He's my man

CHAPTER 18

Mira was already sitting in the cafe promised by Abian. He was so happy that he finally met Abian. After a long time Abian avoids himself finally want to meet again. Mira also still does not know the cause of Abian avoid it. Abian appears to be wearing a white shirt with a blue alloy coat Dongker. He looked even more dashing after how long he hadn't met. Abian approached Mira who was sitting at the very end of the table. Mira smiled sweetly aimed at Abian.

" You finally want to see me" said Mira.

" Have you ordered something to eat?" ask Abian.

Mira shook her head the sign had not ordered anything.Abian waved his hand towards the waiter. Women's services come with a menu in hand. Abian looked at the menu in front of him.

" I fried rice the same avocado juice, what do you order bang?" ask Mira.

" I'm pecel Benhil rice with capuccino and mineral water." Abian said. The waiter records what they ordered.

" I repeat fried rice one, avocado juice one, chicken rice Benhil one, capuccino one and mineral water one." repeated the waiter.

Service left their desks. Abian lansung saw his cellphone. He was busy with his phone. He won't start the conversation until dinner is over.

" How busy are you, how much work?" asked Mira softly.

" Yes" said Abian, looking at Mira for a moment, then focusing on her phone again.

" It is said that the company has made progress, congratulations" said Mira continued to look at Abian without looking at him.

" Well Alhamdulillah thanks to the prayers and hard work of all employees." replied Abian put his cellphone in his pocket. He looked at the woman who had filled his heart.

" What are you doing?" mira asked with a sweet smile. Abian looked at the smile of the woman. He was amazed for a moment to see Mira's smile. But he quickly turned his eyes the other way.

" How do you ask silence?" said Mira with a little manyun.

" I'm sorry, there was a lack of focus" said Abian smilingly looking at Mira. Not long after, a waiter came to deliver their food.

" Yok eat." invite Abian who directly eat the food in front of him.

They eat in silence. After finishing his meal, Abian was silent - silently looking at Mira who was busy finishing food in front of him. She looked so beautiful in Abian's eyes. Independent woman, smart and beautiful according to him fit to accompany himself to old age. But fate says something else. Mira who realized the look of Abian smiled sweetly. He also finished his food. He sipped the avocado juice gracefully. Abian who saw Mira had finished was starting to get nervous. He was confused about where to start talking. Mira who saw Abian nervously started the conversation.

" Say she said something."

" I'm sorry, sorry for everything" Abian said. He was confused to speak for fear of hurting this woman. But he had to deliver it to finish quickly.

" what's up?" tanya Mira looked at Abian seriously.

" Maybe our relationship is quite up here." Abian said like lightning in the heat of the day.

Mira's heart felt like being dislodged hearing her sudden words. Mira's tears went down without command. His body was trembling. They benefitted from the position of the table at the very corner so that no one realized the woman was crying. Abian who saw Mira's reaction became pity. He held Mira's hand on the table gently.

" I'm sorry if this hurts" the man said with a pleading gaze.

" Why?" mira asked in her tears.

" What's my lack?" tanya Mira took her hand off Abian.

" My eyes are perfect." replied Abian.

" Liar" Mira said with a cynical smile.

" I'm not lying, we just can't be together" Abian replied in a sad tone.

" What's the reason?" ask Mira.

" I can't answer right now" Abian said, throwing his face elsewhere.

" Look at me when you talk." said Mira began to get emotional.

Abianpun again looked at the bead of the woman's eyes that were covered in tears. His heart was so sore that in reality he promised to look after the woman but it was he who hurt her.

" Why are you proposing to me if this is the end" Mira said fieryly.

" I'm sorry, but we can't continue our relationship, because..." Abian immediately fell silent because he could not continue his speech.

" For what? don't you love me?" mira asked with a sharp look at Abian.

Abian couldn't possibly have mentioned the reason for leaving Mira. He did not want his mother's life to be disrupted because of their relationship.

" Yes, I don't love you anymore." replied Abian.

" Lies." refutes Mira.

" It's not a lie, I love other people" Abian said

" Is that Dita?" ask Mira with deg degan.

Nodding Abian makes Mira even sadder. Her tears are getting bigger. What he was afraid of all this time did happen. His body lost strength. I don't think he's strong enough to sit here with that guy anymore.

" I used to reject you because I was afraid like this, you a leader would definitely choose a rich woman from the same circles as you even she is richer, you know, you are a leader, and in the end you also left me because of the richer woman, congratulations" said Mira tried to be strong in front of the man who had broken her heart. He extended his hand to congratulate her. Abian could not bear to see this woman crying so badly to hug him. But he did not do it because he did not want to hurt this woman more deeply. No matter how he feels about the woman in front of him, their relationship will still not be fought for. So Abian chose to retreat and tried to live together with Dita. Mira who saw Abian silent without replying to her hand immediately pulled her hand. He took out a hundred thousand pieces of money and put them on the table.

" Even though I am poor I can still afford to pay for my dinner today" he said, still emotionally leaving Abian alone.

Abian was glued to his seat. His heart cried at the woman's last words. The woman he promised honey but she gave poison instead. He got up from his seat and went to the cashier. After paying his bill he tried to chase after the girl. But he did not see the girl outside the cafe. He took his car and tried to find it around the cafe. But he also did not find. He drove his car home. But not long after he saw Mira sitting at a stop. He seems to be bowing his head. Mira's body seemed to shake. Abian knew that the woman was crying. He also knew that the woman was devastated. Abian just stayed in the car waiting for the woman. He knew that the woman would not be forced to ride in her car. This woman has very high self-esteem. That was one of the strong reasons Abian loved her so much. A Trans Jakarta pulled over the dihalte. The woman wiped her tears quickly. He tried not to cry on the street. Abian saw Mira straightening her head as if nothing had happened. Mira then got on the bus that stopped.

" That's what I like about you, you're so mature and tough" Abian smiled.

Then Abian followed the bus Mira was riding. Twenty minutes passed and the bus stopped at the front stop of the house where Mira was staying. Mirapun set his foot towards his boarding house. He tried not to cry during the trip. Memory - the memory of their love journey recorded clearly in his memory. He was devastated by the men who chased him for more than a year. And after being close for a long time and then dating finally he was left by the man. His heart was really broken. When he was sure of his love but even this is what he got. Tonight his heart was broken.