Hanifa
take out the heart
silence makes Syam and Hani look at each other, Syam hopes Hani tells about the problems faced by him now.but Hani just silent silence he turned his face towards the vast expanse of sky out there.
"sham..please go, I beg you.I want to rest it feels very tired" asked Hani expectantly.
"what's really going on, Han, I think your life is fine, but it feels like there's a lot you're covering up.."Sham approached Hani, and held Hani's chin so he could look at her
"no sham, I'm fine" Hani replied full of lies
"your mouth can lie but not your eyes"
Hani moved away from Sham but he pulled Hani's body and leaned on sham.hani smelled the scent of Sham's body it was soothing he began to hook hands on the waist of Sham and let out tears that had been dammed in the eyes
"when you need to cry, cry han, you need to let out all your complaints"
said Syam while gently stroking Hani's long hair
"actually what happened to you after my departure during this time Hani" said Sham
"sorry if I can't take good care of you!! sham exclaimed while tightening his embrace
while sobbing Hani began to tell his complaints
" my parents left me so suddenly, then Aunt Bella came,he's my papah's brother but he's not treating me like a prick he hates me so much and now he's going to match me up with a striped-nose guy I don't know who he is yet!?"
"i fear Sham, that man must be married and just want to satisfy his lust how my life will be if with him" Hani cried increasingly split the room, and he broke the room,
Syam could not bear to hear the person he loved was so hurt his life, began to feel guilty for lying to Hani because the matchmaking was his crazy idea.
Syam further tightened his embrace, while gently stroking Hani's back
" i'm sorry Hani, I'm sorry"
Hani leaned her head towards the man who had given her a hug
"had Sham I forgave you, I'm sorry when you went to college abroad I completely ignored all your emails or calls..all that I did was that you were there studying well and I didn't you burden you with all my problems"
"it's not like that Han, I.....!? sham had not yet spoken, his mouth was closed with Hani's index finger,
"already, why do you like to extend the problem anyway..?!?
"that's not what I mean, this is your matchmaking problem Han, actually I'm the one who asked you for Aunt Bella through my father! looking at Han seriously
Hani laughed as he looked at the man in a joking manner
"have Sham why lie to me, now all I want is not a lie but to get out of this problem"
"do you want to help me Sham, I want to run away from here is no longer there that makes me feel at home here, I want to live freely, or do you help me Sham" said Hani while loosening his arms and staring at Syam's face
"alright but how can I help you, can I still dump me and not want to be my lover again?!
" it's up to you Sham, I can't decide anymore I'm also confused by my feelings.so long and now my life is troubled it feels to have a lover has made me more confused"
"i promise to take care of you.I beg you"
sham replied expectantly to Hani
Hani nodded in agreement, Syam hugged Hani back tightly, "I'll make you happy Han.I promise I won't make you sad"
they hugged and closed their eyes feeling the warmth tonight
