He's Mine, Not Yours (Alex & Bella)

Lemos Residence

"I'm sorry!" And in the end, only an apology can be said

"Be so." Bella's heart is weak.

What else can be defeated Bella in addition to resigned, when the happiness in her dream can no longer be achieved.

He loved the white man in front of him too much, loved him very much. But it feels very unfair if he vents all his disappointment at the man.

Everything the man did was in the name of love.

A love that he cannot hold.

"I just want to help her be happy." Obviously Bima again who again pierced Bella's heart

"And me? How's me?" Bella asked hurt.he who was willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of the man, why never count?

"Mom, is it in your eyes that I'm so pathetic?"

"Sorry Bella." Whisper the man with a face full of regret.

Bella closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

He wanted to cry, but did not want to burden the man with his crybaby attitude.

That guy can't be blamed.

From the beginning, he realized Bima had never loved. He knows it. But the love and selfishness to have the man fully, makes Bella turn a blind eye to all the news when the man proposes to her, or the cold attitude of the man during their marriage that is being held first.

Or his attitude is no longer cheerful.

He is the one who made the man suffer

And he's also to blame for this.

If he had not acted selfishly.

"I understand. It's okay." Soft talk. Bella's voice sounded a little hoarse this time. "I'll take my things out of your house." He continued and left the man with a grin.

Ignoring the man, who was now showing his departure with mixed feelings.

Bima was earnest when she said she did not want to hurt the girl.

But his heart that could no longer be sacrificed, refused to continue this charade.

he always belonged to Amel.

And now, he felt guilty as he looked at the Longhaired girl's back getting further away and getting smaller before finally disappearing from sight.

His head felt dizzy as he cursed his actions that had hurt the girl.

And it hurt even more when something else hit his mind.

A foreign feeling that he had never felt even he had never felt this strange feeling when he was with Amelia.

Her chest is very sick.

Human feeling is funny, 5 minutes ago he was very happy, Now he slumped with great sadness.

This situation reminds him of his wedding day with Bima many months ago.

At that time, wearing a beautiful white dress that felt right wrapped around her body, Bella felt beautiful and happy.

His dream was coupled with the blonde youth who became his idol since adolescence, finally materialized.

But apparently, the happiness and enthusiasm of the marriage was only a short while.

Unlike him who could not hide his pleasure, while the man, Bima, seemed ordinary while waiting for him at the altar. It seemed like this wedding ceremony meant nothing to the man.

At the wedding reception, Bima was always silent, ignoring his wife by talking to the guests.

Her heart ached when the man, who had officially become her husband, did not mind hugging his girlfriend, who was more than a friend according to Bella. A gentle smile even joked loosely when tied up. Things the man couldn't seem to do to his wife.

Is the charm of the Model so difficult to resist?

Bima's private house. 07:35 Nights

"Have you packed your things?" Bima asked with a look of disbelief as she came home and saw Bella waiting for her with a large suitcase sitting sweetly beside the woman.

"You don't have to do this, you know?" He muttered again while loosening his tie that felt suffocating. "I mean, it doesn't have to be this fast."

"I don't want to bother you anymore."

"Bella me"

"I have a request." Cut Bella fast. "And I hope you will grant my last wish." Continue while approaching the man. The soft smile that always adorned his face, now looked forced.

Makes it look sadder.

His flat fingers then grabbed Bima's rough hands. Grasping it tightly before finally opening that big-tasting palm. A faithful wedding ring was always worn by Bella, now in the grasp of her husband.

Or soon to be her ex-husband.

"This time, be happy with the woman of your choice. The woman you love, not a pathetic woman like me."

"belle…"

"I am truly grateful to Mu Bima for allowing me to stand beside you all this time" Bella again interrupted the man's sentence. Her heart that was as slashed could not receive the kindness of the man any longer. With a little clenching he continued. "Grabbing your name and being close to you is a joy unto me." Whispers slowly. However, it feels like I am a self-destructive person if I still insist on maintaining my selfish attitude.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't." Bella's whisper is soft. "I'm the one who should be apologizing. My sins are more unforgivable." Mumbled

Perhaps this was the punishment he had to accept for having dared to challenge their sacred oath. Stuck with Alexander Graham even had time to enjoy their togetherness is definitely not something that can be easily forgiven.

"Goodbye, Bima" He whispered. And definitely stepped through the exit

He immediately entered the taxi that had been waiting for him since then and curled up inside.

Her crying finally broke as well.

The night air that used to bite the skin no longer felt.

In the taxi that follows her through the night crowds, Bella prays: may the man she loves be happy with his chosen woman. Who he loved.

He would have if that woman was Amelia.

Indeed, Bella will not be hurt if later receive a wedding invitation on their behalf.

His heart is dead.

And without a doubt, Bella now admits that her father was right

Never put your heart to a man who is clearly bound to another woman.

When Bella arrived at the Lemos mansion, she was greeted with great enthusiasm by the servants.

Even her famous brother and father with expressionless faces smiled happily as they looked up to Bella.

"Tumben once you came here son!" Said Bella's father as well as the head of the Lemos family

Mahendra Lemos's.

"I miss you Dad!" Bella hugged her father tightly

"What's the little brother?" Ask his brother worried

Abian Avian Lemos's.

"Nothing, A I just miss you guys!" Reply Bella is still in a position to hug her father tightly