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"Happy Anniversary, baby" said Bumi as her wife wriggled in her arms.
"Anniversary?" muttered Kahyangan, in a semi-conscious state she still had time to think with what her husband said at two in the morning.
"Just one year I've been your husband, not the best yet but always trying to be the best for you"
Kahyangan smiled as he tightened his embrace on the chest of the plain Earth plane without anything.
"Accordingly one year also I became your wife, far from perfect but always trying to be an angel of your afterlife" Kahyangan replied that immediately made the Earth blush so happy.
"You can sleep again, I'll talk to God for a while"
Kahyangan who are idle certainly can not participate in carrying out the night worship they usually do every night, Kahyangan who is accustomed to wake up at the same hour every night despite the arrival of monthly guests.
"Give me my regards, tell him that I miss two nights"
"He must miss you too, it's your special day, you can greet Him in another way" said Bumi who then kissed his wife's forehead.
The earth that felt Kahyangan slowly unraveled his embrace, instantly cringing down from the bed and into the bathroom. He will perform his evening sunnah worship without his wife who used to be a makmum.
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"I'm still hoping, Mom" said Yayang suddenly after breakfast.
"Pray and strive, that's all we can do, dear." said the Earth as she reached for her wife's hand.
"If it still can't be what?" asked Kahyangan with serious eyes.
"Can't what you mean? I don't want to think of anything like that" the Earth.
Bumi shook his head, for him Khayangan was too excessive in responding to the words of the doctor a week ago when the two did a hospital examination because they had been married for a year but there was no sign of the second son-in-law Rahardian was two. As a wife from an unusual family, there is certainly fear and insecurity even though her husband never mentioned children at all.
Kahyangan often silent crying when he saw his mother-in-law so close to his children despite growing up, not to mention when Rain with the new Ocean can walk little by little. There was a sense of being mixed with envy as the adorable boy approached and hugged his miMoy.
"There's still a lot of time, anything can happen in the future and only God knows all that" said Earth, waving a clock on her wrist and then getting up from her seat.
"One year is enough for me to wait, am I lacking until God has not trusted me to receive His care?"
The earth took a deep breath, he actually really did not want to discuss this further with his wife because he knew that the mind of Kayangan would certainly seep everywhere out the groove.
"Keeping His care is not a matter of who is more ta'at, Yang. God is wanting us to enjoy our time together longer" Kayu Bumi calmed his wife who had reddened her eyes.
Kahyangan just nodded his head understanding, he should be aware of himself not to sulk when his husband was about to go to work but a sense of unease and error always enveloped him.
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Which, I understand your situation because a woman's greatest test comes from her own feelings, feelings that often turn into prejudices and uncertain fears. Strengthen your heart, for a woman's weakness is at war with herself.