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"I want to study abroad"
Reza smiled slightly making Earth instantly link her two eyebrows together.
"What if you go abroad Yayang will become a convert?" reza asked while getting up from his seat and then embracing the middle to the sofa.
Now the two handsome men of different generations are sitting side by side on the long sofa.
"Wouldn't you avoid? what's for?" reza asked again, Earth who got the question from her papa can only bow her face deeply.
"There's nothing wrong with you, so you don't have to leave, especially just for the reason of forgetting. It will make you more tormented withstanding longing, live everything as usual no need to rush to remove it at once"
Reza continued to calm the middle while rubbing the shoulders of his proud son.
His second son who was feeling the pain was heartbroken by a different belief.
"Having yourself occupied is much better than leaving suddenly, isn't your decision selfish for having to leave us?"
The earth turned, he hugged Reza and his tears broke again in the arms of his father.
"Sorry, Pah"
"Sir don't mean that, brother will not leave you, brother promise" said Bumi amid sobbing crying.
"The key is just sincere, take lessons from all you have lived including the love of God that must be defended. Papa is proud of you for staying this far, brother"
"It hurts so much, Pah" Her sister while saving her chest t-shirt.
"Papa tau, Brother. But your life is not here, right?, maybe in other parts of the world there is your soul mate who is waiting. Believe that God will not give pain beyond the ability of his servant and papa is also sure that you will get the same replacement Yayang ta'atnya of course in your same Aamiin, Isn't that much more beautiful?"
The earth nodded in understanding, there was a forced smile at the end of her trembling lips still holding back the cries.
"Silver try sincerely, Pah. Brother wants to see how happy he is without brother"
"But don't forget your own happiness, don't close your heart's door to another girl.get it?"
All the messages and sayings of the father will always be remembered until anytime, because only in the arms of the man that he can tell stories and release all the burden of his problems.
Earth does not need anyone else to complain because her parents are always there and ready to embrace her whenever she needs.. His home was the most comfortable place for him to cry out, shedding his sadness and emotions and the hands of his brothers were the strongest grip to sustain his fragile and tired body.
"Papa allow if you want a vacation, but for studying abroad of course papa will forbid you, your mother's tears are too precious, brother" said Reza who did not want to argue with his wife.
"No idea, Pah. Sorry for thinking too short and making a decision. Brother should also think about your feelings because my world is not only him but there is my family as well" Earth replied a little embarrassed by the ridiculous request earlier.
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Sis..
The highest level of loving the servant version of God is when you love someone but in your prayers there is no name.
When you pretend not to care, but your heart is still fixed on him.
you know why?
For loving it, it is enough to keep your feelings in prayer and follow God's scenario with iklhas. Trust Him if all ends well for you and for him.