Hearts For Sofi
Heart of Sofi 3
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A year passed, but ardi was still reluctant to move from the mind of sophi and also the heart of sophi.
The pain that ardi gives to sofi, also still feels very deep.
Sofi still often misses the attention of ardi.
Ardi's memory does not make sofi cry anymore, but always managed to make sofi smile wryly on him.
Sofi realized that the love that ardi instilled in the heart of sophi was too deep.
It is too difficult for the sophi to run from the shadow of the ardi, also to run from the longing of the sofi for the ardi.
Having love for a married man is a very bad thing for sofi.
Sofi always felt disgusted at her feelings for ardi.
Though the love does not come because the sophi want, but the time that gives sofi a chance, for sofi feel happy and sad simultaneously.
On Sofi's holiday, sofi goes to meet mahira in singapore.
Sofi was given a month off, after a full year of work on the project.
Mahira has just had a baby, and mahira asks Sofi to help her.
Sofi flew straight to her house, without any objections.
Mahira lives in an apartment block located in nassim hill singapore.
The house is very large for his small family.
"Why do you daydream so often", asked mahira when she found sofi daydreaming on the balcony.
"No, just look at the sky" Sofi replied with a smile.
"I have heard the story" said Mahira.
Sofi was surprised, because sofi had been trying to cover it up.
No one talks about ardi, whether at home or in the office.
Then sofi remembered that her mother never scolded sofi again because of trivial things.
His mother also always slept with sofi at night, telling stories on sofi, until sofi overslept.
Sofi only tells everything to kiki.
The bottom kiki kak is leaking, thought the sofi in heart, and felt a little disappointed.
Sofi remembered that over the past year, everyone always seemed to keep their feelings.
Sofi finally came to a conclusion regarding her family's behavior.
They are like shoulder to shoulder making sofi busy and do not want to let the sofi alone.
His father was always present on the side of the sofa when sofi watched the movie, his mother never missed sleeping with the sofa, and adam let the sofi shopping with his credit card.
Sofi finally told her everything that happened to Mahira, without a single tear flowing down her cheek.
Mahira immediately hugged the sofi, as soon as the sophi ended the story.
"It's been almost two years loh sof" said mahira.
"You have to give yourself time to think again, you can not be sad because of him, you also have to let go of your feelings for him" said mahira.
Mahira also said that sophi must make peace with her sad process.
Giving time for himself to reminisce, as well as releasing his feelings for ardi.
Mahira stressed, that everything that happens should not eventually make Sofi hate her, but let it happen as a learning for sophi.
Mahira hugs sofi long enough, and says that sofi will be fine.
Mahira also believes that someday, sofi will definitely meet other cool men.
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Two weeks of sofi accompany mahira, help her, and let go of sofi's longing with her.
They come back like high school children, giggling, remembering past stories, and going to the mall for shopping.
It's time sofi had to go back home, and let mahira bother herself to take care of the baby.
Mahira escorts sofi to the airport, she is sad to let go of sofi.
"Anyway I want you to come here once a month huh", pinta mahira while hugging sofi.
"Ready", replied Sofi with a smile.
Mahira then takes off her embrace, and lets Sofi walk towards the check point.
Sofi decided to go straight to Bali, from singapore.
Sofi follows mahira's advice, mahira is right, sofi must take the time to let go of her love for ardi.
Ardi is just a sweet memory that sofi has in the past, sofi can not bring ardi to his future.
Arriving in Bali, Sofi booked a room at the resort that had direct access to the beach.
While walking on the shore, Sofi recalled all the sweet memories that Ardi had given her.
Sofi lets herself remember every little thing about ardi.
Smile and remember the ardi in this world.
Sofi cried again when she remembered that there was a woman who was very lucky to have ardi.
Sofi uses her time to enjoy her sad process, to remember ardi, and to realize that ardi is far from her reach.
"I let you off enough until here mas" said sofi begumam and hope ardi heard sofi.
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2019 Years.
All is back to normal, sofi has returned to eating chocolate pudding like.
Slashing favorite food sofi like shrimp, also back to make enthusiastic sofi.
Pucuk tea also again adorns the sofi workbench, when the sofi is in the field.
Some men try to approach the sofi, but the softi's heart is still not moved to accept it.
Two months ago, Darko gave sofi news and invited sofi at his wedding with mala.
Sofi apologized for not being able to attend, and only sent bouquets for darko and mala.
Ardi is still occasionally present in the mind of sofi, but it does not make sofi sad.
Only the feeling of longing for ardi that sometimes appears on the surface, and makes sofi worried.
Tikala manado hospital is now operational.
Ms. Maria assigned sofi to keep an eye on the development of the hospital.
The land that was once empty, has also begun to build a nursing home, and the opening will be at the end of 2020.
The hospital garden is very beautiful according to the design of the priest.
Sofi thanked personally to the priest, for making a very beautiful garden design.
Twice the company of the mother maria entertained the priest and his team.
The company just wants to thank the priest and his team for working so well.
Ardi was never seen at the banquet.
Sofi was very worried, when sofi had to meet with ardi, but ardi was always represented by his superior, pak tono his name.
Sofi also sent flower pots to the priest as the opening of the hospital began.
Sofi apologized for not being able to attend, because of her busyness in the new project.
After the hospital officially operates, Sofi goes to Manado to visit the hospital once a month.
During his visit, Sofi always met the director of the hospital, asked for financial reports, and listened to explanations from the marketing team about their strategy, so that the hospital tikala manado, and so on, it could be the best hospital in Manado.
At the end of 2019 pandemic entered the country, the government decided to lockdown in mid-2020.
Maria was very upset, but she still obeyed him.
Ms. Maria then flew to Singapore for isolation with her family.
Construction work stopped for a year.
Papa Alex built a small office in the vacant lot behind his house, so that sofi, his papa, and adam could work quietly.
Sofi was able to adapt easily, working at home turned out to be a thing that sofi liked.
Sofi does not need to rush to the office, and sofi also can always have lunch for her mother's cooking.
Adam decides to join forces for isolation in his parents' home.
Adam's house was close, but Adam asked his father to allow him to return home.
During the early five months of the pandemic, only Shakila went out to shop.
Adam asked his father and mother not to leave the house, of course, papa alex was very bored and complained every day, but adam always said, we must obey the rules, so that the pandemic quickly ended.
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For a year lived in fear and worry because of the many victims who died during the pandemic.
By 2021, construction work could resume.
All can be active as long as they comply with health protocols.
The mall has also returned to operation, only, everyone should not enter carelessly, only those who have been vaccinated can enter the mall.
The government already runs seventy percent of vaccinations for its citizens, all can live a normal life, but with a record, to keep wearing masks in public spaces.
Thursday at the beginning of each month, is a schedule sofi visit the city of Manado.
Five years have passed since Sofi's first meeting with Ardi.
Ardi is now only a trajectory of time in the mind of the sophist.
As usual, sofi brought flowers for the hospital director, as well as five boxes of donuts for nurses and other employees.
Twenty minutes is sofi time to talk to the hospital director about the development of the hospital.
After that, Sofi headed to the financial office to receive reports, as well as to the marketing office to give a little idea.
Just a short time sofi visit to manado, he had to hurry back to the airport, because he had to fly to semarang.
Sofi flight schedule to semarang, around five in the afternoon, sofi still have time for culinary before leaving.
There were some doctors who were familiar with sofi greeting, as the sofi came out of the elevator, and walked towards the hospital lobby.
Sofi's smile faded, as sofi saw a figure that had been a ghost for sofi for many years.
He immediately stood up, as soon as he saw sofi coming towards him.
After Sofi took a breath, sofi threw her gaze elsewhere, ignored her thumping heart, and kept walking towards the exit.
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