Hanifa

gotta go

Hanifah is already sitting on the dresser, she is being dressed by MUA professionals to polish her face because the will will be done later in the afternoon so her aunt told her to prepare from early morning

"honey... are you dizzy, you look unwell ??" ask someone Transpuan (the name for a man who was born a man but then he felt like a woman) while sweeping the powder on Hani's cheek

"no, I'm just a little nervous." replied Hani while shaking her head slowly

"oia my name is Joseph but they often call me Bianca" Bianca said, extending her hand for introductions

"i'm Hanifah, it's good to know you Bianca!"

they put a smile on their lips

"that nervousness is a normal thing dear.do you know when I married me when I was nervous half to death" Bianca explained while arranging cosmetics in front of her.

"really, then..?"ask Hani curiously

"well, it's just a day, of course, until the wedding night, until when all the impingement of our desires was channeled my wife called me not good at bed, she said mine was small and she enjoyed it less" seen Bianca telling a story while squeezing the sponge she was holding, her eyes look angry

"sorry.You must have been very hurt back then?"

"i'm very hurt but I can what, I just shut up and grieve my fate having a wife with a bitter mouth like her, I said,it was me who was wrong that I kept chasing him while he was still dating a Caucasian man"

Hani sees Bianca crying a little bit in shock, because he sees Bianca still looks like a man in general his body is tall and so handsome, because he looks like a man,it's just that his feelings are so sensitive at the moment it looks like a woman and the trauma his ex-wife has left him so attached that it makes Bianca fragile and insecure of herself

"cry, take out everything you've been thinking about all this time, you deserve to be happy, let's just say yesterday you were unlucky to find a partner right now you have to wake up from your past.." Hani sits down near Bianca and sees Bianca's sad face

"listen to me. Don't let your ex-wife win because she has destroyed your identity, don't do such stupid things.your heart deserves to be happy,don't you feel sorry for your tired heart remembering your endless past?

Bianca looked at Hani, she was still digesting what Hani had said just now

"hold this.." Hani is trying to bring Bianca's hand to her heart now,

"i'm handsome, I'm a real boy, I'm going to get the girl who loves me for who I am and I have to change like a boy first again, I'm really a boy !!"bianca's eyes shed their tears again

"keep your heart strong . I'm sure you can!!"Hani tries to make Bianca strong and she smiles sweetly at Bianca

Bianca nodded slightly, Know that it will be a little difficult to eliminate the past, but there is nothing wrong when tried

"thank you han, I hope I can do it, Oia will you be friends with me"So idle sign agreed, Bianca refocused on her bridal makeup, she said,he still did not understand why he was so free to let out his heart to the girl he just knew

but maybe it's fate that Bianca must return to being the "Tough and mighty" Joseph again