Gusku My Husband (YES ROBB, Forgive Me Who Stirred Love - YOU. )

ch. 34. YES ROBB, I'm Sorry Who Tried to Fight for Love - YOU.

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Bu nyai \= could be Nice Cilik. (look to the right see romo yai Zidnan Ali ) bah, for the sake of Allah honest answer. Do you also have the desire to get married again ?

Yai Zidnan Ali \= what so far, have you ever lied about the genie tho buk ? Hmmmm

Miss nyai \= answer my question honestly tho bah first ?

Yai zidnan ali \= yach, Abah wants to marry again. Why, jealous mother ?

Bu nyai \= (mrengos while with the position of the joints ).

Yai Zidnan Ali \= buuuukkk (while holding both arms of his bu with both hands ). He said tell me an honest answer from your heart.

Bu nyai \= (remain silent )

Yai Zidnan Ali \= horrified Abah, all normal men. Almost 98% want to remarry a woman who is prettier, better and younger than his wife. And it's very human. But the problem is, whether I WANT or NOT. That is where our loyalty will be tested. Not all desires must be realized tho buk. that is the point we are given reason and knowledge.

Bu nyai \= (still silent )

Yai Zidnan Ali \= I fell and could not get up again.

I drowned in this sea of love.

I got lost and knew the way home.

I'm without you, dust grains.

Jalal \= (exactly like lagune afgan yo )

Miss nyai \= Abah niku. Nopo mboten isin. Wonten putro ne i.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= lha wong Abah niku want to teach Nice Cik kok. How to treat women. If women have a hundred reasons to be angry, then men must have a thousand reasons to respond.

Jalal \= (smile )

Yai Zidnan Ali \= yes already Nice Kid, earlier Abah just want to know your response how. Abah does not want to force. Even if you want what Ayu Ningrum would want too. You think2 first. Abah yaqin, you know what you have to do.

Jalal \= injih sampun bah.

Bu nyai \= go where tho Good.

Jalal \= to his room kang Ni'am buk. Want to give ketan.

Miss nyai \= already then.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= Nice Kid.

Jalal \= dalem bah.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= yesterday Abah see you have a notebook. Left on the table.

Jalal \= injih bah's. Sampun dalem nekek bah.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= if possible, Abah would like to borrow. Want2 read more.

Jalal \= injih bah do not take it for a while (go to the room, then return with a small book, then hand it over to his father ). It's bah.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= is it Good ?

Jalal \= writing mboten patyo important kok bah. Dalem lived in the first place njih bah assalammu'alaikum

Yai Zidnan + bu nyai \= wa'alaikum greetings warohmatulloh ..

Bu nyai \= Abah niku kok wonten mawon tho bah bah bah.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= I am curious buk. Cobi tho genengan live cover.

Bu nyai \= "" GARDEN OF LOVE OF SINNERS " .

If love rests only on beauty or good looks.

Then love will only greet people2 who can see it.

And that's not fair.

But love is created.

Lean on a heart.

Because every human.

Must have a heart ".

So too about GOD.

As mentioned by MH 'ainun najib

" do you know ,.

why is the LORD invisible .

Because if the LORD is seen .

Only the one with eyes can see.

And that's not fair .

But the LORD allows us to see with the Heart.

Because all , must have a heart.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= (opens the notebook).on the 1st sheet it is written

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ

رضيت بالله رباًّ وبلإ سلام دينا وبمحمد نبيا و رسولاً ربي زدني علما ورزقني فهما رب اشرح لي صدري ويسرلي واحلل عقدة من لساني يفقهوا قولي

" THERE IS NO LOVE, THERE WILL BE NO MAN. EVEN NATURE WOULD NEVER

CREATED " .

Then, open the sheet to - 2 .

" do you know what a shahadah is. She wasn't

Then he opens the 3rd leaf.

Bu nyai \= Abah, have not finished reading already in the next page tho.

Yai Zidnan Ali \= yes briefly malem just read it. Let's see 2 tho buk first.

On the 3rd page it is written

"

kama qola KH Amin Maulana Budi Harjono Babysitter Pondok Pesantren Al Ishlah

Tembalang Semarang said. One time, Alloh asked rosululloh.

O Muhammad, whose heaven is this earth?

Rosululloh \= yours yes robb.

Alloh \= thou, whose is it?

Rosululloh \=mil-MU yes robb.

Alloh \= by Muhammad.

If the earth of the heavens belongs to ME, then you also belong to ME.

Keep going, who do I belong to?

Rosululloh \= (just silently bowed without answer... Alloh also answered his own question )

Alloh \= I, belongs to, people who love you muhammad.

Kyai Zidnan Ali then opened the book. Until, sheet / attachment to - 9 there is a folded sheet.

Bu nyai \= what is bah ? How to get to the secret nopo fold .

Yai Zidnan Ali \= instead of guessing, try not to open e.

When the folded sheet is opened.

Start reading from word by word, line

by line .

But more and more, dripping tears of romo kyai zidnan ali.

Ma nyaipun also began to look glass matamya.

He hugged the left arm of Romo

kiyai.

While leaning his head on the shoulders of romo kyai.

And then, romo kyai also reread the writing on the sheet.

" al malikul kudusus salamu mu'minul muhaiminul azizul jabbarul mutakabbir.

Yeah robb.

My practice is just the practice of the hell expert.

But, if in ahirat later.

YOU ask me, do I want to go to hell ?

And so, I only hope in the infinite love - MU ya robb.

Please, don't separate me from my beloved - MU.

I've been separated from him in the world.

Please, robb.

Do not separate me from my beloved - YOU in Ahirat later.

But .

If YOU ask me.

I really want to go to heaven.

Then let me ask.

Is MU's lover, Rosululloh Muhammad sholollohu' alahi wasalam there ?

If he wasn't there.

Heaven is meaningless.

Yes Alloh.

Forgive me for trying to corner love - YOU

.

I've fallen in love with your lover.

I can't not.

Not to love your beloved.

I can't not either.

Not to fall in love with your beloved.

Forgive me robb.

Seriate

Insya Alloh "park of love of sinners" has become a novel of its own, whether later in the up here or not just see it later.

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