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Epilogue - Ayase Saki's Diary

Epilogue - Ayase Saki's Diary

June 7th (Sunday)

When I said that I was relieved, I really felt so.

I could tell right away just from meeting her that she wasn't a bad person.

At the same time, he was a very considerate person.

He is willing to put new hot water in the bath after finishing the bath.

I didn't expect him to enter Suisei High School either.

8 June (Monday)

Asamura-kun called me at school.

Contrary to my expectations, Asamura-kun is a very flat person.

I don't like it when he just believes rumors about me, but I can't do anything about it. I know exactly how other people think of me.

I'm upset. But he accepted that I was angry.

He was probably the first person I've ever met who would fit in with me like that.

June 9th (Tuesday)

Memo: Asamura-kun likes his eggs with soy sauce.

From today onwards, I will cook the food.

Asamura-kun will be looking for high-paying part-time job information for me, so I will make him breakfast and dinner.

He apologized for not being able to find anything, but I knew it wouldn't be this easy.

Especially asking for help from strangers.

If I could do that…

10 June (Wednesday)

Urk, it feels so embarrassing…

To think he would hear that.

I didn't want to look like a fool, so I tried to keep my hard work a secret.

Maaya came to visit us. He was still as noisy as ever.

The three of us played together, and laughed a lot. How long has it been since I laughed like that.

We exchanged LINE contacts.

Indeed, just like its nature, Asamura-kun keeps a photo of the scenery as his profile photo.

Thank you.

11 June (Thursday)

I should pay more attention when I dry my panties in my room, huh.

Fortunately, he didn't try anything strange with it.

But…

He said he would do nothing. He claimed to have such a desire, but stated that having it and acting as desired was a different matter.

I totally agree.

Every time I hear his opinion, I realize that I am always sympathetic. Maybe that's why I feel so relaxed.

Asamura-kun is a dangerous person.

He understands me very well.

12 June (Friday)

Asamura-kun scolded me for the first time.

Being carried away by the situation, I even told him about it. Even though I don't want to remember it anymore. However, it seems like he experienced something similar with me. Although I didn't ask for details.

We talked about a lot of things, but there was something I couldn't tell him.

I was willing to sell my body.

13 June (Saturday)

At night, it was just me and Asamura-kun at dinner time.

Mother and stepfather went to dinner together outside.

Asamura-kun is the one who thought about it. It proves once again that he is very attentive even about the smallest details.

That's why I can't call him 'Nii-san'.

Once I start calling him that, I will definitely continue to rely on him.

That's all I can't allow.

I'm sorry, Asamura-kun.

But...every time I called him Asamura-kun, deep down in my heart, there was another emotion that started to appear, a different emotion as I called him ‘Nii-san’.

This was a feeling I had never experienced, and I was unable to name it either.

I just realized that I became self-conscious about Asamura-kun.

These emotions make me feel uncertain, even moody.

Even when I intend to sleep, my eyes cannot be closed easily.

If I don't listen to soothing music, to heal my brain cells, my hands and feet can't calm down. Not being able to sleep without listening to music, how could I possibly be independent if it was still like this? I feel pathetic.

… Actually what feeling is troubling my heart.

real sweet