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DTPH 11: Shame

Suddenly Jenar's feelings were consumed by a sense that he himself could not describe. His heart beats faster and ripples violently when his hands are perfectly circular around a man's neck. With a heart filled with anxiety, he broke his embrace and....

"Aaaaaaa..... What the hell are you doing? Why are you suddenly hugging me?!!!!!"

Bug off!!!

"Aahhhhh."

With a rough, Jenar pushed Vishnu's body to make the man strayed on the floor. Accompanied by the screeches coming out of Vishnu's lips as if increasingly asserting that he was enduring the pain. And it is true, Vishnu squealed in pain when his body crashed on the floor. Rest assured, the handsome face that was previously full of charisma, now turned instantly into a pitiful facial expression, holding back.

"Hey, what are you doing? Why are you pushing me like this?"

Still in his position sitting on the floor, Vishnu murmured, sending a protest to Jenar. Because all of a sudden this girl pushed him down. Whereas before, this girl whined spoiled asking to be hugged.

"You don't be so insolent! You are an entrepreneur, and can you do something about me? Very minimal morals. What is the behavior of a successful businessman who is so loved by students at this school? Lucky I'm not too fan-fans with you. It looks like this is the deed."

Jenar rose from her position. He gushed Vishnu with a speech that really sounded terrible. Horrible, because Jenar thought of him as a brash man who dared to hug a girl as he pleased. Not even up there, Jenar considers Vishnu as a businessman who is morally poor because he dared to do something that is included in the category of abuse.

Believe me now Vishnu feels like a suspect in the abuse case. But he is only a victim. Victims of the subconscious Jenar who knew at that time what he was dreaming.

Vishnu also rose from his position. He rubbed his buttocks that felt a little pain. He linked his gaze towards the bead of Jenar's eyes and looked at her intensely.

"You really don't remember what happened before?"

Vishnu tries to reopen Jenar's memory. Although it is impossible for someone to remember what he experienced while asleep, but he tried to re-open the memory of this girl. Maybe he can remember.

Jenar stared at Vishnu's face with a cynical look like an antagonist. "I remember. I fell asleep in this place during the talk show. And you suddenly came to hug me while I was asleep. Doesn't that mean you're stealing opportunities in narrowness?"

Vishnu smiled faintly. "When you fall asleep, what do you dream of?"

"What right do you ask what became of my sleeping flower? Remember yes you are a nobody and have no right to know what I'm dreaming." Jenar crossed her chest and paused her speech for a moment. "Please confess that you have indeed been insolent towards me. Don't dodge it anymore."

Previously Jenar was a little flabbergasted when suddenly Vishnu asked what he dreamed while asleep. But not the name of Jenar. He still wants to break Vishnu's speech so that this man will immediately confess his actions.

Vishnu chuckled softly. It turned out that facing someone who had just woken up from the sea of dreams felt so exciting. Moreover, the face of this girl who looks so upset but actually looks more adorable. Vishnu could not imagine how embarrassed this girl was if he remembered that he himself asked to be hugged and suddenly kissed her. I want Vishnu to open it all, but he feels let it be like this.

"Alright, I'm sorry if you feel that I've been rude to you. Earlier I just wanted to wake you up because everyone has left this hall and you're all alone."

Jenar clucked softly. "Ckkkp... I'd rather not wake you up than on the sidelines of your intention wake me up, terbesit a bad intention of stealing an opportunity in the narrowness that is hugging me." Jenar looked back at Vishnu's bead with a aiming gaze. "And is it just an apology that you can give?"

Vishnu increasingly made a big smile about the attitude of the girl in front of him this. "If not with an apology, then what should I do?" Vishnu smiled jahil. In his brain dazed a speech that he believed could make this girl not wart at all. "Oh, or are you asking me to take responsibility for hugging you?"

Jenar. "-you mean?"

A wide smile again rose on Vishnu's lips. He was sure after this the girl would definitely stop scolding him. "I'm ready to marry you as I take responsibility for what I've done. Hows it? Is that the kind of responsibility you want?"

The face of Jenar who previously seemed so bold as to raise the war flag to argue with Vishnu, now suddenly changed pias instantly. It turned out that this man was very good at playing words that actually trapped him in a feeling of shame himself. The lips of Genar can only be clenched, unable to say a word.

Vishnu chuckled softly while bringing his body closer to Jenar. That is what makes Jenar inching back to get away from Vishnu. Vishnu reached into his pants pocket and thrust a business card towards Jenar. And Jenar also reflexively received the business card. "If you still want me to take responsibility, you can call me at this number. I will definitely be responsible for marrying you. But before you do that, try to remember first what your dream is when you fall asleep, okay?"

Vishnu again swung his footsteps, intending to leave this hall immediately. Slowly his body disappeared behind the door. As for Jenar, the young girl could only stand glued and sculpt while trying to remember what happened. But in vain, because he could not remember at all what dreams greeted his deep sleep. He could only throw a rough breath and intended to leave this place anyway.

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The sun almost sank as Jenar's footsteps walked down the block-paving streets in front of the school gate. On the left side there is a field that is usually a place to hold flag ceremonies and is used for students who are exercising soccer. Jenar's head bowed as he stroked his footsteps. Not to forget, the old can of soft drinks he kicked so that it made a little noise.

"Yes!!!"

The head of Jenar who had previously bowed, now he stood up. He looked at the source of the voice calling his name. Seeing who was calling, made the girl even more annoyed. With wide footsteps, Jenar approached the owner of the voice which was none other than Nania and Anki.

"From friends there is no morality. You can leave me alone in the hall asleep, huh!"

Jenar pinched Nania's waist firmly, as if spilling all her irritation. Nania was just complaining and grimacing in pain.

"Adududududuhhhh ..poor Jen. Forgive me!!"

"No mercy to you! Tega huh, you guys left me alone sleeping in the hall? And why didn't you guys wake me up?"

As if shackled by a feeling of annoyance, Jenar increasingly forcefully pinched Nania's waist. It felt like this pinch was not comparable to what he experienced when left to sleep alone in the hall. He had to experience unpleasant events because he was hugged by a man he did not know at all.

Nania grimaced in pain, enduring the heat in the waist area due to the pinching of her best friend. At a glance, he glanced at Anki, the originator of the crazy idea, leaving Jenar in the hall. The young man just put on a innocent face while giggling amusedly.

"Jen, what you're going through is not our fault. It's all your own fault. Why is it so hard to wake up? Nania and I have worked hard to wake you up. But still you're getting better in the cradle of your dreams."

As if knowing that currently Nania was in such a pinched and pitiful position, it was, Anki tries to give understanding to Jenar that he and Nania have done something that they should do as friends, namely to wake up Jenar. But still there was no response from his best friend.

Jenar could only snort angrily if she remembered the businessman who hugged her body just a moment ago. He removed his pinch from Nania's waist as he swept his gaze toward the sky that had begun to refract the orange color.

This Japanese speech successfully made Anki and Nania wonder in their hearts what really happened. When viewed from the look on Jenar's face, Anki and Nania can guess that this friend is indeed experiencing bad things.

"A bad incident what do you mean, Jen? Wasn't it just you, Sonya's mom and the businessman?"

Jenar shifted her body to sit on the edge of the field. His gaze looked forward, enjoying this expanse of field that was before him. "Will you if the businessman hugs me without excuse?"

"What's? Hugging you?"

Anki and Nania were both shocked to death. Both of them simultaneously said those words. The two men sat on the other side of Jenar. And now, the position of Jenar flanked by these two friends.

Jenar nodded slowly with a still staring eye. "Yes, he hugged me. By the time I woke up, I was already in his arms!"

Jenar rattled a little of her original hair. It was inconceivable before that there was another man who embraced him before the Word. Because all this time the Word never did anything to him. Never mind hugging, holding her hand has never been done by her future husband.

"I think you've misunderstood Jen. Mr. Vishnu is a kind and well mannered man, there is no way he's hugging you for no apparent reason."

Nania tried to express her opinion. Although he had only met the businessman once, but he was sure that Vishnu was not a man who often took advantage of the situation.

"But that's the reality of Nan. When I woke up, I was already in the businessman's arms." Jenar breathed a little rough, trying to unravel the annoyance that was still reluctant to leave her heart and mind. "If it's been like this, what should I say to the Word bang? Geez, I'm sorry that my body has been touched by that man."

Nania and Anki are looking at each other. Both are shaking their heads. Maybe they assume if his best friend is too excessive. Jenar felt very guilty to the Word for being touched by another man. Though it is not yet certain that it happened as dramatic as that.

"I think what Nania said was right, Jen. It is impossible for Vishnu to do such a thing. He's an educated man, so it's impossible to do something as immoral as that."

Not wanting to lose to Nania, Anki also expressed her opinion. Just as Nania said, Anki was very sure that Vishnu was not such an uncivilized man.

"All can happen Ki. Maybe the businessman is a good and polite person, but when he saw there was a little opportunity, he could have immediately done it, right? He said that he just wanted to wake me up but in reality he was also hugging me. It turned out to be true with what was said by bang inapi. That the crime not only originated because there was the intention of the perpetrator, but also because there was an opportunity."

Anki could only pat her eel. His friend was really far off thinking. "Wait for Jen, this must all be a misunderstanding. It could be, in this case, Mr. Vishnu as a victim."

Jenar's body gasped. Again he snorted because his friend was not on his side. "Victim? What victim do you mean Ki? Here the victim is me, not the businessman!"

Jenar was so astonished because Anki who was none other than his best friend actually defended Vishnu. It was terbesit in the mind of Jenar if this Anki has been given bribes by Vishnu to get a defense.

Anki glanced at her slight smile. He became increasingly convinced that Jenar was simply misunderstanding. "Try now you remember, what dream did you have while asleep earlier? From there maybe we can pull the red thread."

For the second time, Jenar was asked about a dream that greeted her deep sleep. Previously, Vishnu asked, and now Anki is asking. If earlier he could not remember at all but now he is trying harder to remember the dream that greeted him.

Jenar seemed to think hard to remember the dream that approached her. He closed his eyes so he could remember everything. Five minutes more Jenar closed her eyes and in the end....

"God... I remember, I remember everything!"

"Tell me and Nania, what do you dream of Jen?"

"I-I dreamt of meeting the Word bang."

"Then?"

"Then I dreamed of kissing her and hugging her tightly."

"Then?"

Jenar's body squeezed instantly. Now his face refracts a pink hue that looks so obvious. "Is it possible that I kissed the businessman and I was the one who put the businessman in my arms?"

"Well, that's the most logical argument, Jen. I am increasingly convinced that Vishnu sir is just a victim.

"Oh my God, I'm ashamed... Very, very embarrassed. If it's like this, how should I?" jenar concluded while drowning his face in between his thighs.

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