Hean To Hema

80. Stop Waiting for me!

HAPPY READING'S...

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He's there and he's real, but to have him I have to sleep and close my eyes... Agnese.

At night, Hean stood at the door of the house.Hanging hands were about to touch the doorknob but there was still doubt in his heart.

Is Agnes asleep? was she still awake and waiting for him?

Because that's the habit of Agnes in recent months, forcing herself to wake up just to welcome the arrival of Hean.

though Hean was deliberately home at night was really late just to avoid the woman.

even because of Agnes, Hean lost the trust of the family and also Hema.

It still feels tight hit his heart.how for the first time Hean speech no one believes.Even Hema to leave him.

all because of Agnes.and worse, until this moment Hean has not yet had evidence that what Agnes contains is not her own flesh and blood. how clever and cunning Agnes was to hide all the facts that had happened.

"Agdhh...". In the end Hean opened the door, trying as slow as possible so as not to create a sound that could disturb Agnes.

Tap Tap Tap. His footsteps are not even heard at all. settles like a thief in his own home.

She asleep? his mind while continuing to explore all corners of the room that is already dark in certain parts.

The room on the ground floor, the room that was none other than Agnes's room looked tightly closed. Hean was sure that Agnes wasn't waiting for him tonight.

until Hean's footsteps brought him in much deeper.

until his body stiffened to see something in the television room.

Degs...

His heart seemed to stop beating with perfectly rounded eyes.Hean guessed wrong. Agnes was not in her room at the moment, but fell asleep sitting on the sofa.

Hean believes that the woman accidentally slept there. Agnes fell asleep while waiting for her to return home.

With the stomach widened and bigger, inexplicably Hean felt pity. not supposed to Agnes do things like this. whereas clearly Hean did not want to wait for his return.

Still standing for a long time, Hean stared fixedly at Agnes. long ago, the woman was the winner of her heart. long ago, her love for Agnes was so great that even made Hean forget everything. he used to sacrifice just to make Agnes happy, but now, just because of one mistake Hean punished Agnes so heavily.

she felt like she had no self-respect at all.

even begging Hean to come back to love her.

On the other hand, it might not be just Hean who did that. Infidelity is not allowed at all. Cheating is not a trend or lifestyle today.

cheating is storage.where it will be difficult to stop it. If you can stop, there is no guarantee in the future.there will be times when they repeat it again and again.

Moreover, Hean. the man who could not trust people too much let alone the person who had hurt him.

But seeing Agnes this time felt different.with a large stomach, it must be very uncomfortable for him to sleep in a sitting position like that.

"Wake Nes...".

In the end Hean woke Agnes, nudged the woman's leg to wake up and immediately moved to her room.

"Hooammm..." Agnes squirming.

he opened his eyes to look around.

the first thing Agnes saw was the figure of Hean standing in front of her.

because since pregnancy, somehow Agnes likes to dream of Hean in various ways.because just by sleeping, Agnes can be close to Hean.

Like a moment ago, Agnes had just dreamed.he went with Hean to a field overgrown with lots of flowers. Agnes wanted to feel the moment longer, but someone woke her up.

"Sleep in the room." Hean ordered.

"Huh? oh. yes." replied Agnes gagu. True, he had indeed fallen asleep while waiting for Hean's return.Even because of his very uncomfortable sleeping position, his waist hurt a little.

"Lo just got Yan home?" asked Agnes astonished, but it was past midnight, but Hean had just arrived.

"Hm" Hean replied briefly.

Hean was still standing observing Agnes who was slowly rising from the sofa.

"Nes.". called the woman when she was about to walk away.

"Yes?". Agnes was of course hoping for more.There might just be something Hean needed to say to cheer her up a bit.

"Don't ever wait for me." said Hean terlak.hope Agnes do it only tonight only. afterwards there will be no one who will have to wait for his return to fall asleep on the sofa.

"But-but,".

"Don't hurt yourself just to win my heart again,". Hean had not yet been able to continue his words.

"Yes I know.. because you no longer have feelings for me, right?" asked Agnes with teary eyes.

He knows that Hean has changed, unlike the old Hean.

"Agnes.." call Hean. "This marriage is not like any marriage in general. I've decided to do a DNA test after the baby is born, we'll get divorced that day, too." challenge Hean.

his decision was already unanimous.if Hean did not behave this way, maybe his heart would again waver.

and maybe he's the one who'll regret it later.

"Jangan sakiti diri lo sendiri hanya untuk menunggu gue berubah.. karena semua itu adalah mustahil..." lanjut pria itu.

"Gue will keep waiting for you to come home. I will keep trying to be close to you. It's up to you to refuse or maybe drag me though. I don't care..." agnes said tenaciously, as long as he could, he would continue to try to win the heart of Hean again.

"Whatever if it wants you! at least I've been warning.." said Hean and immediately left.Leaving Agnes alone in the living room.

After the departure of Hean, sat down. crying alone. somehow he looks very weak.why is my fate like this...?

In the room, Hean slammed the door and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Aaggghh.". threw the suit in any direction because of the overflowing anger.

Actually Hean is not strong.he wants to give up. but to give up now feels useless.he must force himself to be a little patient.wait until a few more months until Agnes gives birth to her baby.

Patient Hean.

Agnes's gestational age is 7 months. Stay 2-3 months more for Hean launched his plan to do DNA tests. After that, Hean will decide his future. divorcing Agnes and looking for Hema's whereabouts somewhere.

Hema.. I miss lo. just think about it can make Hean's eyes heat up. do not feel the tears just fall on the floor of the room. it signified how deep the burden Hean had to shoulder at this moment.

While Agnes. after crying enough, the woman went to her room. fell silent again and remembered the words of Hean earlier.until her eyes re-energized and shed tears of sadness.

Mamma... Agnes misses...

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