Heart Guard

Wrong Talk, Painful Heart

Thunder saw Rubby leave, even he could not speak, just silently digesting his wife's words

"Did he say that?I didn't get the selection for her husband?she was so arrogant, even now that I was her husband, I took her first kiss, I also took her virginity, I taught her to make love, I gave her a sense of worldly enjoyment, I gave her a sense of worldly pleasure,then he arrogantly said that I wasn't his ideal husband's criterion?it's so annoying to him.."Thunder grumbled alone, he didn't even realize that Rubby was back there to pick up his phone left behind, to hear the grumbling of her husband

"Then what's your problem?want to end it now?come, I am even ready to bear the status of a widow at the age of twenty, do you know what to look for in building a household?marriage is not the end of a husband-and-wife love struggle, but the beginning of a real love struggle, because of which I-you were originally us,the first two different people made one that will certainly be a lot of sacrifices to unite the differences because of different nature and character, lower each ego, balance each other, and balance each other,marriage based on mutual love alone can still be divorced let alone us who have no basis" said Rubby with a fierce tone and Thunder surprised not because of the presence of Rubby alone, but also the courage Rubby yelled at him.. he was really like a scared husband wife who was seen on tv, just silent and accepting at his wife's all-out temper..

"Wouldn't we start again from the beginning, the house that was built was ordinary, can be restored to a sturdy and luxurious house, our household can also be like that by, by,let's fix everything from the beginning again so that it can be better than before"guh Guntur, so that his wife can relax the muscles of tension that are still visible on her face red due to high emotions

"Correct, correct your attitude first, I don't want to compromise with your dirty past anymore" Rubby mocked, and it made Thunder provoke his emotions

"Hey, look out for you.I'm not a good man, but I've never humbled anyone like you to demean me now, don't blame me for being rude to you by"he snapped Thunder,rubby was initially surprised by Thunder's clash, but what he said was reality, so he did not want to admit wrong, consider Rubby stubborn, but he knew what Thunder was like when touching women..it's really disgusting that he's seen her so often, but she's always been a waste of face and doesn't care

"Do what you want to do, I never take my word if it's the truth, you touch many different women every day, just because you want to satisfy that desire, you know,don't you think that's disgusting?is that what you're saying doesn't demean people?"rubby answered casually without any fear at all.he really wants to vent his emotions at this time.

"They need money, and I need satisfaction, then what's wrong if we make a mutually beneficial transaction, they don't feel debased, I appreciate it with a pricey by, by,even you did the same with them, so don't act your holy-ass"don't lose to Rubby's accusations, because that's exactly what he did

While Thunder who was speechless due to the mounting emotions, immediately fell silent when he saw how devastated Rubby was when he heard his words, he knew it from Rubby's drastically changed expression and attitude, he did not mean to speak like that, but emotions closed his sanity, so he spoke without thinking about the impact, he wanted to keep Rubby away but there was no power to do so, he was stuck where he stood at the moment, to his stupidity..

For the night they slept apart, Thunder slept in front of a burning fireplace to warm the body, and Rubby slept in their room, though he had already laid down his body but neither of them could close his eyes,trying to sleep still can't sleep because his mind can't calm down after their fight

At midnight, Rubby got out of bed with a pillow, rolled over and a blanket, he remembered that Thunder did not go into the room to pick it up,North of the night was getting cold and she did not want her boss to get the flu because of their quarrel, so she intended to bring it to her husband

Thunder who still could not sleep heard a voice approaching him, although some of the lights were turned off, but there was a fireplace that lit up greatly, so he could see a shadow approaching him,and he immediately closed his eyes to pretend to be asleep, Rubby gave him a bigger pillow, so that his sleep was comfortable,he also arranged the roll and enveloped her with a thick blanket.Rubby gently stroked Thunder's hair and descended onto her cheeks

"You're right, I'm no different from the cheap women out there, I should know myself not to overdo it and boast about myself.I'm sorry I don't know this self,next time there won't be anything like this, I'll do better" after giving a brief peck on Thunder's forehead, Rubby returned to the room to rest his body and mind,he will start tomorrow with a new spirit, there can be no more pressure and regret in the self that undermines his heart, he must accept his destiny and live it sincerely,because he knew none of this would change for the better if he continued to blame the situation, after thinking about it calmly he began to shut down and sleep on his own,

The regular breath and shady face were very beautiful when seen by Thunder, the immense regret he felt at this moment, he had never felt this regretful before, diabetes Ngin improves her relationship with Rubby, but her emotions and selfishness make things worse..

"You're a good woman by, I don't mean to say anything bad about you, I really don't mean to put you down but because I can't control my speech, get you hurt like this, I'm sorry by,I just want to stay in this marriage, I learn a lot and improve when I'm with you, but I don't know how to keep you by my side, because in reality my past is always a problem in our relationship,I can't change my past by, but don't you want to give me a chance to improve myself in the future?"Thunder slumped beside his wife's body that had fallen asleep, he hugged his wife's tiny body that felt a little cold because of the night air that began to feel more biting, getting comfort from his wife's body makes Thunder come to this beautiful dream with his beautiful wife..