Heart Choice's

Episode 68's

At this time fani was in his room, actually Zeno asked him to sleep with him in the main room of the apparetemn, where again if not in Zeno wicaksono's room. However, fani refused. After Zeno told everything earlier when in the guest room, fani was confused to give a response to what Zeno's story.

Fani sitting on a dresser at the same time that he doubles up as a study table, fani is currently trying to focus his mind on some books that are on the table, but again his mind focused more on his problem with Zeno.

Fani is also a woman, of course, knows very well how salsa feels at that time, when the first man who took his crown (salsa), in the sense of zenolah who took salsa purity, salsa, and it was Zeno who caused the fetus conceived salsa at that time died or miscarried, all of it was the work of Zeno husband fani.

Fani is confused what he should do at the moment, fani is ringing words spoken by Zeno earlier, Zeno will always be there for salsa and always love salsa, he said, does that mean there is no chance for fani?, fani smiled miris if given his stupidity all along.

“what should I do lord” monologue fani.

“what should I give up?” continued.

Without being asked a drop of tears fell down his cheeks, again without being asked the tears fell by themselves if Fani thought about the complexity of his current household.

While Zeno the man was just like fani, thinking about the complexity of his household.

Zeno laid his body on the bed with both hands he put behind his head with his eyes staring at the sky roof of his house.

Zeno realized that he had loved mani, he was afraid of losing fani, he was frustrated when he was screwed by fani, and he also felt empty if fani was not near him.

Zeno began to realize that at this time he only felt responsible to salsa because he was salsa suffering.

“ARghhh” zeno screamed so loudly that the veins on her neck were visible, she was confused by all this, why she was so hard to feel happiness, and her happiness was with fani.

Zeno screamed a few times to the point that tears came out of his eyes, zeno cried? YEP!! She was crying, crying over her complicated life story.

Zeno realized that he loved fani very much, but again the fact slapped and realized that there was salsa that he had to keep because that was his promise first.

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Fani was ready with her school uniform, she saw the clock attached to her wrist, still 7 hours less but she was ready to go to school, she said, I don't know if she left early in the morning just to avoid Zeno, she wasn't ready if she had to meet her husband. Fani thought maybe dodging was the right way for now.

Previously, Fani had prepared breakfast for her husband, and left a note attached to the glass with white milk in it.

Fani walked out of the room to the entrance of the apartment, and when her footsteps reached the living room she saw Zeno sitting on a sofa, already dressed in his neat clothes to go to the office.

Fani was a little surprised by the presence of Zeno there and thought the tumben once her husband was neat like this.

“do you avoid me, until you go to school early in the morning like this?” asked Zeno who saw Fani fix it and continued walking towards the door.

“I have a test, so I have to leave in the morning” said fani who turned her back to Zeno.

“I didn't dodge” said fani nervously.

“last?” ask fani

“I said no!, I have exams” said fani

“I have prepared breakfast on the table, I go first” said fani back and turned to kiss the back of Zeno's hand, after it was felt to have kissed the back of Zeno's hand. He then turned back around to exit the appartment.

Not yet had time to fani out of the appartment, the voice of Zeno again stopped his steps “what when I have told you everything, you will leave me?” ask zeno.

Suddenly, the heart beats faster to hear the words thrown by Zeno just now.

Zeno walked up to Fani and stood right behind her. From behind Zeno hugged the body of a mani and he put his head cuddled by the neck of a mani, and said softly “ansi!, will you leave me when I love you so much?”

As soon as the fur of meuduk fani stand up to feel the breath of zeno hit the side of his face, fani can slightly smell the scent of the zeno breath that was somehow favored by him.

Fani releases Zeno's embrace, but his attempt fails, but Zeno even further tightens his embrace.

“what do you say that because you are kaka kasian to me?, because last night I said love to kaka?” ask fani.

“I really love you fan” said Zeno who is still at home perched hugged by the neck of fani.

“I do not want to be a selfish woman who is only selfish, it is better to be with salsa that I have promised to always keep and love her” said fani.

“that means you give up your happiness, for the happiness of people again?” asked Zeno who had already let go of his embrace.

From behind Zeno could see that fani nodded his head after he had spoken like that.

“you are too naive” said Zeno smiled bitterly

“whatever kaka want to think I like what” he said then opened the apartment door and left Zeno who was still standing in his place.

Disappearing the fani from his face Zeno smiled bitterly, that smile was to himself so pitiful for his story.

Fani was crying in the elevator, she was hugging, while her legs felt very limp. His chest felt tight as he spoke like that to Zeno. She also does not want to be a strong and pretentious woman to classify the man she loves with others. But again he stressed that he had no other choice but to classify the zeno for salsa.

And fortunately the elevator is still very quiet so that makes the fani more free to let out his cries, maybe because it is still too early for people to go out doing their activities.

TB