Hardcore Woman

musings

God . . .

strengthen me in the face of your trials.

lead my way if this fragility torments me.

God. . .

if I end all the possible 1-2th wounds this will go away.

but God. .

can I walk in the face of every insult in the 1-2th?.

can I if in the 1-2th there is a storm of life.

do I get strong in that 1-2th time.

can I if it turns out 1-2th bitterness comes.

God is not I want to complain and not give thanks.

but God. . .

why is this storm of life so bitter.

when I need this footrest, I have to stand up strong to be able to walk on my own.

when this fragile heart over there laughs at me.

God. . .

what justice you will show.

when will this storm come.

God. . .

if I may ask

strengthen me if a storm hits me.

strengthen me even though the actually the decandling is bitter.

God. .

I want people to know that woman is the most powerful creature.

I want people to know she's not the shit she's got to stamp on her pride.

I want people to know that woman is the toughest creature when fragility hits her but she knows her responsibility.

I want people to know that women are not low-ranking so they can be harassed.

I want that woman to be an inspiration for life not a matter of life.

God. .

give your justice to point out your truth if it is true.the law is he who is guilty if he is rightly wrong..open my inner eye so that I no longer misguided . . .

this is what we must reflect on, when Nadira lives alone on an unknown island.Yanh only her husband one who became a family, but has now left her, she said,when she got happiness with the arrival of the little angel, but instead her husband did not come with her, like a ruin for nadira. people tang in the struggle to leave her, but her husband did not come with her, orng who at all times was proud to have gone with another woman.

when Nadira came home from the clinic, he took his son home.Nadira sat on the bed next to his cute son. He was crying over a very bitter situation for him. .

if only Nadira could very much scream to call his mother.

" mother. . I miss you mother". said Nadira while crying bitterly.

so heavy nadir lived his life. .

...

a month passed the postman sent a letter to Nadira.The contents of the letter were his divorce papers with lukas, his heart seemed slashed sayat nadira increasingly crying over everything.. now he is alone in this place with no one to care. . .

instantly daydreams and cries of nadira broke to hear the cry of his son.all has not ended there is still his baby who is able to make him strong.

nadira gave her child breast milk and stroked her head to calm down.

" i'm sorry your mother is a child. . Until now you have not been able to meet your father, until now your father has not carried you. Forgive the mother who is easily fragile, think only lives alone here. now that I realize there is still you want my soul my life, mother will always accompany you and try to make you happy".said Nadira to her son.

. . .

nadira's day began to be filled with busy taking care of his son, that afternoon when Nadira was folding his son's clothes he remembered something. he took his savings book, he took his savings book, saldonya has been thinning she is confused what to work with the condition of having a child.. . .

" God help me not to let my servant abandon my son".