Gorgeous

The thing that changed me (part 2)

It has been a few days of diet intention was just a discourse, which happened instead I feel my life is very beautiful, happy and perfect. At least, I don't have to think about anything that goes into my body, finally the gratitude comes to me.

Until that morning at break...

(Library)

"Heh, nerd cow! When are you going to Deket-deket Wira? Realize you are just a ugly human being!" Desi shouted from the door to my desk.

"Didn't you realize yah, he's got a rich face mop? Or don't do it again! The thickness is very high abisnya" added Dhea

"Lu tuh realized already poor, rich face lap mop, body rich dairy cow again pregnant. Like the word, Wira for you Anugrah, you for the Wira misfortune" Desi poked me

"Once again I tannemin equally lu, conscious cow spindles" continued Desi brought her face closer to me

"Remain again you guys? There was no realisation of being a person" The hero came from the direction of the light that was shining from the door

"No, it's just a task" said Desi shocked

"Gw heard everything! If you're still rich gini to Pita, you see tomorrow the day after your life you want to be rich how?" mencam Wira pointed to Desi

"Yuk to class" Invite the Hero to pull my hand.

Why, at that time I felt that all the words of Desi to me were true. Yes it seems true that I always feel safe when with the Hero comes like a gift, but the Hero who always saves me is trapped in a problem that he never made, he said, and it might be a disaster I gave her.

The feeling came as if skinning my heart, never did I feel that I was looking at Wira with such pain, without a fault of me or the Hero. I don't want to lock Wira in a disaster for her, while I'm having fun with the gifts she creates.

Time passed like flowing rushing water, unceasing by the thoughts and pain I felt at that moment. All the things described by the teacher at that time I did not listen at all, in my otaku only thought of one thing how I could be with Wira without me being a disaster for him. The thought continued to rage until the school hours were over, even throughout the journey I could not say much to the Hero.

(Red light on the road to the house)

"That's so pretty!" the hero's call woke me up.

It was seen by me that a mature woman was passing in front of us. In tall slim and white.

"Pits... Pith .. Ribbon...!" The hero shouted to me.

But for the first time, I ignored the words of the Hero.

Arriving home, without a greeting I immediately opened the door and did not pay attention to whether there are people or not in my house. Upon entering the room I unconsciously locked the door, and after that I stood in front of the mirror, staring back at me. Now that I am more aware, what Desi said is all true, it is clear that my shortcomings when looking in the mirror. I looked back at my face deeper, and suddenly a sense of resentment arose against the woman who had been passing through the red light, I realized I was angry and vengeful towards that woman, because I was not as beautiful as her, my skin is not like her, and my body is far beyond her. That feeling convinced me even more that I should leave Wira. But when the name I mentioned in my heart, I didn't want to leave her.

Is this the feeling of love? Or do I just feel dependent on the Hero.

Until one answer I met from my own mouth ...

"I must be beautiful." I looked at my face in the mirror.

That day, nature seemed to approve of what I said. The endorphins in my brain seem to be peaking. It was very late afternoon for me to prepare merchandise but everything I had prepared, which I had only known my clothes to wear this time I washed it myself, I went back to tidying up and cleaning my room which was actually clean and tidy because my mother had cleaned it while I was at school. I remember the article the other day, Rad's main keyword is just one, which is moving your body.

In the afternoon without lunch I continued my movement by jogging around my house, and after lunch I only ate half of my portion of food usually maybe even smaller than half.

(Feeding room)

"Why are you, diet?" ask me to see my portion of food

"Yes sir" I replied with a smile

"Cowok wants you slim? Or did you get bullied at school?" my father's question attacked me

"No, sir, so my friend was not in school. It turns out that the reason is because he was too fat, he was always difficult if the road, he said there was also a disease from his obesity he had cholesterol, hypertension just as his heart was closed fat. Pita thought, if Pita is rich, how would you like mommy to be father?" my words lie, what I'm actually telling you is Rad whose story I read the other day.

"Yes, Mom also saw the show Doctor. He said that there are a lot of strange diseases as young people now due to obesity." huh .

From the chat finally my father did not put a lot of question marks again to me, about what the reason I diet, and my parents also supported me well with my dietary decisions.

Today, from all my morning shreds God replied with a beautiful afternoon, now I know, that it was as warm as morning, and the light was soothing, just like Wira ...