Hardcore Woman

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earlier sorry for the loyal readers.Author yesterday again sick so can not write. .thank you for being faithful to the story of hardcore women. .

that morning in nadira rented he still tidy up his stuff.

" morning dear mother . just woke up baby (raised her child and kissed her) uh the smell of asem. . the child of the mother bath y dearly this mother readyin water". nadira also prepared water to bathe his son while holding his son. .often Nadira talk to himself with his son, because his son is very funny and adorable.

after finishing bathing his son Nadira then give his child breast milk. . until long his son began to fall asleep again. . after nadira put his child to sleep, then he continued several more. he found the letter that Luke had given him. .

at first it was very hesitant to read or burn it, but his conscience said he had to read it to know the contents of the letter. ..

slowly opening the letter he was still hesitant.But his heart began to strengthen at last in reading it, he was shocked to see the contents of the letter.Every line he responded, there lukas told all the true events. starting from the beginning of his meeting with laura until his divorce all the reasons Iukas wrote there.

nadira cried reading every sheet of the letter. .

" yes God is so wrong I why didn't I ask him?". muttered nadira while crying. .

the rice had become all porridge had happened, a farewell had occurred until he left the island and all his memories and lukas.

" God I know all this is your way give strength to the servant to always be strong to live it". Nadira prayer while holding the letter and in his embrace.

when the sun no longer shows its light.

and nobody wants to look for him.

when love is no longer a light in his heart.

and it is destruction that destroys all hope.

My Lord. .

she was my woman but it was then, yes that made me forget my past.

she was my woman, but it used to be a gloomy day and was filled with laughter.

just one stain point of guilt I sacrificed my woman to go. .

just because of a past memory.

I have to throw away my future. .

God . .

if I could take time I would hold her hand. . I would take care of her. .

if only time could I repeat it, I would give her this life.

if only I wasn't weak .maybe my woman wouldn't go God. .

if it is over time I take care of my woman. .bless her for me. .color God I know when her sincerity of love easily I will destroy for the sake of my past. .

that is the last rhyme in the letter written by luke to nadira. .

nadira ssmakin wept, he was devastated to read every letter of the luke. much regret. ..but he could not do much because he and luke were separated. . distance and circumstances that separated them. .

nadira covered the letter and kept it in his suitcase.Tanp thought long nadira took his phone he called the lukas number. ..but lukas' phone number is no longer active...

nadira had already felt a sense of destruction and regret.There was nothing he could do but surrender to all his circumstances. .

instantly the cry of Nadira stopped hearing anKny woke up and cried.Nadira warmed her child and carried her. .she tried to calm her child.. .

" cep . cep .. dear jangN nangis child mother should not cry". said nadira on anKnya. . then nadira give more breast milk to her child . . .and finally his son began to calm down again and sleep again. .

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