her.

"You okay what Diana?"while helping to stand up.

"It's okay"

"You if there's a problem I don't have to hurt my friend"

"Why are you angry?that's not how much you've done to Angel.For you Angel is in the hospital and until now he is still being treated there."

"You if you don't know the problem don't have to interfere "

"Angel's problem is also my problem.So you're a pesky girl and troublemaker why don't you just change schools.We don't accept girls*****like you're just trash!"when Fiona heard harsh words from him she felt annoyed and angry.

He was patient enough to face Agni.Peasiness that from earlier he held back finally he overflowed his hand Fiona wanted to slap Agni's face.But suddenly Rayhan came to pull Fiona's hand and hold it.

"Enough Fiona!do not get carried away with emotions and add to the problem "

Fiona does not believe in Rayhan's attitude that stops her and lets Agni smile mockingly.Then she also pulled her hand from Rayhan's glare.

"And the three of you if it's just making trouble here better go."Rayhan told Agni cs.

"Fiona why are you always emotional and can't be patient ?"Fiona looked at Rayhan and looked at him sharply.

"You think I should just keep quiet when they insult me and lower my pride.Get no Rayhan.."

"Rayhan isn't entirely wrong Fiona is indeed they're outrageous."

"Diana you don't interfere" Rayhan said.

"if you're here just pissing me off, you'd better go" take the ball in Rayhan's hand.

"I'm not going" chuckled Rayhan he helped tidy up the basketball.Fiona who was upset then slammed the ball he was holding and left the basketball court.

Rayhan follows him and pulls Fiona's hand.

"Take me off Ray.."

"Why do you like this?"

Fiona flipped over and looked at Rayhan fixedly."Because I hate you!"

After listening to Fiona's reply he felt disappointed and angry.

"So it's true what Angel says that you don't love me anymore..."

"Yes, you're not happy..."

"I want you to take back your words.."

"Why..?Why should I pull it back?.Just so you know Rayhan I've had enough heartache and tired of having to chase you and keep hoping for your love and you're completely oblivious to me...So from now on I'm Fiona stop loving you !!" he stepped away.

"Fiona.."call her softly.That voice seemed heartbreaking to make Fiona stop.

"Why didn't you hate me when I left you in Australia?you chased me until I moved to school here.Then approaching me made me annoyed and angry.So I hurt you,kicked you out and ignored you so that you now start to hate myself when I start to realize with my feelings.That I have fallen in love with you."he regretted all this.Then stepped closer to Fiona and hugged her from behind.

Fiona was just speechless, she was still raging with her heart,it is not that he must feel happy finally he knows the heart of Rayhan if he loves him but why his heart feels sick and sad.As if his heart has been buried and numb.He feels unable to accept his love.Because he feels fear of getting hurt again.Especially Fiona has promised Angel that she does not love Rayhan anymore.

He was afraid that he would hurt his heart again.It is better to hate him than to have to love him again and in the end will hurt his heart again.

"Your regret will not change my decision, we better live our lives" he tried to hold back his tears but in the end he couldn't hold it back and cried.

Fiona tried to toughen up but no matter how hard she tried to keep her tears falling.She kept walking away.Don't ever look back because she can't see Rayhan's face.He was afraid it would make her melt, then back into Rayhan's embrace.

Rayhan bowed limp, he still did not believe Fiona's decision, but he hoped there was still a beam of love in him.

"Can't you love me anymore" Rayhan's smile stared at Fiona's increasingly disappearing shadow.

When he just realized his feelings it was too late.People he loves now already hate him.Let all this pass.Because undue love will make people hurt.

Fiona used to be like a stupid girl who kept chasing Rayhan but what she received destroyed her heart.And now Fiona hates herself hating for the time she wasted only for Rayhan.And her stupid also suddenlyrayhan expressed his feelings.

"I'm tired of all this and I can't look back at you anymore...I hope you understand"he said as he stood on the balcony of the school.

On the other hand Diana who was left in the field of basketball snorted annoyed not to believe that she was left alone.She can only resign when having to tidy up the basketball fortunately just a little stay.

"What really happened between the two of them?Why should you fight like that.haiss I don't know.."whose head shakes.