Gus ROKHIM, The Wound Cover

CHAPTER 47 # FACTS

" Crying is the way you speak, when your lips are unable to say....."

" O Allah add a stock of patience to the heart of the servant ." Prayer Ulfa so that the stock of patience in his heart to grow wider.So he still survives his current state.

Almost a year Ulfa is patient.Patient in the waiting of love.

" Ulfa tomorrow morning I have a workshop in town B for four days.." Gus Roy tells Ulfa that he just came out of the bathroom.

" yes.... may I sleep in Pesantren so as not to be lonely ....?" tanya Ulfa asked her husband for permission

" Good idea, you sleep there while I'm gone." Gus Rohman allowed Ulfa to sleep in the boarding house as long as he went out of town.

The morning after taking off her husband Ulfa immediately swung her legs towards the pesantren,before long he arrived in his room first with himma and other santriwati.Ulfa approached a wall cabinet attached to a picture of him and Himma smiling at each other there.In his case, the wooden door is brown, seems empty in the part where storing clothes and then he switched to the top of the place to store books and other equipment.There are only a few books there.Lemari it belongs to himma. after Himma fell down the stairs and was hospitalized and married by Gus Roy, Umi sent a santriwati to clean clothes and books " he considered it important and sent himma goods to the house at the wedding dowry of himma and Gus Roy.

Ulfa reached out her hand and picked up a book that caught her attention. He seems to have seen that book.

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Ulfa widened her eyes when she opened the cover of the book and she saw a Maroon-colored paper

" What is this ....? with teary eyes

Appropriate

Alyya Nurfahimma

With this hand scratch

I offer my heart to you

Your name has been engraved in my deepest heart

I know it's a sin

But I also have no power to control the taste that has lodged in the chest.

Thank you for waiting for me

Let us pray that we are destined to be a soul mate.

And soon we will see the sea of love in the bottom of Halal love.

From me who loves you

ROHMAN

" Athaghfirullah O Allah .....!" Shouted Ulfa while sobbing.His body was limp he was not strong standing upright.With the body shaking from crying Ulfa leaned on the cupboard next to him.

Yes Ulfa found a piece of Gus Rohman's love letter paper that is still left in one of his books . It turned out to be the last love letter sent by Gus Rohman before he knew if he would be betrothed to Ulfa.

Which wife does not cry knowing the fact that someone who is still residing in her husband's heart is his own friend....?

Which friends are not sad when they know that they both love the same man..?

Ulfa cried roaring, fortunately at this time the atmosphere inside the Princess boarding school was quiet because all the students were busy with activities outside.

" So that woman is himma .The woman that my husband loved so much was my best friend.Yes God what should I do....?" ask yourself with a body that is increasingly vibrating.

" Did himma leave because of me....?"

" where is Himma now....?"

" Wouldn't he come back here...?"

Hiks...hiks....The crying is getting stronger .Ulfa hit his chest many times hoping to ease the tightness that squeezed his breath.

" Astaghfirullah haladhimm.....!" Ulfa beristighfar, he closed his eyes and exhaled softly.

Shock, pain, disappointment and guilt were jumbled in his heart at this moment.