Hate Is Love's

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While leaning back against the back of the chair, Arsy closed his eyes. His body felt so tired, several times the woman felt cramps in the abdomen, making him have to rest several times. Arsy opened his eyes and saw a fairly quiet IGD atmosphere. He decided to see a gynecologist to check himself.

The Holy Doctor was just about to start his practice when Arsy walked into the room. The woman let Arsy do the consultation first while the nurse was still preparing the equipment and also the patient file.

“Why, Sy?” ask the Holy Doctor.

“Dok.. Lately my body quickly limp, and I had a few cramping times.”

“Try us to check first.”

Arsy's up on the bed. The Holy Doctor got up from his seat, he applied the gel to Arsy's stomach and began to move the probe over the still flat stomach. Several times his hand kept moving, and his eyes looked at the monitor screen. The woman's doctor then checked Arsy's pulse.

“I why, doc?”

“Arsy..your content is weak. Your condition is prone, if not careful you can lose your fetus.”

“What doc?”

Arsy's feelings were immediately alarmed to hear the testimony of the Holy Doctor. She was afraid that something bad would happen to her future son, especially her husband wanted this child very much, and also his extended family.

“You should calm down, Sy. Don't mind much. I suggest you take a leave of absence. You have to rest a lot, bed rest to be exact.”

“But my son won't be anything, will he?”

“Hopefully, Sy. We can only try. It is still God who determines. I'll give you a prescription to strengthen your content. After this you better go home and rest. Do not do anything let alone lift heavy items and do not mind much.”

“Yes, doc.”

Arsy gets off the bed after the nurse cleans the gel in her stomach. With a slow step, the woman again sat herself in her original place. The Holy Doctor wrote down a prescription for Arsy and gave it to him.

“Rest Yes, Sy.”

“Sya, doc. Thanks.”

“If you feel something is wrong with your content, come here directly.”

“Yes, doc.”

After receiving a prescription from her obstetrician, Arsy wakes up from his seat. The woman chose to use the elevator to get down to the ground floor. He immediately returned to the IGD to ask Fabian's doctor for permission to return home. Just when the woman arrived at the IGD, several blankars entered the Emergency Installation.

“What's up?” ask Arsy.

“Some children have poisoning.”

Ten patients entered IGD. The average patient is a school child who sits in Primary School. They allegedly experienced poisoning after consuming gum that was viral. Seeing the number of patients who come, Arsy forgets his goal of coming to IGD. He was busy treating patients.

Together with three resident doctors, including Daffa, Arsy treated the patients. Three of the patients were in critical condition and had to enter the action room. Arsy helps Daffa in the action room. He put a nasogastric tube into the patient's nose. The hose will go down into the esophagus and into the stomach. They will remove the child's stomach.

Daffa checks the placement of the hose, making sure it is in the right place. He then inserted a substance to pump the poison ingested by the child out. Arsy continued to help what Daffa was doing until the poison could be removed from the patient.

Finished with one patient, Arsy moved on to the other patient. Didn't feel nearly an hour more he was struggling to help patients who were poisoned. The woman sat her body in the chair after all the patients were able to be resolved. Back Arsy felt cramps in his stomach. Several times the woman took a deep breath. After the cramping in his stomach diminished, with a shunt step he walked towards the toilet.

Arsy's eyes were round looking at the blood soaking into his safety triangle. His face was instantly pale, his mind was crumbling everywhere. All he was thinking about right now was the child in his womb. The woman immediately came out of the bathroom. His stomach felt cramping again and his body could not stand up anymore. Luckily, a nurse came into the toilet.

“Doctor Arsy!”

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Slowly Arsy's eyes opened. The all-white room immediately greeted his sense of sight. His body felt weak and it was difficult to wake up. In his right hand was an infusion needle. His eyes then caught the Sacred Doctor approaching him.

“Doctor.. ba.. how is my son?”

“Sorry Arsy. I cannot save your son. You had a miscarriage.”

“Ngga. My son is fine, isn't he, doc? He's fine, doc. Doctor..”

“Sorry, Arsy.”

“Doctor lied!! My son is fine, give me back my son!!”

Arsy's cry instantly broke upon hearing what the Sacred Doctor said. He kept shouting, not believing what the Holy Doctor had said to him. Nara and Azkia who came to the hospital immediately after receiving a call from Daffa immediately approached Arsy.

“Arsy.. dear.”

“Mama. My son.”

Nara hugged this one and only daughter. He also could not hold back his tears to see the child who was so devastated to lose his prospective baby. Azkia was unable to say anything other than rubbing her daughter-in-law's back.

“Mas Bibie must be mad at me, ma.

Arsy keeps crying in Nara's arms. The Holy Doctor ordered the nurse to inject a sedative on Arsy, seeing the woman who was so hysterical. Arsy's body droops when the fluid injected into him begins to work. Nara covers her son's body to the chest.

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Irzal quickly headed straight to the hospital when Daffa contacted him. Her cousin did not say anything about Arsy having a miscarriage. He just asked Irzal to come quickly to see Arsy. Throughout the journey the man was not calm. His feelings said something had happened to his wife.

After parking his vehicle, Irzal immediately entered the hospital building while running. He immediately headed for the 11th floor, the room where Arsy was being treated. All he had in mind was the safety of his wife and future children. Irzal's eyes continued to gaze at the panel above the elevator door, waiting for the screen to show the number eleven.

Irzal rushed out of the elevator as soon as the door opened. He immediately headed for the treatment room where Arsy was. His steps stopped when he saw his wife lying weakly with her right hand pierced by an intravenous needle. Slowly he approached the bed and held onto Arsy's hand.

“Arsy why, ma? Mother?” asked Irzal in a soft voice.

“Bibie.” Azkia rubbed her son's back.

“Arsy why mother?” reset Irzal.

“Arsy.. she miscarried, son.”

Irzal like being struck by lightning hearing news from the mother. The man's body staggered slightly. Azkia immediately grabbed her son's body and hugged him. Irzal's hands tightly hugged Azkia's back. Tears immediately washed his face. The news of losing the baby hit him so hard.

“Sabar, son. It's already God's will.”

Azkia guided her son to sit on the sofa. Nara takes a drink to her son-in-law who looks shocked. Irzal wiped his tears and took the glass and gulped it down a little.

“How did it happen, ma? Mother? Last morning Arsy was fine.”

Azkia's hand continued to rub Irzal's back. His son was only stunned when he heard the mother's explanation. Nara sits beside Irzal, who is also trying to provide support for her son-in-law.

“Arsy was also devastated. The doctor had to give him a sedative. You must be strong, Zal. You should be able to strengthen Arsy as well.”

Several times Irzal took a deep breath to calm his heart. The man then got up from his seat and walked over to the bed of the wife. He sat himself beside the bed. Arsy's hand was then kissed several times the back of his wife's hand.

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The news of the miscarriage experienced by Arsy has spread throughout the family. One by one the family members came to see Arsy in the hospital. Abi accompanied by Nina came to the hospital. Likewise with Jojo who immediately came along with Adinda when she heard the grandson had a miscarriage. Stella and Dayana also headed straight to the hospital to provide support to her cousin. Kenzie and Elang still could not be contacted because they were still attending an important meeting.

Abi's eyes were immediately fixed on Arsy who was lying on the bed and Irzal who was sitting next to the bed. The man just lowered his head with his hands constantly clasping Arsy's hands. With a slow step Abi approached Irzal. Hearing the sound of footsteps, Irzal raised his head.

“Grandfather,” call Irzal slowly.

“Arsy.. how is the condition?”

“He was just given a sedative. She's very shock.”

“Sabar, son. Patience. This is a test for you. The important thing is that Arsy is safe and well.”

Only a nod of the head can be given Irzal. The man was unable to say anything. Sadness still grips his heart. Moreover, Arsy is still not awake because of sedatives given by doctors. Increasingly makes his feelings uncertain.

Jojo came and gave his support to Irzal. Several times the man patted the shoulders of the granddaughter-in-law. Nina invited her husband to sit down, as did Adinda. They still have to wait until Arsy wakes up from his sleep. Stella and Dayana who came together could not say anything. Looking at his cousin who was lying with a pale face and Irzal who looked sad, both of them were only able to clench his mouth.

After attending the meeting, Kenzie and Eagle were shocked when they got the news that their child had just lost his fetus. Both rushed to the hospital. Kenzie seems unsettled at the thought of Arsy's condition. Several times the Eagle tried to calm the iron. In his heart he continued to pray that his son and daughter-in-law would be fine.

“Arsy..” call Kenzie slowly.

The man immediately approached bed Arsy. Irzal got up from his seat, giving room to his father-in-law. His eyes caught the Eagle behind Kenzie. He immediately approached his father.

“How can Arsy miscarry?” ask Kenzie quietly.

“I also don't know, pa,” replied Irzal.

“Nara.. Why did Arsy miscarry? Why?” Kenzie stared at his wife.

“The connection is weak, mas.”

“But yesterday he was still fine.”

“I know, mas. But it's all fate. We just need to strengthen Arsy.”

Nara hugged her husband who looked shocked. Arsy's pregnancy was happy news for her. He will become a grandfather and can't wait to hold a grandchild soon. But reality says something else. Just two months into Arsy's pregnancy, her son had to miscarry.

Seeing the condition of his son who was not okay, Eagle invited Irzal out of the room. Irzal followed his father out of the treatment room. They sat in the chair in front of the treatment room.

“Bie.. Are you all right?”

“I.. i.”

Irzal is speechless. The tears that he had been holding back when Abi and the others came finally came out as well. The eagle hugged his son, letting the man cry.

“You must be strong, son. This is God's predestined path for you. Consider it a test in your marriage. Life is not always smooth and happy, sometimes there are winds or typhoons that come. Make the problems that befall you to strengthen your relationship. You must be strong and strengthen Arsy. He must have been hit harder than you.”

Only Irzal's crying voice was heard, but the Eagle's words entered his eardrum and were recorded clearly in his memory. The father's words were like a coolant in his heart that was dry because he had just lost a prospective baby.

“Bibie.”

The Eagle's embrace unraveled when he heard Rena's voice. The woman came to the hospital as soon as she heard that her granddaughter had just lost her future child. Rena approached then hugged Irzal. His hand rubbed Irzal's back, which seemed to tremble because of his crying.

To calm Irzal's feelings, Rena took the man to the rooftop to talk and breathe fresh air. They were sitting on a bench near a fairly shady tree.

“Grandmother understands for sure you are disappointed with the miscarriage that Arsy experienced. But don't let it make you sad for long. Arsy thinks about how he feels too. She must be feeling sad and guilty for not being able to take good care of your child.”

“I don't blame him, grandma. I realized that this was all God's law. I just need time to receive this, just a minute.”

“Grandmother knows, you can definitely get through all this. Remember there's Arsy who needs you too. Don't let her go through this alone because you're too busy thinking about your grief. Grandma doesn't want Arsy to be like Poppy's grandmother who was depressed because of the loss of their child. At that time your grandfather was not with her and did not know about the miscarriage. Grandma Poppy was afraid that your grandfather was angry and left because he could not keep the content properly.”

“In Shaa Allah, Grandma. I won't let Arsy go through this alone.”

Rena nodded her head while throwing a smile at the granddaughter. Irzal took a deep breath several times. His condition had already improved a little after talking to Eagle and Rena. The man got up from his seat and took Rena back to the treatment room. She is afraid that Arsy will wake up and not find himself.

Meanwhile, inside the room, Arsy had woken up from his sleep. He was surprised to see that many of his family members had arrived. But of the many people, she did not see her husband. A feeling of anxiety re-emerged in his heart. He was afraid Irzal was angry and would not see him.

“Arsy.. you are awake.”

Kenzie and Nara rush to get close to their son. So did Abi, Nina, Azkia and the Eagle. Dayana and Stella did not want to miss, they immediately approached the bed of her cousin.See Kenzie, Arsy's cry broke again.

“Papa. papa.”

“This is papa, dear. It's papa.”

Kenzie immediately hugged Arsy who came back crying. The woman spilled all her sorrow and fear in the arms of the father. Nara hugged her son, trying to calm down Arsy who still looked shocked.

“Don't cry again, dear. You have to be patient, sincere,” said Nara slowly.

“Mas Bibie must be mad at me, ma. Bibie is angry with me. He doesn't want to see me,” said Arsy in the midst of his tears.

“Ngga, darling. Your husband is not angry with you. He was here waiting for you. He's out for a second. Don't think of anything.”

“I'm scared, ma. I'm afraid Bibie's mad. I.. can't keep my content.”

Arsy continued to cry while expressing his fear that Irzal was angry with him. He was afraid that Irzal would leave him because he was disappointed that he had lost their future baby. Nara and Kenzie continue to try to calm the child who is still crying.

At that moment the door of the room opened, Irzal and Rena entered the room. Irzal is shocked to see family members shrouding the bed of Arsy. He was afraid something might happen to his wife. He quickly approached the bed. The man was stunned to see the wife crying in the arms of her father-in-law.

“Mas Bibie must be mad at me, pa. Bibie must be disappointed in me. How about he leave me, pa.”

“Sayang.”

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Yes, mas Bie. Uh Arsy called ya🤭