HE [LOVE PENT UP]

chapter 75: Well that's what you want

Cela squealing her eyes. she does not believe what Raga said to her.. she tried to hold back her cries. "what are you talking about.? life or death is in the hands of God, not a doctor, well if the doctor does know everything, is it worth it that easily you give up.!! you didn't see you in JiwA.. He is sad to know, what is your situation.what about your Mother. what will he feel if he knows, your condition..? you really gave up on your architect..? God could have given you a miracle.. He's the one who's coming up with the disease.. God can take it, you can't and shouldn't despair.. God doesn't like to see his people give up." said Cela..

"then why...why do you keep asking the doctor.? I've told you many times, I don't like you asking that..!! Raga you never think how I feel. You never think, if I lose you, how am I doing..? how is my life without you..!! have you ever seen me..? if you suddenly die, you think I'll be okay..? you think I'll easily forget you..? has it ever been in your heart, how am I without you..? didn't ya.? you are just thinking, about death..!! no, if I wasn't in your mind, at least think it was the brother of the soul.Think of your Mother.they will lose you so much, they will also feel devastated and their feelings, too, especially mother.Even to this day, your Mother still remembers your father.what if you die.do not you think, if you open the wound, who has tried to close your mother.. hurt for losing your father..? loss is not easy Raga. It is not easy to forget and accept, if you keep this up, you hurt everyone.. because he found out too late about your illness." said Cela, he cried, he tried to persuade Raga..

Raga was silent she did not answer him.. Raga swallowed her saliva. she stared at Cela.. "It's easy for you Cela. If I end up dead you can continue your life.happy is, you can also accept Dani." he said. Cela was speechless.she did not expect if Raga said that to her.  "What did you say..? me and Dani.. What..? under these circumstances, you can still say that. You know, it hurts a lot right, you don't deserve to say that. You think I'm a girl how.? I could easily replace you..? Raga I ask not much.. I just want you to undergo your treatment..that's all..? even if you're really dead, I'll catch up with you. I'll follow you.." he said.

he left Raga, he could not continue to be there, Cela needed calm. "you know, every day, I'm afraid.I'm afraid you're leaving me suddenly.." inner Cela..

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