Hearts For Sofi

Heart Sofi 2

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Upon hearing the fact that Ardi is a married man.

Sofi's mind went dark, sofi's heart was unprepared for the news.

Sofi finds herself walking like a lost person.

Sofi is confused where to go, sofi still runs, even though sofi does not know the purpose.

Sofi then sat down for a while, after sofi found a small stool to lean on.

Sofi tries to give herself time to process everything that happened in her morning.

Sofi was trying to understand what was happening.

Ardi lied to sofi, sofi thought in his mind.

Sofi then realized that all this time, there had never been a clear enough conversation about ardi's condition.

Sofi tried to justify herself, and considered all this wrong.

Ardi never told Sofi about her condition.

Sofi realized, if sofi had never asked clearly, who ardi really was.

Sofi finally blamed herself.

Why sofi never thought that far, sofi had indeed thought of the possibility that ardi was a man belonging to another forger, but sophi ignored that thought.

Sofi chose to dissolve in the attention that Ardi gave.

Sofi felt stupid, angry and of course felt an incredible pain piercing her heart.

Sofi tries to control herself, and thinks all of this is pure stupidity.

The pain of the fact that he could not possibly have ardi, filled the whole soul of sophi.

Sofi then hugged herself, and cried out, blaming herself for feeling betrayed.

Not only was the physical sophi crying, but the soul of the sophi was also grieving.

After Sofi felt a little calm, sofi wiped away her tears.

Sofi walked back to the pavilion, which turned out to be very far from where the sofi was crying.

As the sofi was about to reach the pavilion, sofi saw aunt standing on the pavilion fence.

Aunty's face looked anxious and looked to the right and left, like a confused person.

As soon as the aunt saw the sofa, the aunt immediately approached the sofa and hugged the sofa.

"Auntie has cooked fish head soup for you sof" said soft aunt after taking off her embrace.

It turned out that the sofi that aunt was waiting for, aunt then led the sofi into the pavilion.

Aunty went into the kitchen after making sofi sitting at the dinner table, then the aunt came out with a handkerchief, and gave it to the sophi.

The handkerchief that aunt gave me felt wet and warm in the soft hand.

Sofi put the handkerchief aunty gave to compress her eyes.

Sofi had been crying on the bench for two hours, probably because that was why Sofi felt so hungry.

Aunty then pushed the bowl filled with fish soup in front of the sofi.

Aunty gives sofi comfort, and aunty also says that sofi does not need to worry.

Not a word came out of aunty's mouth about Ardi and her disappearance.

Sofi was disappointed in her, as it turned out that she was still able to spend her entire lunch.

After feeling relieved and full, Sofi returned to her room.

Sofi then thinks that this is a trivial thing for sofi, and sofi will be able to forget it tomorrow morning.

After thinking confidently enough, if the sofi will quickly forget ardi, sofi lay on his bed, then his eyes caught a box that ardi gave to sofi last week.

It is sofi's favorite chocolate.

Sofi tried to control herself, but sofi was unable, sofi finally returned to crying.

Sofi felt a tremendous pain in her heart, her head was also dizzy from crying all morning, and of course sofi was tired.

Sofi spent the rest of the week, crying and falling asleep with tissue in her hands.

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Twenty days passed after the ardi left the manado, but sofi still could not forget the ardi.

Everything that happens at the project site and in the pavillions, reminds sofi of ardi.

It feels new kemaren continuously ardi gives his attention to sofi.

Now, Sofi hates all the attention she's ever given.

Sofi tears easily drip when she sees her favorite chocolate pudding in the fridge.

Sofi did not cry as much as before, but sofi always shed tears, every thought of ardi and his sweet attitude to sofi.

Starting from eating shrimp, drinking shoot tea, eating pudding, even a darko rental motorbike also makes sofi cry as she recalls her memories with ardi.

Sofi spent her days on the project as usual, but sofi became more reserved.

Sofi simply carried out all her duties in the field, then returned to the pavilion.

Joking with aunt and dante sir, going out to eat with mila or dito, is something sofi always does.

Sofi was determined to remove the figure of ardi from her mind.

Sofi also went to a different beach with the usual sofi visit with ardi.

Sofi's efforts keep her busy, apparently to no avail, sofi still always finds herself crying.

Sofi was endlessly trying to let herself not get dissolved with grief.

However, Sofi often finds herself waking up the next day with tears dripping down.

If the condition of the sofi continues, maybe the sofi will collapse and can be depressed because of a broken heart.

Sofi doesn't want that, sofi still wants to be happy and have a chance to be able to love another man.

Sofi then contacted ma'am maria and persuaded ma'am maria to remove the sofi.

Ms. Maria sounded objected when Sofi asked to be moved, but finally ma'am maria agreed.

Sofi was asked by ma'am maria to stay another week, while ma'am maria would arrange a sofi substitute.

Sofi could not afford to often feel pain in his heart, if the sofi remained in manado, and continuously in shadow by the figure of ardi.

Sofi only wanted to save herself first.

Sofi thought a week was very fast, it turned out to run quite a long time.

Sofi feels that time and destiny are working together to make sofi every day.

Sofi told darko ahead of the three days before his move.

Darko looks sad, but tries to stay professional.

However, darko already feel close to the sofi, if the sofi will be replaced, automatically darko must adjust again with a replacement sofi.

The last day of sofi in manado, darko invites sofi to go with him.

They had dinner, then went to the beach.

After sitting down and joking about things, Darko began to open the conversation about ardi.

"Why don't you stop eating chocolate sof pudding" asked darko on the sofi.

Sofi was silent and just smiled.

"I'm sorry if I didn't tell you about the married mas ardi" said Darko, looking at Sofi.

Tears that have been sofi resistant for a week, spilled again when darko reminded sofi will ardi.

Darko just told sofi, if it's ardi's right to tell the sophi, darko doesn't want to interfere.

Darko also apologized, because darko thought, sofi had no feelings for ardi.

Darko looked at the sofi and felt sad as the sofi let out her tears nonstop.

Darko finally just shuts up, and embraces the sophi, trying to make the sofi calm.

Darko may not know that the feeling of sophi is too deep for ardi.

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Sofi requested permission for a two-week leave from the office upon returning to BSD.

Sofi did not want to return to the office in a bad state.

Sofi chose to be at home for two weeks.

He spends a lot of time with his family.

Sofi's attempts to heal his wounds, by playing more often with his nephew, apparently succeeded in reducing sofi crying.

The day after Ardi's departure, sofi hopes that ardi will contact her, and give an explanation to sofi.

Unfortunately until the last sofi in manado, ardi did not contact sofi, finally sofi decided to block ardi from contact sofi, a week before sofi went from manado.

Since coming home from Manado, there are not many things that can be easily, making sofi sad because ardi.

Sofi changed her chocolate pudding to strawberry pudding.

Going to the mall with his papa, and playing with his niece, slowly makes the sofi better.

Even Sofi asked her mother to sleep with sofi.

Sofi only returned to work after two weeks of leave, and as soon as sofi began to work, the longing for ardi returned again.

Sofi tries to ignore all her feelings and stay focused on working.

Bu maria put sofi in a project in east Jakarta.

The distance between the house and the location of the new work sofi, can be taken within two hours each way.

Sofi did not want to be exhausted, so sofi rented a nearby apartment.

After only three days in the apartment, Sofi began to realize that she had made the wrong decision.

Because the more sofi itself, the more often ardi crosses the mind of sofi.

Sofi longing for ardi, hard to sophi ignore.

Sofi finally resigned, and let her longing for ardi fill her days at the construction site.

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