Gusku My Husband (YES ROBB, Forgive Me Who Stirred Love - YOU. )

ch. 40. MEMORABLE

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Kasturi fragrances are still polished all over your body. I can't hug you anymore even if it's a shadow. Memories of the past I used to hold tightly as warm as a body.

My knot of love is floating on a wooden roof in your grave. Your body covered in white cloth is no longer touched.

Throw flowers on the reddened ground embroidered with your name. Make me fall asleep in the bed of nature's silence.

This speck of rhyme drip can't afford to lose your love sketch in the frame of my heart. I can't shake the silk-stuffed veil that blocks the two hearts.

Let. let the canting remain to heat up with its strokes create batik. When the thread of love embroiders the fabric as white as love.

Just made into a shroud. Cover yourself from the silent cold, and here I miss you.

I want to see that you keep smiling, even though you are far away in nature, in the moment of our love, stumbling on the tombstone.

Apparently, my LORD loves you more than I do. Then gus jalal broke himself.

With both of his right soles together, he bent his left foot, then his right foot in the pile on his left foot (like the jigrang position).

And began to close his eyes.sayup2 heard his voice say:

lirridhoillahi ta’ala wabissyafa’ati rosulillahi shollolhu ‘alaihi wasalam wabissyafa’atil qur’anil ‘adhim.idhon ila hadrothi nila nihayah alfaaaaatihah

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيم

كهيعص⚫... ذِكْرُ رَحْمَتِ رَبِّكَ عَبْدَهُ زَكَرِيَّا⚫.... إِذْ نَادَىٰ رَبَّهُ نِدَاءً خَفِيًّا⚫.... قَالَ رَبِّ إِنِّي وَهَنَ الْعَظْمُ مِنِّي وَاشْتَعَلَ الرَّأْسُ شَيْبًا وَلَمْ أَكُنْ بِدُعَائِكَ رَبِّ شَقِيًّا⚫...............................................فَإِنَّمَا يَسَّرْنَاهُ بِلِسَانِكَ لِتُبَشِّرَ بِهِ الْمُتَّقِينَ وَتُنْذِرَ بِهِ قَوْمًا لُدًّا⚫...وَكَمْ أَهْلَكْنَا قَبْلَهُمْ مِنْ قَرْنٍ هَلْ تُحِسُّ مِنْهُمْ مِنْ أَحَدٍ أَوْ تَسْمَعُ لَهُمْ رِكْزًا⚫....

Shodaqollohul.

Al fatiha.

(waladdholin ..amin ). There was a soft voice beside him. Then Gus Jalal opened his eyes while looking left. Turns out kang ni’am was already nearby .

Jalal \= you know.. why are you maneh tho Wonk ?

Ni’am \= lha sinten malih tho gus. What arep2 Ayu Ningrum inkang ngrengangi ? lak niku kedah riyen tho gus. besides thatuuu.

Jalal \= besides what wonk ?

Ni'am \= besides that lakone yo just crew dewe thok gus gus.

Jalal \= ha ha ha .. wes dang turu Wonk !

Ni'am \= I'm even just waking up gus. Magrib fell asleep. Sampek ora njai. Boy2 yo clolekan, I'm in a swarm.

Ni'am \= I was the same as kang Ilham. He knows that the genie is up here.

Jalal \= ooowwwhhhh (while getting up to sit ).

Ni'am \= gus, this is how al qur’an mu true2 touched the heart. How about ngaten gus.

Jalal \= is his favorite letter Nila Nihayah. He used to say that I miss

himself. I simply chant ayat2 qur’ ani. then, my sense of restraint has been reached on him.

Ni’am \= Nila ?

Jalal \= huufffttt ... Aye .. Nila Nihayah Wonk's.

Ni’am \= keep saniki larene teng pundi gus ?

Jalal \= also faces teng ngarso ndalem alloh. My LORD loved her more than I did (her eyes began to look glassy).

Ni’am \= innalillahi wainna divine roji’un. Pangapunten sanget.

Jalal \= is okay2 kok Wong.

Ni’am \= mbak Nila it is very special gus injih. The longing connector cover tembang2 puji qur’ ani. I envy gus.

Jalal\= lha opo yourself want no wacake yasin ?

Ni’am \= gus... Saestu gus gus.

Jalal \= younes, verse chair wae lak ngono.

Ni’am \= I sanes syetan gus.

Jalal \= ha ha ha

Ni’am \= lha guyu ngaten, khan raose better atmosphere gus.

Jalal \= I laugh, keinget first knew Nila in the past when he was in 2nd grade in madrotsah aliyah country. Alloh karimmmm (said gus Jalal with a smile. Though her tears wanted to come out ).

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