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Chapter 19 Go home...

"Honey.. "

Andrian's body shook towards his wife. There was only a cry that broke the silence.

The gallant man now looked weak even helpless at all. It seems Andrian is not able to stand on his feet while his strength is stretched stiff on the bed.

Rooms that always feel warm will romance, ignorance and small conflicts. Now the room that has always been a silent witness to the growth of love becomes silent.

Andrian trembled and kissed the wife's hand. Hands that are always outstretched caressing his face full of love now this hand feels weak without calm. The hand that always returned the grip now can only Andrian himself who grasped.

Should Andrian give up his love. Andrian will do that. Or Andrian will be completely destroyed.

"Darling, did you hear me. Where my lanterns are, why are you now. Please gohome. Don't make me worry. Don't you miss me and baby Amar. Do you know baby Amar is growing bigger and bigger. He is healthy and lacks nothing because you always give him love. But, you're so mean to me. If baby Amar you give life why don't I. Wake up, give me the sweet smile you always show. So that I feel alive again. Don't make me get lost, you go, please go home.. "

There was no response at all from the woman Andrian had spoken to. Asthma still feels at home with her long sleep. I don't even know how broken her husband was. Even the gallant body has now become unkempt thin.

Asthma seems comfortable with all this, as if too much pain that Asthma feels. Maybe Asthma is too tired to survive. Accompanying the husband to receive the pleasure of Allah.

The goals they made seemed to stop on the road. Andrian could not if he had to step alone. Andrian still needs Asthma. But why did God give such a painful trial.

"Darling you know! today was so exhausting for me. Especially too much temptation. But you do not belong to me, love and my whole soul belongs to you. Belongs to a Laila Asma Ar-rohman. I'll wait for you to come back to the end of my power."

"Darling, are you tormented by this situation. Please tell me. Hiks. ap. what should I do. I have to let you go, but I can't. Please don't force me to be strong if my power is only on you."

Andrian hugged his wife's body gently as if she was afraid that it would hurt Asthma. Andrian dipped his wife's pale cheeks trembling, as if this was just a nightmare. If in the past the wife will reply to anything she did but this time Andrian can only make his own music.

Andrian has made up his mind.. Whatever happens Andrian will never remove medical devices attached to the body Asthma. Andrian was sure the wife would be healed, would wake up and reapon all the longing.

Let's say that Andrian is crazy, selfish about everything. Andrian doesn't know, if what he did hurt Asthma. But Andrian did not care, if with this tool the wife can still breathe then Andrian vowed not to take it off.

If Andrian in his room is busy with his business. And so did all the families of Al-muzaky. Everyone gathered in the living room with Fatimah holding baby Amar.

They talked about what happened today. Andrian is like a madman who knows no direction.

"You see when Andrian is like that, pity Asthma!"

"We don't know, we also know how Andrian loved Asthma so much but whether this is good for Asma and Andrian himself!"

"Who will persuade Andrian to release Asthma, if this is sorry for Asthma too!"

But we don't know how to persuade him!"

Likewise Bagas as a friend can not do anything. That's how Andrian is if he loves someone. It was hard for him to let go.

"Let it be mah, Bagas was sure Andrian would not have the heart if he had to hurt his own wife with the tool!"

"But when will Bagas, this has been four months more. Even all the doctors gave up on this state of affairs!"

"Astagfirullah mama realized, if death only belongs to God. Doctors can only diagnose. Perhaps this is a hint that God the brother of Asma will surely wake up. Mama remember! two hours the doctor said Asma's brother died but in fact God willed another, Asthma still survive until now. Maybe Asthma needs our support not weakness. We can only do what, everything is God's control,"

Aunt Aisyah fell silent, as if slapped by every word her nephew spoke. Bagas did call mama to aunt Aisyah as well as Fatimah and Ali called mama to aunt Melati. Because their little selari live one roof with both parents each. In contrast to Asma which is a small self has separated the house.

Ayesha's aunt could only be privileged many times to feel sinful because she had doubted God.

Nothing is impossible if God wills. Why we as humans often doubt God's resolve. Because our faith is too weak to study.

"We leave it that way, we can only wait for the miracle of God. We don't know what the secret behind all this is. If in the end Brother Asma left, maybe this is his destiny. We can only strengthen Brother Andrian from now on!"

Fatimah timpal, again everything was silent with their own minds. Uncle Fahmi and uncle Bayu just silent not to join at all. The two uncles could only continue to think about where to bring Asthma to return.

It feels hard for the Al-Muzaky family to face all this. They should feel lost again. And, why should all the family of the brother.

Baby Amar is a child, she needs a mother's love. However, they don't know if Asthma will survive or not.

The little baby fell asleep comfortably in Fatimah's arms. It's as if baby Amar isn't bothered by what adults are talking about. Even the age of one month until now baby Amar is not fussy at all. Baby Amar seemed to understand this situation. Baby Amar will cry if she feels thirsty. And, quickly Andrian will bring the son to the source of his life.

Why are they still doubtful, but God with his Spirit-man brought out milk at the source even though the mother's eyes were closed. Is it not a sign of God's great power. Why still doubt!

Throw away doubt because God hates it. Be assured that the miracle of God will come. Never give up in prayer, keep asking in strong faith. That someday God will surely show his power.

Uh. ea.

"Uluh. thirsty yes, a little darling. Let's call abi first.."

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