He's Mine, Not Yours (Alex & Bella)

Regretting

It's been almost two weeks since that day, the day that Bella decided to leave the house was gone from my life. I made him decide on something like that.

The slap and punch he received three days after Bella left is still remembered today.

Her father and mother were furious when they heard the news that she and Bella were going to separate.

Bugh Bugh

"Basic you bastard!" Nugroho's wrath beat him uncontrollably after he entered the Bima Apartment

"I didn't educate you to be this immoral man Bima!"

"You'd rather Model doesn't know herself than your own wife Ha!" His words were clutching Bima's shirt

"Don't reproach Amelia like that dad!"

"Are you defending him Ha? You defended her?" And it ignited his father's anger as he defended other women

"You really humiliated Wijaya Bima's family!" His words wanted to hit back Bima's handsome face but his movement Instantly came to a halt as his wife spoke

"Do you really love that woman?"

"....!" Bima clenched her hands, somehow it was very difficult for her to say that she loved Amelia

"Bima's mother's answer? Do you love Women****** that!"

"Momuu!" Bima said slowly when she could not believe if her loving mother said harsh words like this to her, Does Bella mean so much to her mother?

"Really true!" Said his mother slowly

"It's up to you to be with any woman but all you have to remember is that I only have one daughter-in-law, Bella!" His words left Bima who was bowed

And this is where I am now, the office work that took a lot of my attention to be able to slightly remove Bella from my mind, even though in the end her shadow reappeared. It's not that I want to forget it, it's just that remembering my past foolishness I don't know.

I used to think of loving Amelia but after a few months with Bella she turned to loving her instead.

His gentle, polite, sincere and very beautiful face succeeded in shaking the heart of Bima, who at that time still craved Amelia.

But unfortunately he had to curse himself because he was too late to realize his feelings.

"Bima" her voice of memories rang out in my ear

"hm" I gave a makeshift response because it was not so interested in his presence

"Have you had lunch?"

"Not yet"

"I brought you lunch, Bima"

"There's more business?" I asked without looking at him

"Ti don't"

"Then, can you come out? I still have a lot of work"

"Well Bima, Ma'am sorry" Didn't she feel any pain? Why can you still smile like that?

I sharpened my senses to feel the deep love it gave me. And now when he passes, shall I blame time.

"This time, be happy with the woman of your choice. The woman you love, not a pathetic woman like me."

The sound of my past memories with Bella was constantly being heard in my ear.

"Dance…"

"Bella I'm sorry."

"Don't." Bella's whisper is soft. "I'm the one who should be apologizing. My sins are more unforgivable."

"Goodbye, Bima" He whispered again

And he just left me staring at the door.

Did I ever tell you that I didn't accept this match? He didn't give me a chance to say that I loved him. But there was only silence I showed. Or maybe I missed a lot of opportunities?

Maybe he was tired and hurt so much by my words the other day that he was determined to leave me. Leaving me who was beginning to love her.

Maybe this is karma for me because I ignored it first.

Memories of her marriage had suddenly invaded her memory.

The party was so crowded with people I didn't even know who. It's just an arranged marriage there's not even love in it, at least from inside me. Why does the party have to be this lively? This marriage is based on business and power.

Ah I finally found her, it's been almost ten minutes that she left this room. I decided to go up to him and clasped his hand again to show that we were a happy couple.

I caught it blushing from the tail of my eye. Fellument? He easily pulled out a red hue on his cheek. The invitees came up to us and congratulated him, he smiled while I did not show any expression on my face.

And now I miss his presence by my side, his warm smile even I miss the red hue on his face. I miss everything about her that I foolishly let pass by.

"Bima" There was Amelia's voice in my room, my eyes were opened for a few seconds before finally returning to normal

"Hm!" For some reason my speech was suddenly flat like Alex, Deep down in my heart I did not want the voice of Amel that greeted my auditory Indra, I just wanted to hear the melodious voice of his wife Bella, I just wanted to hear the melodious voice of her, Well wives because they haven't really divorced

"I heard you haven't had lunch since a few weeks ago"

"What's? He's only here for such trivialities?" The inner Milky Way without looking at Amelia who was sitting opposite him.

"Hm" he muttered without interest

"Stop being childish Bima, you made her go away from you yourself!" I think he's starting to grow angry with my answer.

"Are you starting to love her" said Amel slowly, honestly he was very afraid to ask the question, he was afraid that Bima would start to love Bella

In terms he should be happy that means Bima and Bella can still unite and Alex certainly will not have the opportunity to pursue Bella, because he knows Alex loves Bella so much until now.

But instead of answering, Bima ignored him without intending to make the slightest sound.

"As far as you go!" Said Amel upset to take his branded bag and elegantly he came out of Bima's workspace

Why God, when I realized I needed him he was no longer by my side.

When I admire her smile, will that smile still be for me? Would she?

Is there a chance for me to realize that I love her? Maybe more than just love her

Cafes. 04:23 Afternoon

"Where's Bella?" I asked Bella's close friends who often visit her big house, she painstakingly looked for this woman just to know where her wife was

Because I've been almost crazy to hold this for weeks and I decided to find and approach this best friend.

Flora Olivia Wilde's.

"Currently, shouldn't you be the one who knows better?" That question might have meant to insinuate me, not maybe but for sure.

"Don't play games with me, Miss Olivia" furious Bima held back because of the cynical speech thrown by women in front of her.