Gita Dusk Geetruida

Accept It

While Aya tries to make peace with her fate, in contrast to Clay, Aya's older brother who lives a life that seems fine but in fact has to face a strange struggle according to him; the presence of offspring, who, his love for Joseph.

"Bang, help me .." said Clay, who was sitting pale in the bathroom. It has been since last night Clay endured the pain in the area of his abdomen and waist, but only this morning he dared to try to move to the bathroom he was afraid of coming out again, spots, if more spots she can miscarry again.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" yusuf panicked when he saw blood pooling around the bathroom floor where Clay was sitting.

Clay was crying. "Bang, it looks like I'm going to miscarry again, hiks"

"Ssttt, not necessarily dear. Let's go to the hospital, let's get you treated, yeah." Take Joseph with his weak wife.

In the hospital.

"One of your fetuses is not developing and the other is very weak. I'm sorry doctor Yusuf, we have to do a curette on your wife immediately" the obstetrician said after checking Clay's condition.

"Is there no other way to defend that weak fetus?" hope Yusuf.

The doctor shook his head weakly, "Sorry Doctor Yusuf, I regret to say, the fetus is untenable. We have to do curettage immediately otherwise your wife will continue to bleed and it is dangerous for your wife's health."

"Alright, please follow up, Doc." Joseph could only resign even though he and Clay were desperate to have children, but circumstances were not possible.

On the one hand, Joseph was very sad over the loss of 2 fetuses at once but, as a husband Joseph did not want to show his sadness. In this situation, Joseph must be able to strengthen and encourage his wife.

"Darling, I beg you to accept the fate outlined for us. Rest assured, God will give a substitute for the children who have died before we even see them" hibir Joseph.

"But bang .. This is the third time I miscarried and we have lost 4 of our prospective children. I'm not sure I can get pregnant again and give you offspring."

"Darling, you can't say that. Do not precede the will of God. Optimistic, one day you can get pregnant again. What matters is that you're healthy first, okay?"

Clay breathed slowly. "Well, what if I can't get pregnant again?"

"Honey, please ... ." Please Yusuf.

"I just want to know what you think if we don't have children in the end?" Clay's Cecar.

"Yes, how else? We will be together until death do us part. Even if we don't have children, we're not alone, are we? There are still many parents who look forward to children like us and also .. maybe we can adopt children whose presence is not desired by parents," Joseph's solution.

"I'm sorry, Bang."

"Hey, you don't have to apologize. It's not all your fault. We have tried to care for and maintain your content, so you have to bedrest completely and consume boosters. We have given everything to the Almighty, so rest assured this is the best for us."

"Bang ... ."

"Yes, honey?"

"If you want to have your own children, then I allow you to marry again" Clay said in a soft voice.

"Bang, I really want to cradle a child. At least you're looking for a woman who'll give birth to you, we'll raise her together."

"I don't want to share my love with any woman other than you."

"There's no need to love her, just marry her and get her pregnant and give you offspring. I sincerely share with the woman, but if she is not willing, just divorce. Take custody of the child and we raise the child later."

"Quite Clay, you think it'll be that easy? Never mind, I don't want anything for that reason. Please, don't talk about this again." Strictly Joseph who ignited emotions heard the words of his wife. Forced to leave Clay sobbing, Joseph had to calm himself, so he went to prayer and ablution. Only God knows the condition of his heart, only God is the place to complain.

***

"Arrabella, Mr. Katsuro asked me to ask your grief, would you like if he asked you out?" ask Irene.

"Which Lord Katsuro, huh?"

"The warlord you served before Akeno last night" Irene explained.

"Oh master, what does it mean that your mother will redeem me?" There was a glimmer of hope behind the question Aya asked Irene.

"Ah, no. He'll pay you dearly, but he doesn't mean to redeem you. He just wants you to accompany him for a few nights in particular."

"Specialised suspension?" Both of Aya's hazelnut eye beads that had sparkled so dim. It turned out that the man did not want to make up for it, only wanted to have it for a few nights. The shadow of the incident when Isao carried and held him in a special tangsi back across.

"How, Arrabella? Irene waited for Aya's decision.

"According to mommy, how's Mr Katsuro?" Aya answered Irene's question with another question.

"Hm, you yourself already felt how Mr. Katsuro treated you last night, so I think you know better. Whatever your decision, I accept. Only, if you accept his offer of course you will get a decent payment."

"Ah, that master ..the old man was concerned only with his needs, he did not think of me being dissatisfied when playing with him after all he only gave me 50 gulden tips last night," sahut Aya after a moment of thought.

"Ahaha, you're getting smarter, Arrabella. It turns out that you already know the pleasure of playing with men and hope for a bonus that is worth the satisfaction you give," Irene tease makes Aya blush.

Irene's assessment is correct. Aya has already understood how it works as an ianjo girl and also began to enjoy her work.

Despite having to pawn self-esteem, the young Dutch noni body already knows what its needs are .. touched, loved, mutually satisfying and paid for. Ah, Aya can only hope that he does not get stuck and choose to do the magical thing as his livelihood in the future.

Because, his profession as jugun ianfu makes Aya enough just to act until sweating in a comfortable place, do not have to desperately work hard under the hot sun for a fee that may not be much.

As a normal human being, who would not want to do something easy in a good place then get paid fairly compared to working in an uncomfortable place but paid a little? It's just that, Aya who is still a teenager is still sane enough and can distinguish which something is halal and haram. Like the stolen sweet, unclean fruit contains toxins and millions of consequences, but the halal fruit is definitely good for the health of the body and soul.

"For additional information, Mr. Katsuro plays an important role in the sustainability of the ianjo. No one would survive if they offended him. That's why I hope, you just accept his offer than later we are made difficult. After all, he is classified as selective and only certain girls are chosen," said Irene disperse daydreams Aya.

"Alright, mi. Just set it up, it seems that I have no choice but to accept it," Aya said making Irene smile happily.