Gita Dusk Geetruida

I Want to Forget

Did not feel Aya had almost a month of living in Banjar Masin. Participate in the activities of Mama Alif and also learn to teach with the children of Alif and Amar. To fill her time, Aya wrote some stories. His brain must be active so as not to be lazy to think, there is a desire to continue studies, lectures as before but Aya did not reveal to Agastya.

Aya did not want if she said later even Agastya burdened, now the hope is only one .. can soon become pregnant Agastya child. So since reuniting with Agastya, Aya no longer continues the use of pregnancy-preventing injections as she routinely did while still in Evergreen guesthouse first. Because she is 22 years old, her body is certainly very ready to be fertilized by her husband's seeds mentally, Aya believes she is able to become a mother

Ever since Aya lived with him back, Agastya decided to stop being barren. He did not want to have to leave his wife for days or even months like the time before meeting Aya. With the help of capital from Mr. Takeshi first and the injection of funds from Mr. Ruslan, Agastya opened a business in front of his house, which is a kind of wood processing plant and sold the results in the form of beams and boards there.

Mr. Ruslan Zain and Zais, Zain's younger brother from his second wife's brother fulfilled a promise to help Agastya build a simple house made of ulin wood. Aya was very happy and immediately felt comfortable when she first entered their home, the house they had long dreamed of, even since they were just married first.'

"How, honey?" Agastya asked for his wife's opinion.

"Alhamdulillah. This is amazing, my mom. The process is quick too, yeah."

"Hu-um, because the ingredients are available, the exchange is also a lot so just the process again."

"Gee, must have spent a lot of money to make a house, fill it up keep making a place in front."

"Yes, baby. But that's okay, God has provided sustenance and money can be sought. It's okay the term is all-out as long as we can be happy, enjoying life together like this. For me as long as there is something to eat every day and we can wear decent clothes, that is enough. The important thing is to be grateful and enjoyed and never compare what we have with the property of others" Agastya told his wife.

"Mas ... for the day after tomorrow, it turns out that Mama Alif prepared special clothes for us,"

"Oh, yes"

"Look, Mama Alif asked us to give it a try. Here he sews himself, you know. I just bought the materials," Aya opened the neatly folded raw.

"Well, it's just a simple event. The study continues to eat with friends and neighbors," replied Agastya while taking the clothes that Aya thrust at her.

"Yes his name is also sustenance, mas. No protest said Mama Alif. We also have to document when we put on these clothes, make mementos, "Aya took off the clothes she was wearing and changed into the clothes Zain's wife made for her.

"Mas, please button it," Aya turned her back to her newly-completed husband putting up her own clothes."

"Well, this is .. try turning around, baby." Agastya was wide-eyed when she saw the look of his wife.

"This is it, what is mas? I even feel like a bride, hihi."

"Yes right, we wear this shirt like a couple, baby. You look so pretty. I just wear a skullcap, keep your hair shouldered, given a small crown and a long veil, it's like a real bride" Agastya said.

"Eh yes mas, this is Mama Alif also prepared a long cloth for this veil."

"Oh .. happened to be we got married very simply, there was no celebration whatsoever. So the day after tomorrow, we'll be celebrating the new house and having a delayed reception."

"May too, mas. Apparently Mama and Abah Alif deliberately prepared all this for us."

"Whose Latif?"

"That's, running Zain's ship to find wood in the woods."

"Well, I don't mess with your friends, ma'am."

"Yes, but they've got it on you, baby. Even bang Latif .. sorry, ever put on your services at Evergreen's guesthouse the night before I found you."

Dhegs! Aya's heart rippled as her husband mentioned the name of the inn. At once Aya became sad and worthless as a woman, but she did not want to show it to Agastya.

"Ehm, mas .. in the past one day I used to serve at least 3 men, so it was only natural that I forgot how many men had touched my body, how do those who have used my services to relieve the true desires of men like you" replied Aya who was happy now turned moody since her husband called 'Wisma Evergreen'.

"Dear, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to."

"I understand, mas. Is it important for you to know even the name of the man who was my customer once, and then you will compare your game to theirs, right?"

"No, hon. I shouldn't even say that. Sorry."

"I just want to forget, mas .. but you remind me who I am and how sinful I am. But as long as you know, I have indeed failed to keep my body purity from the touch of men other than you but mas, my love is pure only for you long ago. No one can replace you in my heart, though .. There are only men better than you, who are able to satisfy me and treat me gently, but I am hikkks," Aya was already unable to hide her heart wound which made the corner of her eyes wet.

"Already, never mind. Don't continue. I know baby, I know. I'm sorry I hurt you again. I was actually trying to be careful of that guy because he once asked me to 'loan you'."

"Huh, lend me how does that mean?" Aya frowned hearing Agastya's words.

"Well, he said if you want to too, and I don't mind, then what you do will greatly help our financial condition later."

"Crazy, where do I want to be? I tried so hard to be free from that curse. Uh this even turns out there's a nice guy like that. So polite, use an excuse event to the husband whose wife wants him to use as his bed partner. Huh, depraved and uncivilized," said Aya.

"Em .. a-I'm just you taking care of yourself, limiting your association with people like that, baby."

"Ah, without you asking me to know what to do, mas. Looking after my eyes, keeping my aurat, keeping my mouth, I know it's all mas and I try to take care of my marwah, as Mr. Ruslan said the other day for you, my husband. Well, even though I can't change my past but in the future I want to live better, more useful to others."

"Hm, once again I'm sorry, baby. Really I'm just afraid you're teased by a man who might be richer, more handsome than me."

"Hah this mas .. Even if there is a man who is 1,000 times richer, more handsome than you, I still choose you, because I love you."

Agastya quickly grabbed Aya really she had been wrong in conveying her heart's intentions, but a hug could definitely heal Aya's annoyance at her.