Hate Is Love's
Deteriorated
With a slow motion, Zar opened the door of Renata's treatment room. The man's eyes instantly caught Renata sleeping lying on the bed. After closing the door, Zar approached Renata's bed. He sat himself in the chair beside the bed. The hands of Renata who was asleep.
“Ren. Sorry because of me, you're going through something like this. I'm sorry.”
Zar lowered his head. Seeing Renata's state, making the guilt that covers his heart even more. Hearing Zar's voice, Renata slowly opened her eyes. He saw Zar who was burrowing his head into the bed.
“Zar..” call Renata in a weak voice.
Hearing Renata's voice, Zar raised his head. Renata smiled faintly looking at Zar's gaze at him already not as cold as yesterday.
“Zar. forgive me. I've already accused you. Sorry I defamed you.”
“Ren. If I hadn't left you that night, something like this wouldn't have happened. I'm sorry.”
“This is not your fault. It's not your fault at all. It is my way of life to experience something like this. Don't blame yourself. You are innocent.”
Zar's heart was getting hit by the feeling of guilt hearing Renata's words. A thousand times he said he was innocent, but the guilt attacked him. Regretting the feeling of following the emotions and grudges within her made her ignore Renata's plea for help.
“I promise I'll catch Richie and the others. I will bring him before you, and you will punish him yourself. I promise you.”
“No need. You don't have to do that. I'm sure, they'll get a reply later.”
“I hope you get up quickly. Don't slump too long. Your life is not over, everything will be fine.”
Renata just nodded his head. His tears rolled down his cheeks. Not a hint of anger towards Zar perched in his heart. He also doesn't want to be in touch with Richie anymore. All you want is to live quietly without thinking about anything. Or maybe he has no passion anymore.
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Two men were talking seriously in a room. Eagle and Kenzie decide to meet to discuss the problem that befell Renata. They are now in the headquarters of the Ramadhan security team, precisely in the room of the Jungle. Based on the information obtained by his men. The eagle felt the need to talk about this matter together with Kenzie.
“Your men still can't find Richie's whereabouts?” The eagle opened the conversation.
“Iya. I'm sure besides Tania, there's still another party hiding it.”
“Do you know that Tania is a mistress of Alvaro?”
“Alvaro owner Desmond Group?”
“Hmm. You know why Desmond Group is growing so fast. Whereas two years ago, the company was just a small company.”
“Margarita. He used a sneaky way to get tenders and forcibly snatch shares.”
The eagle just nodded his head. Among entrepreneurs, the name of the Margarita group is enough to make them afraid and choose not to connect with him. Margaritas are a mafia group that originally flourished in Mexico. They are expanding their wings to Southeast Asia, as the market in the region promises huge profits.
They easily smuggle drugs, do human trafficking and also organ sales. Many people are reluctant to connect with this group. Even the police seemed to have a dead end every trace of cases related to this group.
Not content to transact in the underground world, Margarita began to squirm upwards. Dominic, their leader in Indonesia decided to embrace Desmond Group as their partner. Alvaro who is ambitious to become a great entrepreneur, of course welcome their offer. Just two years of working together, now Desmond Group has mastered the market in various fields.
“So those who helped hide Richie?”
“Iya.”
“What advantage did Alvaro get from Richie?”
“Richie has quite a lot of shares in PT. Sandiga Main. Her mother secretly transferred her shares to Richie. Alvaro is eager to master Sandiga Utama, after that.”.
“She's after us.”
The Eagle Head nodded back. Kenzie leaned his back against the sofa. Now he understands why Richie's whereabouts are so hard to trace. Margarita has a very reliable IT expert. Deleting cctv footage is not difficult for them. They even hacked the security system in the police.
“We could have had an open war, I myself no problem. Alvaro's recent football has also been very troubling. But... if there is another path with minimal impact, I will take that path.”
“The enemy of our enemy is the ally. What do you think,” Kenzie looks at the Eagle.
“The Cave.”
“Hmm.. The Cave was eager to dominate the market held by Margarita. If we can give him the information.”
“They will destroy the Margarita and we are just waiting for the result.”
Kenzie's smile expanded upon hearing the Eagle's response. Their minds are indeed in line, cleverness and cunning are also on equal level.
“I will prepare a shadow team to infiltrate his organization,” exclaimed Kenzie.
“Jayden has prepared a special tool that will detect their presence. Help will be on standby if their whereabouts are uncovered or they are in danger.”
“Good. I'll have two people infiltrate the organization and one person on the Alvaro.” security team
“One of my men will enter The Cave. Once we get important information then we just have to give a feed to them.”
“I agree.”
The door of the room is knocked. Before long the door opened, Jayden and Rimba entered the room. In Jayden's hand was a small suitcase containing the new technology he invented. The man put the suitcase on the table and opened it.
“The tracking tool I promised is done. This tool will be implanted into the body and will not be detected if a scan is done. For the security team, the tool will be injected in a place that is sufficiently protected from blows.”
“How long will it take you to produce it in bulk? We need to share it with the Wisdom family.”
“Three days and everything is ready.”
“Ok.. Then we will start the plan tomorrow. They will move if the tool is embedded in their body.”
“Yesterday you have made four samples. Give it to us,” Eagle look at Jayden.
“Hehehe.. bang.”
The Eagle's feeling was immediately uneasy to see Jayden's face which only revealed his strange smile. He was sure that something was going on behind him. Jayden scratched his head, then began to explain where the four chips were originally going to be given to Eagle and Kenzie.
“Actually.. While traveling here, I suddenly got an important phone. The phone contained an order that I could not refuse. Forced three finished chips I gave to others.”
“Who gave the order?” asked the angry eagle.
“Mr…. Abhimanyu Wisdom,” Jayden look at Kenzie.
“My dad? What did he ask for? Who is the person who received the chip?”
“Ehmm. Abi sir told me to put the chip on Bibie and Arsy.”
“Apa??!!”
Along with Eagle and Kenzie slammed his back into the back of the sofa. Kenzie patted his forehead. His head seemed to spin quickly hearing Jayden's words. Surely his father was planning something on his daughter.
“It looks like your papa is seriously looking to match Bibie and Arsy,” said Elang.
“Oh I don't believe. Papa's cunning brain is now used to match up his grandson.”
“Hahahaha..”
Neither Eagle nor Jayden could hold back his laughter. I don't know what Abi is planning this time using the latest chip from Jayden's work.
“Aidan?”
“Iya. It was also on the orders of Mr. Abi,” Jayden whispered.
“What will papa do?” Kenzie muttered.
“I'm sure your sister is involved as well. He's just as crafty as your papa, hahaha.”.
“I'm dizzy if they've collaborated.”
“Hahahaha..”
Many times Kenzie tapped his head slowly with his fist. Guessing Abi's plan turned out to be more difficult than putting together a plan to take down Margarita. The eagle did not stop laughing at Kenzie's face. Though in his heart he was also worried about what Abi would do to his son.
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A nurse came to bring Renata dinner. Sundari who was never absent waited for Renata, immediately took the tray given by the nurse. He put a tray on the folding table that was on the bed.
“Eat first, finish it take your medicine.”
Sundari opened a plastic wrap that wrapped the food. The woman starts spooning the food and then feeds it to Renata. Although he refused and said he wanted to eat alone, Sundari insisted on feeding his foster children.
“What are your plans to get out of the hospital? ask Sundari.
“Mother hope you continue living as usual. Show the people who have abused you that your life does not stop there. You are a strong woman who can live this all hard.”
Sundari continued his sentence because Renata did not answer his question. Renata's eyes glazed over listening to Sundari's words. What the woman said was the same as what Zar told her.
While feeding Renata, Sundari continued to invite her foster children to speak, although there was no response from Renata. Sundari continued to try to give positive input to Renata, awakening his confidence and reviving Renata's spirit. As a victim of sexual violence, Renata must have felt a deep trauma for the events that happened to her.
“Mother's going to the canteen first. You don't do anything yourself for a minute?”
Sundari gave the medicine in her hand to Renata. After taking the medicine, Renata just nodded her head. Sundari put an empty tray on the table. Then the woman left the treatment room.
After Sundari died, Renata just sat quietly while contemplating the words of her foster mother. What Sundari said is true, but doing so is not easy. It takes more courage to live a life like nothing ever happened in his life. Renata is not sure he can get through this. Every night he wakes up because of a nightmare.
The woman gasped when she heard the door open. There was a sound of high heels knocking on the floor when a woman walked into her treatment room. Renata's body shivered when he saw Jelita coming. He could already guess the purpose of the woman's arrival. Must be because of his statement to the police about Richie as the rapist*saan.
“How are you doing?” jelita asked as soon as she got near the bed.
“Ba..ik” replied Renata slowly.
“Rena... did we make a mistake with you?”
“A.. what does mother mean?”
“Why are you accusing Richie? Do you think you're that valuable until Richie touches you? Richie's a good boy, he couldn't have done that to you. Are you vengeful because he never got your feelings back? Wh why? WHY ARE YOU ACCUSING HIM?!”
Renata's eyes stared pushyly at Jelita. The two women's hands seemed to shake, Renata put her hands together while taking a deep breath. As long as he knew Madam Andriawan, Jelita had only shown this attitude this time.
Upset that Renata could not answer, Jelita approached and gripped her chin. His round eyes opened wider as he widened his eyes.
“Listen to me carefully. Pull back your statement. Tell me that if you wrongly accuse people, then I will forgive you. But. If you don't want to obey him, then I will make sure your life suffers. Not only you, but Sundari and your sisters will feel the consequences. Remember that!!”
With a rough Jelita melted the grip of his hand. Without looking at Renata again, the woman immediately left the treatment room. Renata's body trembled violently, cold sweat drenching his body. Slowly the tears that flooded the Netra Renata came down wetting her cheeks.
Sundari who had just returned from the canteen was surprised to see Renata crying. Hurriedly he approached Renata then hugged her tightly. The woman felt such a great fear. Renata's body shivered in fear and cold sweat drenched the clothes he was wearing.
“Why Rena? You why?”
There was no response from Renata. Just sobs just came out of her lips. Renata's cry turned into a hysterical cry, until Sundari was forced to call the sisters. The doctor ordered the nurse on duty to give him a sedative. Slowly, Renata's body relaxes after benzodiazepine liquid enters his body.
“Mother.. what happened?” ask Tamar. The man had just come and rushed towards the treatment room when he heard Renata's cry.
“Mother doesn't know either. It was calm when Mom left. But when he came back, he was already crying. She's like scared.”
“Did anyone meet him?”
“Mom doesn't know. Mom time in no one.”
Tamar seemed to think for a moment. If there was no trigger, there was no way Renata would behave like that. Tamar looked for a moment at Renata who had fallen asleep quietly. The man decided to head to the control room. He needs to find out who's been seeing Renata.
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Renata's eyelids twitched, and soon opened. For a moment he was silent to gather consciousness, then looked around his room. Sundari was still asleep on the couch. Slowly Renata straightened her body. Forcibly removed the infusion needle attached to his hand.
Slowly Renata lowered her body from the bed. With a step without a sound he walked towards the door. His intention to go out was interrupted when he saw two sisters standing guard at the nurse's desk. Then the woman walked into the bathroom and locked her up.
Long enough Renata kept silent staring at her reflection in the mirror. Suddenly the mirror in front of him changed like a television that replayed the rapist*saan himself. His eyes closed trying to dispel the shadow of Richie who was touching his body. Then Daus, Abbas and Yuke are spewing hot lava into his body after having fun with it.
Then his ears seemed to hear Jelita's words again last night. Both of Renata's hands were in his ears, closing his ear hole so that Jelita's voice could not be heard anymore. Renata opened her eyes again and saw her reflection again. His pale face, his chaotic state and the look of eyes that did not radiate life. Renata grabbed the soap bottle that was there then threw it towards the mirror tightly.
PRANGS!!
Sundari who was surprised to hear a broken object, immediately opened his eyes. Seeing Renata's empty bed, the woman rushed towards the bathroom. Several times he tried to open a locked door. The woman banged on the room door, asking Renata to open the door.
“RENA!!! Open the door, Rena!!”
Sundari banged on the door again, but it was still tightly closed. Sundari immediately ran out of the room. He needed to call for help, afraid Renata was doing something in there.
Slowly Renata grabbed the broken glass that fell near her feet. With a tear he pointed the broken glass at his wrist. Renata closed his eyes as his hand scratched the glass shards into his veins. Blood immediately gushed from his wrist.
BRACKET
BRACKET
Two male nurses tried to break down the door by kicking it. It's been two tries, but the door's still not open. They then kicked the door with all their might simultaneously.
BRUK!!
Door opens. Sundari went straight inside. His eyes widened to see Renata lying on the floor with his left hand spitting out a lot of blood.
“RENA!!”
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**I'm sorry if yesterday's scene didn't match your mind, until someone came up with a rough word² and told the others to stop reading. I don't want to take care of rich comments, don't like to stay skip, don't get dirty in the comments column with a rough word². I blocked his account and reported to NT. Unfortunately level 17, meaning he often read novels but can not keep his thumb.
Many also commented on why Rena should be so. He's an orphan, his life has been hard to add. Here I want to show that after falling, Rena is able to rise to become a strong woman. Many victims of abuse in the real world who can not move on from the trauma. I would like to point out that Rena can and is able to get out of her trauma with the support of the people² around her.
Why 4 people? Why doesn't Richie just let him take responsibility for Rena's marriage. Just imagine, if in the position of Rena, can a lifetime spend time with Richie? That's more cruel in my opinion. But Richienya can be made penitent. If all the villains in this novel are penitent, what is the use of Rinca🤣 island
Not 4 people, either. If you read the news, there are minors are given a trick of 6 people. That is the reality of our social situation. Although only a novel, I try to present problems as real as possible. Like it not, this is a portrait of the life of our society now. And I tried to bring a strong female figure, to be able to survive through it all.
Again, sorry if anyone is displeased. For those who have accused me of not siding with women, it means you fail to understand my purpose of making Rena part. But udh kublock too, so will not be able to access this novel again🤭
Thank you to those who are still following despite being full of chills on me🤭 Part uwu and the hilarity will come again after the storm Rena slightly eased😉**
