
"I'm going to sleep in Gibran's room tonight, you rest so that you can think clearly and make decisions without hesitation, I don't want to continue this relationship with doubt , because doubt is what will eat your faith and plunge you.!" Milla went to Gibran's room.
" ****, why am I like this, how come Milla said, if I have clbk ama him and actually I like deket ama him?" Sam bertanta oada himself actually what he felt.
But he admitted, he was happy when he was with Clarissa, his heart flowered when Claris painted**, and when Claris did**nya , she falls asleep but she remembers her children and stops Claris and leaves, Milla is right she can't be mad at Claris because she also enjoys it and wants it.
He feels guilty but not to Milla but to Gibran and his future children.
Milla was right she doubted her feelings for Milla because there was still another love that had already occupied her heart.
If these feelings are still there, there is no way she is going through this marriage, again Milla is really sick if love can not have, Sam also wants to be with the person she loves and she wants to be with Clarissa, but what about the children, will they understand his feelings of wanting to be happy with the person he loves, like Milla who understands his circumstances and is willing to let go.
Sam was upset with his feelings that if he hadn't thought about his children he would have chosen Clarissa.
Sam doesn't want his son to hate him, how is this. Sam can't sleep, thinking of all the consequences if he decides as he wishes. Sam is convinced Milla is a good mother she can't possibly affect her child badly, and won't let them hate her either Sam is sure Milla won't stop him from meeting them.
One more time, let one more time he wants to string his love with a heart that used to be blocked by blessing and belief now there is no barrier anymore he can crochet his love. Milla and Gibran are good people they will definitely forgive him and understand him. Because if he survives with Milla, all will no longer be either no warmth and love just a sense of responsibility as a husband and father, pity Milla he deserves to be happy and it is not with him.
Sam doesn't want to live in falsehood, he'll tell Milla tomorrow his decision.
While in Gibran's room, he awoke when he heard the sound of the door opening, Ginran entered a sensitive person he would be easily awakened if there was a sound or light change.
Gibran opened his eyes and it turned out that uminya who entered, Gibran saw the clock wall was already 12 and a half, what's the matter here night-night, night-night, Sam tried to concentrate and read his mind uminya and he heard the turmoil uminya also he saw a photo, photo of his ashes with the woman, oh abi.turned out his ashes are still talking to the woman, he said, Gibran actually knows, he can read the mind of his ashes and his ashes often think of the woman, Gibran ignores it because his important thought abi is still with him and umi, he, Gibran still wants to feel their togetherness and the affection of his brother after 6 years never know his brother, he also likes to live here there are oma and opa mamah and papah also the twins and new friends his life here is crowded therefore he silences his brother's attitude and gives time hopefully his ashes quickly realized, but it turns out he was wrong again this is what happens if he let the wrong one, uminya who will be hurt is enough time given .
Gibran would not let anyone hurt him even if it was his own ashes, Please abi if you want to be with the woman, Gibran will be like umi will release abi, and take umi away with his sisters.
Forgive Gibran umi, because the selfishness of Gibran who wants to be with abi makes umi suffer, forgive Gibran umi.
Gibran heard his ummah crying restrained, um he certainly did not want Gibran to hear and know his sadness.
Gibran clenched his hands, and shed tears, it's his fault who wanted to be with abi so as to persuade umi to marry abi. Gibran was crying restrained he covered his mouth with a blanket so that umi did not hear his cry.
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The sound of birds and the glare of the sun woke him up, the little eyes were open and Gibran saw next to him there was no end, Gibran looked around his room there was no one, maybe um had come down, school is off today.
Gibran rushes down from the bed and into the bathroom, after he is neatly dressed he picks up all his important letters and puts them in a bag, Gibran also carries his shirt not all he carries, he also carries, not to forget the photos of umi and her gadget, she did not bring a photo of her ashes let all about abi left here she wants to start a new life with umi.
All the items that have been tidied up in his storage under the mattress, he then came out not forgetting to bring his cellphone to contact someone.
Gibran went to the dining room, where he was cooking, Gibran's eyes glazed over seeing his tough uminya could hide his sadness in front of everyone.
" Hey baby, good morning .. wah umi's son is handsome, a minute yes, breakfast will be ready soon . Umi kangen cook so umi ask the same chef so this time umi who makes breakfast for all in the same help chef," Milla said with a cheerful face but Gibran knew it was just a mask, but Gibran, this is the first and last meal in general as a form of separation for this family.
" Morning is also umi, Gibran also misses umi cuisine !".Gibran is cheerful.
" Please call the others for breakfast and also call abi !" tell Milla.
" Yes umi !" Actually he was lazy to talk to his brother but he did not want to oppose his umi.
Gibran calls them, they happen to be in the living room but Gibran doesn't see his ashes, he searches the room but nothing, then look for him again to the side garden and his ashes were there turned out to be on the phone and the woman was the one on the phone.
" Look what I'm going to do to you, I'm going to make you suffer without a trace!" gibran Guman slowly.
Sam hangs up and goes after Gibran.
Gibran immediately sat near his ummah as soon as he reached the dining room.
" Umi what do you want Gibran to get ?" ask Gibran attentively.
Milla smiled
" Good attention, thank you. Umi want vegetable soup with potato paste." Milla received Gibran's plate with the food she mentioned.
Gibran then took it upon himself.
they haven't started eating waiting for everyone to finish taking their food and do'a .
" Umi ate a lot for the Gibran sisters !" Gibran then rubbed his umyad stomach.
Milla stopped eating and shed her tears.
" Honey, look at Umi so cry as touched by your attention" said Milla while wiping her tears on the cheeks.
All watching the interaction of mother and child, so sweet and seen how much Gibran loved uminya.
" Twins see how Gibran is as ummah as you are when is so mamah ?" Julia asked the twins.
" Why everyone is different in how to express his affection, do you not feel our affection?" protest the twins.
" The affection of what makes the heart tired mind and physical." Mumbled Julia.
" Yes it's our affection for healthy mamah to exercise and feel life is not lonely and monotonous ." Julia who heard that laughed.
" You guys are so good at ngeles, there's-there's just" said Julia.
" Yes right everyone is different to express his affection even some do not know how to express it and guess their own feelings wrong." gibran said with a smile but King saw something different from his smile and why Gibran called aunty to his usually suave wife. King's feeling said something wasn't right.
It turned out that not only did King feel a different aura to Gibran but Julia and Calvin, even the twins.
" Sister Gibran now is it a holiday what if we go - Jalan ?" take the twins.
Coincidentally Gibran thought
" May but you want to play Maxwell's place, you want to come ?" ask Gibran .
" May my brother seem like fun." they answered.
" Good up !" gibran said and smiled.
King noticed something with that smile. What this little devil planned. Hope everything is okay .
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