HE [LOVE PENT UP]

HE [LOVE PENT UP]
bsb 38: Cela wait..!!



Cela was silent.she only noticed Raga, who was still fixated, hearing her answer.. "Why.. are you sorry..? I'm like this, because of your words..!! I obey your wishes,. You don't remember what you said before, do you..? it all hurt me. You told me to forget you, you told me, to look for someone who would reciprocate my feelings,!! you said it all without thinking about how I felt back then, we have never even started it, but you have dropped me over and over again..!! you even go first, you always go away from me, you go away, you stay away from me..!! Because what..? The soul..? because of the sick soul at that time..? you fooled your feelings..? you fooled yourself? we've been in love, we've had the same feeling, ever since we first met, but you never admit it. You always leave all of a sudden you repeatedly die.. and you also come back as you please, knocking again my feelings that I have locked the meeting for you..!! your attitude like this makes me muaak. You think my feelings, can you play on..? why can't you be firm with yourself.I'm tired of Raga. I can't hope anymore.." said Cela.. he stood up and was about to leave Raga at that place.


"Cel wait.." said Raga still bowing her head.. "I'm guilty of you, I left you first, I'm a coward who can't admit everything I've felt all along, I sacrificed my heart, to others, without thinking of you, I am a fool, for the sake of the Soul I hold my feelings, yes you are right, for the sake of the Soul,.. For the sake of the soul I can never have you. au sudh tipped my jnji selma, I always go, avoiding you, because I do not want to hurt the Soul.. and I hurt you even more, make you confused with us. You're the one we dragged into this situation.I understand you have the right to hate me, forget me, I've been wrong all this time.. fine, if I want to go, go. I will not menhan you anymore, I respect your decision, your wounds, my cranes, maybe there will be someone who can wrap it.. I will keep this feeling, for you, and enjoy my solitude.I will not accept anyone here..


Cela was speechless. she endured her cries,. Cela was no longer able to speak. she looked down sadly unable to stare inside Raga.. Raga stood up and touched her shoulder. "but permission will I hug you..!! if you want to leave, I want to hug you just once, we may never see each other again." he said.


Raga hugged Cela, she just fell silent. Either her kenpa head feels heavy, Raga trying to hold her... "Take care of yourself, never hurt yourself, crush someone who is not like me, your decisions are right, forget about a man like me, I'm too mean to you.." said Raga..


All of a sudden there's blood coming out of Raga's nose, he's a nosebleed.. Disela was surprised, she immediately took a tishu and wiped her blood, "You still often nosebleed..? you why..? does your head hurt? I know all about you.. Raga you checked yourself.'' said Cela worried..


Raga smile.. "Not to worry about me. I'm okay." she said, but Cela didn't believe her...


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