Heart Guard

Happy Definition

The morning before Rubby had struggled in the kitchen to cook breakfast, although there was still pain in his sensitive area, not infrequently he was also a little grimace, as much as possible he kept it from being too visible

While Thunder was still sound asleep in his beloved bed, as he moved to find Rubby beside him by fumbling next to him, and not getting what he was looking for when he opened his eyes

"Where is he?"looking for Rubby's whereabouts in the bathroom but it's empty"Is he back in his room? it seems like I'm less pounding on him, so he still has a lot of energy to move to his own room" muttered Thunder with a smile and walked into the bathroom to clean himself up,after neatly dressed in his clothes he immediately looked for Rubby's whereabouts, opened the room next to him and there was no one there, but his sharp nose smelled the smell of cooking that was quite fragrant,until he knew where his wife was

"The crafter too, after overtime being able to get up early and prepare breakfast, it seems like I have nothing to lose if I make her a real wife" Thunder monologue with her sweet smile, then walked towards the kitchen, to meet his wife

"Have you cooked, are you tired?"thunder said as he took the water in the refrigerator, but as he was about to drink it, Rubby quickly picked it up and replaced it with warm water

"It is not good to wake up immediately drinking cold water, this is better for you"back doing his cooking activity

"CK, I'm used to drinking cold water, which tastes good when you drink warm water" said Guntur

"A medicine tastes bitter, but if you want to heal still have to drink, both warm water is very good to drink when you wake up, good for our health, good for our health,don't keep protesting I just want to be a widow before our deal ends" serve her food at the dinner table

"You swear me?"

"No, just remind me, if you're sick will definitely trouble me, not to mention if there is nothing before I pay off the debt, I'm confused about where to pay the debt?"I took the cutlery and arranged it on the dining table

"Don't overdo it, just because drinking water is made up of rames" Thunder sat in his chair deftly Rubby took breakfast for him

"Want rice or bread?"

"Bored every day breakfast bread continues" Rubby quickly took his fried rice, not forgetting the half-cooked beef eggs and poured water in her husband's glass,then he sat down and did the same for himself

"Heeemmhh.this is delicious, since when can you cook?"

"Thank God if you fit my cooking, from childhood I was used to cooking maybe 3rd grade I had helped dad cook in the kitchen, from childhood,because there is no mother when my father works I have to be able to cook for myself"

"Emang your father is not worried if you are why when cooking?why would I buy it?"

"Dad didn't ask me to cook, only I felt sorry for my father, was tired of work, he still had to cook for me, if buy food will not be full because it can be a little, but still have to cook for me,so I just lightened my father's burden, when he was tired of working right home there was already food served at home, at least I could carve a smile on my lips, it was enough for me to be happy"hearing Rubby's story made Thunder feel a little bit pinched in his heart, he never made his parents happy, so long as he was always a burden for his parents..

"Your mother's been gone a long time?why didn't your father marry again?is it so much love that it cannot turn to another heart?"

"I don't know, it's a heart problem nobody can see" Rubby was very uncomfortable when discussing his mother's problems,not because of hate or resentment but his heart was very sore when he remembered the woman who had the title of his mother, and Thunder felt the change in Rubby's attitude, even though he tried to look mediocre,so he switched his conversation

"What are you doing today?"

"Nothing, just home"

"Why?is 'that' you still sick?"he turned his gaze down, and it made Rubby ashamed

"Huh??no sir, I've never been out anywhere, you could say including ordinary housewives, g will come out if there is an important need"

"Ooh.. Then can you accompany me to my friend's restaurant?he wants to sell his restaurant at a cheaper price, because he needs money for his mother's operating costs"

"Why g borrow it, then pay it in installments, dear if the restaurant is sold, later if his mother is healed also still need a fee to live it too, if the place of business is sold, then if the place of business is sold, then if the mother is healed also need money to live it,where will they get their money from?"

"Waaah.you are a long-term thinker of yaach!after her mother recovers she will return to her mother's house, where she has a new restaurant, and no one takes care of the restaurant here, so she intends to sell it"

"Ooh.Well, you still have time to cultivate a restaurant?"

"No whistling, but I can get one of my confidants to take care of it, so what?can you come there?"

"It can be no problem at all"

"After we prepared, he didn't have much time to see me, because he had to keep his mother in the hospital" Rubby just nodded and finished his meal quickly, all the food was gone,and Rubby immediately cleaned and washed the eating utensils that had been used

"Don't wait, I don't like to wait"

"Okay sir"Rubby finished his work immediately and went straight into the room to prepare

A few minutes passed, Thunder opened the door and looked more relaxed with black costs that closed his body properly, plus navy color trousers, not to forget the sunglasses perched on the count of his feathers

"Already sir, I'm sorry to make you wait a long time while tidying the Krah his shirt"

"why is your hair folding?that time in the kitchen looked long and nice"because Rubby always folded his hair to a shoulder with a rope bando that he used to wear

"I like it this way, if it's too long and g can be free"

"Can be tied by, more simple right, g need to bother folding hair like that, your appearance also looks fresh later"

"I don't like to change my appearance sir, as long as it's comfortable for me, is there a problem for you?"

"G too, I just give you advice, we leave now, fear my friend waiting" holding Rubby's hand to walk out of the apartment, even Thunder opened the door of his car

While on the trip they occasionally had a light conversation, there was not much conversation, because Rubby only answered the questions his boss did not want to ask back

"By, if you're pregnant, will you hold me accountable?"asked Thunder suddenly

"No" replied Rubby briefly

"Why?"tanya Thunder was confused

"Because I can't conceive sir"

"I'm asking you to serve me for a month, and during that time I don't want to use safety, you can get pregnant"

"I will take precautions beforehand sir"

"You don't want to get pregnant with my son?there's a lot of women out there who want to conceive my son, so he can be the young mistress of my family"

"Don't equate me with the woman you usually hire, because I'm different I don't want to get pregnant with a man who doesn't love me, because then it must be the child who is the victim,this real world is not a novel world whose ending must be happy"

"What do you mean?"

"Huuffh.I and you do not love each other, if there is a child between us, he will be a victim of the selfishness of his parents, our marriage will certainly not be able to continue, if there is a child between us, then he will be a victim of the selfishness of his parents,so I chose not to have anything to do with the two of us in the future, because caring for a child alone is not easy, there is a lot to sacrifice, a lot to think about, there is a lot to be accounted for, from the community and also from the child himself, I do not want any other rubby-rubby who became a victim of the selfishness of his parents, he said,I was once a child who had no full parents, even though my father gave love and love as wide as the ocean, but still could not replace the mother figure that was on my mind"

"You don't want to keep our marriage?"

"Are you kidding me?I know enough to stand by your side, there are many beautiful and rich women who can accompany you, and every day you always see various kinds of women with advantages that are not in me, he said,is it possible that you can guarantee that your body and soul can be loyal to me?honestly, I doubt it, I am the type of loyal person and do not like in the duakan let alone to be eliminated or even held captive"

"I'm not a loyal man, but I can guarantee you a happy life" Thunder said

"How can you please me?"

"By giving you everything I have, you can enjoy my treasures as well as the luxuries I have" replied the arrogant Thunder

"That does not guarantee our happiness, it is evident that many rich people are mentally ill, even to the point of suicide, because it is basically happy that we ourselves make it, a simple life with a loyal partner, he said,together with the people who love and I love, do not have to be rich and have a treasure, have a cute and adorable child, he said,being able to spend time with my family and of course always being grateful for that power is so happy for me, can you give it all?certainly not, your time is money, even willing not to meet parents when it does not take a day to get to his house, now may I ask you back?"

"Sure, ask" Thunder replied briefly because Rubby's speech had pierced his heart

"Are you happy with everything you have?"

Jleb. Rubby's question could not be answered Thunder, because the definition of happy for him is still limited to having a lot of wealth and luxury, can get everything he wants, but he also did not feel the happiness, but he also did not feel the happiness,diarak was once satisfied with what he already had

"I'm pretty happy right now"

"It's good that you keep your happiness in the moment, so that your happiness can continue to be in you"

"why did you say that?as long as we have everything, then that happiness will remain"

"Ooh.Then preserve your possessions, so that your happiness is not lost"

Deg.Kebali Rubby made Thunder worried, because his heart began to be disturbed by Rubby's speech, actually until now he has also never felt true happiness, only when with Rubby his world feels more meaningful..