Girl One Night

Hope That Is Painful

" Gerry "

I woke up just before six in the morning, hoping Keyla would still be in the same bed as me but my heart was breaking, again I didn't find her on my bed. the empty place beside me was already cold, it meant that the woman who had slept there had already left since then.

The events of five years ago in the hotel room where we stayed were as if they were playing back in my memory. I inhaled my breath slowly and exhaled slowly in annoyance.

drrtt.

"What's Rachel ?" I'm a little upset. Not upset with Rachel but upset with my own circumstances.

"Sorry sir, I only provide information if the package has been sent and received by security personnel at home." Answer Rachel.

"Alright Rachel, accept." I said then immediately put an end to the call from the secretary papa who will be my secretary a little more.

I didn't want to wait any longer and got out of bed to the bathroom. I want to see Keyla first before you go to Papa's office.

I understand with his attitude of wanting to stay away, maybe he doesn't want to get too close to me. However, we really know the new two days. Well it's not a problem, today I just want to see it even if only from a distance.

I'm wearing official clothes that are already available in my dressing room because today is an important meeting with the board of directors for my appointment as the new President Director replacing papa.

After making sure everything was neat, I walked out of my house to the garage where my other car was. Because I left my car in papa's office yesterday, today I'm using my other car. Slowly out of my yard to the streets.this is still very early in the morning but the road has begun to look a lot of vehicles that just pass.

My car stopped at any street right in front of the cafe but I didn't get out of my car. Like I said, I just wanted to see it from a distance.

And no matter how long the sports car I was driving yesterday came out of the apartment area across the street and stopped behind the white car..

My heart is like it's squeezed strong, it was very painful to see Keyla with the office stellan and her hair drenched slightly out of the car with her trademark sweet smile greeting the man in a white coat who was leaning on the car door..

"Is it because of this that she quickly left my house this morning ? what because I made a pact with the man who was waiting for him on this side of the road." Ah turns out to be this sick if too hopeful.it hurts to see him with no burden talking to the man in front of him, Sometimes I take my breath that hurts, but I don't want to leave my place.

I saw the man I could guess a doctor had opened the door to his car, it seemed like their meeting was over, but the man again locked it up. It seemed like he had forgotten something, I don't know if that's what it's clear she's getting back to Keyla.. My heart ached even more as the man touched Keyla's wet hair which he fondly draped, don't forget her warm gaze, even though Keyla was staring at her flat as I was looking at her, I still had a pain in seeing other men touching her.

" Fuck, asshole." I grabbed the steering wheel of my car and soon passed from there. I really don't want to see the next scene that's going to make me even more hurt.

Maybe he's the guy who sent the message last night. Expecting something we cannot achieve will be painful. Releasing may be better than having to force it is also useless because surely the result will not be good.

It does take time to erase this feeling, but surely this feeling will disappear. Almost five years ago I just always hoped fate would bring us together again and he would welcome me well. But again - again the reality slaps me, that not everything we want will always work out properly.

Sometimes I take a deep breath, then go back to exhaling slowly, hoping that the tightness in my chest comes out with my breath.

No longer wanting to care about anything, I kept driving my car to the company that from today will be mine. I'll be busy starting today, and it's good luck to me. Maybe I'll start learning to forget it with my busy life.

Arriving at the office it turns out that papa is not there, it is still too early but I still set my feet towards the papa room..

It looks like Rachel has been sitting in her seat right in front of the room papa might be preparing the file to be used today, a little surprised to see my arrival. But he still let me into the papa's room, because papa has not come.

I did it all that night with a crunching feeling, I enjoyed her body as well fearing hurting her. I did it with love, I treated her as the precious woman of my life even though our story was only one night. But still everything was meaningless to him, which he knew I was a buyer and he was a seller..

The clear liquid came out again through the corner of my eyes when I closed it, the breath I just inhaled was painful, my chest felt tight when I thought back to Keyla who I would not be able to reach.

"I want to be with him, only him I don't want anything else..

Key I love you." I'm lirih.

I don't know how long I slept on the sofa in the room, I woke up from my deep sleep when I heard the door being pushed and looked like papa was sitting on the same sofa as me.

" Is there a problem, son ?" ask papa.

"No pa." I answered while getting up from the sofa.

" Said Anggun you brought Miss Keyla to your house." Ask papa.

"Ckk. ka Anggu his mouth is leaking a lot." I'm Upset.

"Don't get too close, Handoko is very strict when it comes to her family." Said Papa. "Again the child was the result of Ratih's affair with his poor lover. Many have come to ask for the girl but Handoko seems to take care of her strictly. Don't damage your reputation just because of such a girl, Alisa the right girl for you." Connect papa.

Degs.. I'm speechless about the fact that I got today, hardened jaws, not just because I found out that Keyla was a child with such a tragic story, but I don't want anyone to insult her, including papa.

"Don't ever bother him if papa still hopes I'll be in this company." I said firmly Then I got up from the sofa where I was sitting and walked out of the papa room in annoyance.

I decided to let Keyla go, but I don't know why I want anyone to put him down. I kept taking my footsteps to the company lobby, somewhere I wanted to go.. Seen some papa business colleagues who did plant their shares here walk into the company lobby..

And there it is, with a black Skirt also Blezer that looks fit in his slender body. and do not forget his long hair that is just scattered just to make him look beautiful.. I was silent looking at him, he looked calm with his trademark smile coming closer to me to greet with other papa colleagues.

It's still early in the morning but since this is indeed a very important event in the company, it already looks crowded in papa's company.

Papa and Rachel, who were loyal, stood behind him and greeted the invited guests today.

Thank you for attending Miss Keyla Aprillia.. Papa to Keyla, looks friendly when he just said this girl in front of me.

Keyla smiled at papa's stale greeting. Papa invites all colleagues and some company officials to enter the room that has been prepared..

I also walked beside my father, sometimes I looked back where Keyla was.. The look we met, the sad look with that flat face really made my heart rustle again..

" Can I forget it ?" my inner

Keyla wait for you to ruin my world..