Heart wail

Chapter 10

"Stop asking silly questions... Mama ak-"

"Then why? Why did my mom treat me differently? Since the presence of syila in our midst, my mother began to change.. Mama chose love me and syila"

"Is it because she's the last child. and she's prettier and smarter so you love her more?? Mama always praised him in front of friends and sisters eomma... whereas I?" Shed tears

Zeela laughed with tears flowing with a rush of "I just got the gossip.. And every family meeting, mama only discussed all the goodness of syila but not with me just the opposite.. Mama told me my badness"

"How come?? How can a mother put her own child in front of so many people? How can?!!" Her screeched

"DOR!!!!"

"What did I say wrong?? Even my mother looks proud to tell me all my bad... But (holding tightness in his chest) what a child who has a deficiency in the academic and visual fields is a crime?? Is that a disgrace to the family??" She said with tears flowing constantly

"If only a born baby could choose his own way of life.. No one wants to be stupid and ugly.. No one will choose to be poor.. And moreover no one will choose a loving parent" he said flatly with tears running down

Zeela approached her mother and looked at her mother in "But I learned a lot from what I've been through all this time"

"If I was given the opportunity to be a mother someday.as bad as my son he is still my son, I will still love him and will not discriminate with his other brothers.. I'll make sure what I apply to my kids I'll never apply it to 'cause I know what it's like"

"It feels very, very painful" her mind wistfully

Mrs Wijaya looked at her eldest daughter flatly "Yes, but I did not completely distinguish you, you were too dramatizing as if you were hurt.. We were all fine before but you (pointed zeela) you started it up until we were like this"

Zeela frowned, she was inexhaustible with her mother.. "What is your heart made of?" his mind did not know what to describe his mother like

Zeela Laughs with tears that keep flowing "If mom is in my position. Can you still say that?"

Zeela lowered her head for a moment "Should we get a DNA test right now.I'm not sure if this mama really is my biological mother"

THE PLAAKKKKKK!!!!

"Brazed kid" his growled

"You (pointed zeela's face) a biological child who wasn't supposed to be my biological child...

After letting out all her annoyance, Mrs Wijaya came out of the zeela room..

Just a few steps after closing the door of the zeela room, Ny wijaya was surprised by the presence of Zian there in addition to the zian employees who stared at him with a cynical look

"Son z zian" Smiled clumsy)

"Listen to Mrs Wijaya... Until whenever I will never marry your youngest daughter, and if you are still stubborn come to zeela again and tell us to cancel our marriage.I make sure your family will be destroyed as destroyed, his destruction, you understand" whispered her sharply

"You can't marry my daughter at will, sir, especially without my blessing" he said no less sharply.

"Who are you??" Chuckles cynically

"I'm sorry I forgot... You're this zeela's real mother who doesn't look like zeela's real mother, right? (Seeing Ny Wijaya from toe to head) what does zeela need to ask for the blessing of a mother who does not consider her?"

Ny Wijaya clenched her hands furiously with a zian saying "Learnless... (Forcing his smile) you guys are very harmonious.The same brazen couple in the parents, we'll see how your household life will be... And thank goodness my son did not have to spend his life with a man like you" he said and left

"Boss.I just found out there is a biological mother who is like a stepmother" said secretary Danu shuddered in horror

"That's so cute miss zeela"

When Ny wijaya and Azeela spoke earlier, it turned out that the door of the zeela room was not closed completely until the sound of zeela and her mother was heard outside the room... The employees who heard the conversation felt sorry for Zeela, and one of the employees rushed to report what he had heard to the secretary.. After that, Zian came to Zeela's room, but just to the front of the door, Zian heard everything that zeela and her mother said

Zian's hands clenched tightly holding back angrily hearing every word that zeela's mother had spoken.. However he held back all his might not to enter the zeela room, zian just did not want to make a fuss

 

On the other side

Zeela was sitting on the floor, she smothered her mouth so that her cries could not be heard even though it would not be heard because the door of her room was closed

"Then you're supposed to kill me if you don't want me"

"And why did you let me live like this, my God?? What sins have I committed until my life is like this?"

"I. I just want to be like those out there who feel the affection of parents, and once I want to be like my sister"

"Ma.. does mom know? No matter how deep the hurt you give me, I still hope to get your love"

"Do you know how happy I am to see you here?? Do you know how much I wish you remembered today!!Do you know the prayer I recite every year on my birthday??" Inwardly

"Again I wish my mom would look at me... Loving me with all my heart like my mom loves syila. Once I want to hear my mom say if you are proud to have a child like me" sobbed.

"If I could ask God to turn the clock around, I would like to go back in time when there was only me mama and papa... The time when I really get a lot of affection before the presence of syila" inner zeela while banging his chest feels tight

"I don't hate you, I don't want your presence, I just don't think it's fair to me"