
Do not keep the name of the person we cannot reach in the heart, if that person already belongs to someone else. Believe me, if you keep doing that, then be prepared to fight a war with yourself later on. The biggest enemy in life is ourselves. Nothing instant, delete it slowly. Hard rocks alone will thin if the waves are always smashing, let alone just a love that does not arrive, just trying to all will go and be erased by itself.
In the car driving down the streets of the capital, a smile still had not gone from Rachel's lips. Everything was done, now he felt much more relieved. After conversing with the newlyweds, who had once stopped in her heart, Rachel was determined to forget everything.
Keyla is a very nice person, if perhaps Rachel is in Keyla's position, not necessarily going to easily forgive the woman who blatantly says she loves her husband. But Keyla did just that, and the woman felt guilty about what happened. Feeling guilty for wanting more love and happiness to have Gerry alone.
But Keyla is indeed an extraordinary woman, the level of spaciousness of her chest can not be compared with anyone. Nestapa's life that happened because of her husband, still did not make the woman grudge. And yes, we will reap happiness from a sense of patience.
"I hope, in the future we can be good friends and congratulations for your marriage with Bagas may happiness always be with you." Keyla's words were still spinning in Rachel's memory. He had to thank Bagas, thanks to which he found these sincere people in his life.
Rachel who had been silent since then, and just looked out the car window now turned to look at her future husband.
"Imacute." Rachel.
"For ?" Ask Bagas, still concentrating on driving.
"For this life, for this happiness." Rachel said.
" Are you happy ?" Tanya Bagas turned to stare at the bead that always looked sad.
"Yes, I'm much happier now." Said Rachel still staring at Bagas who turned his eyes back to the streets.
Bagas grabbed Rachel's hand and held it tightly. If only he hadn't been driving, he would have grabbed this simple girl into his arms. True said Papi Manaf will not be difficult to love him, because Rachel is a very simple girl and it will be easy to fall in love with him.
Rachel smiled shyly as Bagas kissed her hand. This was the first time Rachel had felt any part of her body being touched by someone else's kiss. Even though it was only a hand yet a strange hissing spread all over his body.
Bagas again let go of Rachel's hand, switched to shuffling the hair of the girl who had been seen blushing and then returned to concentrate on the streets in front of her.
Rachel turned her eyes back to the buildings lined up on the outskirts of the streets of Jakarta. Dispelling the heart that somehow suddenly beat so fast when Bagas' face flashed in his eye fertilizer.
"Let's get down, we're there." Take Bagas after parking his white car in front of a boutique that provides wedding necessities.
"we have arrived." Rachel said while releasing the seat belt on her body. Avoiding his gaze met Bagas and made the heart beat even more.
After getting out of the car, Bagas again grabbed Rachel's hand and then linked his fingers between Rachel's little fingers.
"I really like to hold hands, so get used to yourself." Said Bagas because he felt Rachel wanted to release her hand from Bagas' grasp.
"I like it." Rachel answered briefly and Bagas Hanaya smiled.
They stepped into the boutique to take the order that had been prepared. Bagas simply took a card from his wallet and handed it to Rachel. She chose to sit in the consumer waiting room, while Rachel walked to the desk of the employee who had prepared the wedding package.
Rachel walked back to where Bagas was with a large paper bag containing two boxes already in her hands. Wedding dresses are also tuxedo folded neatly in each box in the paper bag.
" The ring ?" Ask Bagas when Rachel was already standing before him.
Bagas stood up from his seat, then grabbed the paper bag that was in Rachel's hands. The girl remained silent as Bagas clasped her hand again and stepped out of the boutique.
"Want to go for a walk ?" Ask Bagas after they get in the car.
" Aren't you busy ?" Rachel asked looking at the man who was also looking at her. And again make Bagas clucked because the question is always answered Rachel with questions.
"Where are you going ?" Ask Bagas again.
"I want to visit my mother." Rachel answered, now shifting her eyes. "I haven't visited him since I got back from Bali." Connect Rachel.
"I'm sorry, there's too much work to do before the wedding." Say Bagas felt guilty.
Bagas began to drive his car to the grave of his future mother-in-law. The mother-in-law she's been taking care of for over a month.
In the car still silent, Rachel is not smart if starting a conversation, for that she will only be silent if Bagas does not invite her to talk.
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Like a common cemetery, the view there is only mounds of land with green grass on the oangkas neatly above it.
Rachel walked with Bagas who was always clutching her fingers tightly. A white rose was also held in her arms by her other hand.
Arriving at a cemetery that has not contained dense grass, Bagas also humbled his body. Crouching next to Rachel who was putting the white rose on top of her mother's grave. The two send in'a favor to Mala's mother.
Ask for blessing ? Bagas had already done that in the Hospital moments before all the tools that helped Mala's mother were removed from her body. Although the middle-aged woman was no longer able to respond, Bagas was sure the mother of the girl he was about to marry could hear what she was saying back then.
Time just passed by, like a date, but Bagas and Rachel did that next to Mom's grave. Rachel shared her life story with the mother who struggled alone to send her to school because Dad had gone to God first.
"Is there a country you want to visit ?" Bagas asked Rachel as they began walking away from the tomb towards the car.
"Nothing." Rachel answered briefly. He never dreamed of traveling abroad, getting a job and living well, just that simple thing that led him all along.
"You're out of town ?" Ask Bagas again. She had already vacated her schedule for three days after the wedding. It was possible that time he could use to get closer to this girl.
"The peak can be ? papi said he had a villa there." Rachel.
"Well, after marriage." Bagas and Rachel nodded.
The car that brought them back split the streets of the capital into the old Bagas' residence. Rachel had fallen asleep comfortably in the passenger seat. Half a meaningful day, that's Bagas' mind. As she began to feel other feelings for this girl, all the time they passed by both meant a lot to her.
Bagas pulled his car over the shoulder of the road, removed the snelli that was still attached to his body and covered Rachel's tiny body with the white coat, in order to dispel the wind from outside the window of the car that Rachel left open..
"I love you." Whisper the Bagas slowly and then kiss Rachel's forehead very carefully.