Gus ROKHIM, The Wound Cover

CHAPTER 17 # WOUND

upon awakening from fainting, Himma tried to collect pieces of memory about what had happened.

yes he remembers now before he fainted earlier ulfa the friend has been saying home because he will be proposed even will immediately carry out the Kabul ijab, his heart again felt pierced by a sharp dagger,and the dagger had incised a deep wound in his heart when he remembered the name of the man who would marry his best friend....

" *he is Gus Rohman....."

".he is Gus Rohman*..."

again the whisper of his best friend was always ringing in his ears.The tears seemed not to stop flowing

the pain is very painful

the more he brushed off the pain, but the wound in his heart felt deeper and deeper

until late at night, he could not stop crying

"so because of this she said sorry" inner himma as she recalled the last message she got from the man who made her wound

right at midnight when all the residents of the pesantren have fallen asleep in a dream,himma got up from the bed with a giant step he walked towards the bathroom to abudhu he wanted to spill all this tightness to the owner of love.

yes, the best way right now is to honor the Almighty

"o Allah, I seek refuge in You from the temptation of the devil who whispers the words of despair .Thou art omnipotent I believe that all this is the will of Thy Muhqolibal qulub.If he is indeed not You doomed for me then strengthen me, bless them , give happiness to them, Rob, let me cry tonight to shed all this pain, so that tomorrow I can smile to welcome the happiness that You have prepared for me."

that is the grievance which he confers upon the possessor of the majesty of love

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" *Allah forgive me for breaking my promise to him, if we are not in a match, God give us strength to face all this."

" yes Robbi I was sick but could not refuse this match because I did not want to make Abah and Umi disappointed."

" my Lord I believe Your will is the best, if we are weak then strengthen it, if we are sick then heal it, and only to You do we ask for strength*."

if Himma feels pain and disappointment then she feels the same way Gus Rohman also hurts, sick because he has reneged on the promise that has been said from his lips, and he has also felt the same, sick because he can not live side by side with the person who has filled his heart.sick because his love ran aground

he also cried as much as he could, without realizing the sound of crying was heard from outside his room so that made the Umi curious about the sound of crying.

after finishing the evening prayer with her husband Umi came out of her room to take water,but when passing through his first son's room he heard a hiccup from behind the door.because curious Umi also approached the room and opened the door slowly by chance the door was not locked....

that cry sounded so heartbreaking as a mother of course she felt something was wrong with her son.

slowly the umi approached the son who was not aware of the arrival of the umi.

" the......!" call her slowly

(le ...or tole is the Javanese call for boys)

suddenly the call made Gus Rohman turned his head when the 28-year-old man gathered before the Umi.

" what's the matter.....?" ask umi quietly while rubbing her son's head