He's Mine But For You

Bary Ngambek

The incident at Dinda's house in the past made Bary angry. He never thought of Dinda. He likes Dinda so much, maybe he can love her. But not Dinda retaliated, but Dinda instead told him to get close to Rista.

Until school, Bary prefers to be quiet. When the other friend asked him to speak, he did not respond and instead left.

Many of his friends said that Bary had started to get cocky. And they said it in front of Bary. But Bary ignored their words. He doesn't want to add to the problem in him.

Dinda sees Bary's behavior suddenly change again. Now Bary became a quiet and indifferent person. He tried to call her, but Bary chose to be quiet and not look at Dinda.

" Ihhh.why else, it's a child. Why is it labile. Yesterday, I thought he had changed. Why did he go back to the old one again. Cue again." murmured Dinda.

" What's up, Dinda?" asked Rista who was sitting next to me.

" Look at that.. Bary I call just silence. Is he mad at me?"

" I don't know either. Just like everyone else, he's a bitch."

" Is this because of yesterday, huh? Before, he wasn't like this."

" Let me talk to Bary. You calm down, Dinda."

" Yes, I'm fine, Rista. But I was just surprised at him. He was back to his nature like I met him in the beginning. Cuckoo, cold, and that must be really annoying."

" Haha.. You just knew him already said shitty. Especially I who knew him from childhood."

" But I was amazed at him. When he helped his parents when he was sick. He was willing to sell to replace his father. Though there are rarely children his age want to sell in the market."

" I'm amazed too.. Although he often irritated me, but he had a good heart."

" okay? Yesterday he said he didn't want to be with you. Where's the good, try? Ahaha.."

" Ohh... That's different. It has nothing to do with it. Anyway besides about that, he's very nice."

" Hehehe.I think you'll be angry if you remember yesterday."

" Dinda.don't remind me of that. I don't want to remember. I'm ashamed.."

" Yes.iya.sorry. Not going anymore, Rista." said Dinda while holding both hands Rista with both hands.

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At seven o'clock in the morning, the entrance bell rang. Bary walks into the classroom followed by Dinda and Rista behind him. Rista tried to prank him. Wishing Bary to turn and reply. But different from usual, Bary prefers to be quiet and ignore Rista.

" Bary..you why?" asked Dinda who became annoyed because Bary did not pay attention to Rista.

Bary remained silent and did not turn his head towards Dinda. He sat in his chair as if no one was talking to him.

" Tell me, Dinda. Let him calm down first." said Rista then took Dinda immediately to his seat.

Not long after the Master came. All students are silent. Bary, the Class Chair, led the prayer before the lesson began.

After praying, Budi announced to his students that today there is no lesson. All the students were sent home because there was a news story, from one of the teachers who taught at his school.

All the disciples shouted in delight, they immediately packed up and prepared to go home. Unlike his other friends, Bary looks expressionless. He put up a sculpture mode. Until Budi rebuked himself.

" Bary's.."

Bary was silent and just ducking. His mind floated as if he were somewhere else. He rebuked her three times. Bary did not respond. Go to him and pat him.

" Bars.. Bary's..."

All eyes were on Bary. All of them, curious about what Budi wants to do. Bary still remains down.

" You've eaten the amethyst, huh? Asked just silence. Are you possessed?" ask Budi.

Just make the whole room become crowded. They laughed because of a question from their homeroom teacher to Bary.

" Lack of sleep? Did you stay up last night?"

" Yes, sir."

" Why are you staying up? Much PR?"

" No, Sir."

" Why are you staying up? Mejeng on the street?"

" No, sir."

" What's your answer?"

" I just can't sleep, sir."

" Why can't you sleep?"

" There's more trouble, sir."

" Everybody has a problem. What's your problem, tell me."

" I'm sorry, Sir. I can't tell you that."

" When you don't want a story. Now lead the prayer. Let's end our meeting today."

" Good, sir."

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After dropping out of class, Bary rushed out of school. He wanted to go home and close his eyes. His thoughts about yesterday still stuck in his mind. He was eager to leave so as not to see Dinda and Rista again.

But when he arrives at the school gate, Rista pulls his hand and brings Bary into the classroom again. He wanted to ask about why Bary could talk to anyone who used to talk.

" Bary's.."

Bary just kept quiet and ignored Rista again. The daughter of one of the teachers at the school became very irritated.

" Why are you, anyway? If it was yesterday's problem. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said I liked you. If you don't like me, you already do. Don't be rich. All your people are cuddled, you are considered arrogant right now."

" I want to go home."

" Bary! You heard me talk, didn't you? Very bummer!"

" Rista.in the beginning me and Dinda were fine. But because of you, me and Dinda the relationship became tenuous. I like him, he likes me too. But we're not dating. Still just a friend. And you can come and tell him you like me. He told me to accept you. He gave up for you. But I wanted to be honest with you, I was.."

" I know you don't like me, do you?"

" Rista, we were friends a long time ago. I do not want if we have more relationships than friends, it will even make our friendship destroyed. You understand what I mean, right? After all, we are still Class VII. We just finished our education in Elementary School."

" I know, Bary. You just calm down. Last night I forgot what happened yesterday. I also forgot about how I felt about you. Now, go back to being who you were once again. The cheerful one, which many people like. Always pay attention to the people around you. I don't want yesterday's problems to get any longer. I know you if you have a problem, it's always like this. I don't want everyone to say you're arrogant. I beg you, Bary."

" Rista, I'm sorry. I really can't lie about my feelings. I don't want it if I obey Dinda and accept you, I'll hurt you."

" yes.. It's nothing, really. Yes, I want to go home first. Like, today I'm coming home, I'm gonna finish my homework."

" All right, I'll catch up. I want to go to the restroom first." said Bary then immediately went to the restroom in the corner of the school.

Rista left the class, he walked quickly because he wanted to go home and finish all his homework.

At the school gate, Dinda is seen waiting for Rista. He was curious about what Rista wanted to say to Bary. He stopped Rista's steps and intended to ask her directly.

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