
HAPPY READING'S...
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In fact, today passed so slowly, for how many hours, Rendy sat in a small garden in front of the neighborhood Apartment. Her mind was still raging. it was still burning just like the last time he had arrived.
His heart was getting curious.what happened, how, what was fine. Rendy was worried about Hema. yes, only the fate of the girl filled her head at this moment.
until, "Hiks..". came the sound of her crying began to slowly break.
For the first time Rendy was really sad.for the first time she cried in the deadasnaya period as now.weep for what she had done to people who trusted her so much. crying for the girl who has been with him for 3 years, the girl who in the end had to let Rendy down.
Rendy has failed to keep Hema.
"Gue hope we can always be like this Ren,".
"Gue will continue to accompany you. fight, you just make our dreams come true...".
"Hiks...". in view of Hema's words, Her tears fell. her head was bowed deeply. Had she tried harder, it might not have been like this. Rendy's sorry.
He shouldn't have sacrificed Hema. Rendy should have sold anything to pay her debt, not by selling Hema.
but in fact, Rendy was that coward.
Sorry I'm Ma. Sorry I...
but can his actions be forgiven?
what Rendy did was absolutely outrageous.
For a moment, Rendy's gaze was fixed on the Sport motor given by her parents. Is it all too late?
"Gue will sell it.." murmured with confidence. soon Rendy got up from his seat.he was about to meet Hean and pleaded to replace Hema with money from the sale of the motorbike later.
Rendy's confidence has really returned.
But everything again destroyed his confidence.when Rendy saw the window that was still bright by the lights, now finally extinguished.
However Rendy knew, what had happened up there.
Hema...
Rendy's body staggered backwards.everything was really too late.
On the other hand, Hema's tears were flowing. He threw a reluctant face to see the man who had been on his body for a while.
Hema hates Rendy. hates the man she has trusted.Hate himself who can not keep himself and is weak in the presence of foreign men today.
their union was even painful, let alone a word that Hean had said just now was truly demeaning. Hema hates it all.
"Finish the job first, after that you can just get out of here...".
"What job? what do you mean?".
"Companying me tonight, Rendy should have said it, right?".
I don't know how many times the man did it as he pleased. The last time Hema remembered, the digital clock on the nightstand showed the number 02:30 in the morning.
and in the end Hema fell asleep as a result of shedding too many tears.
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Sunlight has barged through the cracks of the room shades of gray. illuminate the face that looks so peaceful when closed. until slowly began to be disturbed and blinked his eyes repeatedly.
Hean, the man who had been doing his hot activities last night finally woke up as well.
The first thing he saw when opening his eyes was the figure of the girl with messy hair sleeping beside him with a blanket wrapped around his tiny body.
Long enough Hean only looked at the girl, likening to someone's face in his past.It was very similar to even looking like a twin brother.
Still with a shaky step, Hean went into the bathroom first.to be the first person to clean himself from the rest of the sweat due to his hot activities last night.
Flushing his body with warm water was really something good.Hema's body was like fresh back.
"Gue is not pel*cur! why should I accompany you tonight?".
"Gue's just in the trap. I'm not a cheap woman...".
The words of the girl who in the end really became a tool to complete Hean's wishes last night again disturbed him.
No. He just prestige to admit it. The other side Hean back talk.
I'm sure last night wasn't her first...
So the guilt that had crawled Hean's heart earlier, disappeared again.
"Such a girl is so many in the Capital." he muttered while taking a bath.
Still in the room, Hema slowly woke up. her hearing caught a water gurgling broadcast that was close enough.His eyes were difficult to open like something heavy, crouching in the eye fertilizers.
but Hema's consciousness began to gather completely.
I hope last night was just a dream...
that was the first word this morning, because Hema clearly remembered the creepy incident overnight.
Still with eyes closed, Hema again prayed that last night was just a nightmare.not really happened when he opened his eyes later.
but his hope was dashed, when his fingers grabbed the blanket that was wrapping his body.
Very slowly and carefully, Hema felt his body.His eyes rounded and the next second again shed tears.it turns out that last night was not a dream.all really happened. Hema who entered in the apartment of a foreign man, Hema who so easily bis atidir with other men...
Why is all this happening?
I don't know how many tears he dropped last night until this morning.even it felt like his tears were starting to dry.
I hate everything. I hate this life.
Until the girl's gaze was fixed on a curtain that began to shake the wind.
from the thin white curtain, Hema was able to see a balcony there.
Like possessed by a demon, Hema got up from the bed. dragged a blanket to cover her body and walked toward the balcony. his frail hands began to be moved against the curtain and the morning breeze immediately hit his face.
Still with sobbing so heartbreaking, Hema saw the world from up there. Maafin Hema Grandpa... Maafin Hema's... Sorry Hema God... Hema was really not strong in accepting all of this... Hema feels so low...
All Hema thought about right now was to go away from this scary world.going from the people she believed betrayed her. Hema began to realize, no one who really sincerely loves.Even her parents alone, could leave her in childhood.
Who should he trust? there's no.
Without a second thought, Hema stood at the boundary of the Balcony, closed her eyes and prepared to plunge from there.
Sorry Hema, God...
"Hey! are you crazy?".
But fate seems to have played him back, inexplicably, just to kill himself, Hema failed when a hand suddenly grabbed her body and fell down on the balcony.
What fearsome fate must Hema live?
"Lo crazy huh? you can die if you jump from here!". .
Hema obviously heard someone's screams, but her sadness was much stronger than having to see the face in the man.so all Hema did was cry staring at the Balcony floor.
"Hiks...".
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