
On a bench under a fairly shady tree in the back area of the school, Alisya sat pensively staring at the artificial lake which is also behind Nusa Bangsa High School. the look of sadness was clearly engraved on the beautiful face of Alisya.
For a while Alisya deliberately moved away from his four best friends, he did not want his four best friends to see him as he is today.
"Why am I always wrong in Kheano's eyes?? how much does Kheano hate me, so in Kheano's eyes I'm always wrong??" inner Alisya, involuntarily a clear circle slid beautifully from the corner of her eyes.Alicia immediately rubbed her face, so that no one would see her in such a miserable condition.
Alisya continued to remember the words of Kheano who always cornered her.
Flashback.
This morning when he had just arrived at school, Alisya who as usual was always the center of attention of the school boys, only responded with a smile when some students just say hi to him.
But arriving just as he walked towards his class, Alisya felt that someone was pulling his hand.
"Sister Khe??" the culprit was none other than Kheano. Kheano pulls Alisya's hand and takes her to a classroom that looks quiet.Since today is Saturday, most students do filial work in the school yard.
"You deliberately spread the charm, so as to be the center of attention of one school." unreasonable accusations of Kheano really hurt Alisya's feelings. But not yet Alisya voiced, Kheano again launched a more painful sentence.
"It can't be a girl don't be pretentious!!" I don't know what made Kheano so upset this morning again Alisya became the center of attention of boys in school. until he rebuked Alisya like that.
"So why is Alisya kayak that?? you think Alisya is also happy every day to be the center of attention?? brother why the hell?? Kheano could not answer Alisya at all because he himself was confused why he got the Anger, when he saw the beauty of Alisya became the center of attention of children.
"don't tell me you're jealous" Alisya's probing gaze made Kheano a misbehavior.
A few moments later he returned to voice.
"Don't fuck you!! I just_" Kheano's sentence came to a halt as Alisya interrupted.
"What's just my brother???" alisya asked with a voice starting to rise, because he was already hurt by all the accusations of Kheano.
"Reply!! don't you just shut up, brother??" Puddles began to river in the eye of Alisya.
Alisya was silent for a moment to control her emotions before returning to voice.
"If big sister is really angry at Ica because of the matchmaking, at least don't be too cornering Ica' like this!! it's not just Kheano's brother who is the victim here Ica is also the same as big brother." After pouring out all his heart Alisya brushed off Kheano's hand, he ran away leaving Kheano, although sad and hurt by all Kheano's words, Alisya did not want to look pitiful in front of the man.with all her might she held back tears so as not to spill over in front of Kheano's man.
Wanting to calm down, Alisya headed for a place that he thought could slightly eliminate the taste that was now mixed in his heart.
Flashback.
"God, why does it feel like this pain?? Alisya hit her chest, hoping the tightness lodged there was slightly reduced.
"There are times when we need tears to heal the pain." A person's voice made Alisya turn to the source of the sound.
"You...what are you doing here??" Alisya turned her head, a few moments later she remembered the figure of the man who was now standing with his chest behind her. Alisya immediately stood up from her seat.
"Isn't this a public place, anyone is free to come here." the man replied casually.
Not wanting to linger long alone with a stranger, Alisya immediately left the place.
"I don't even know what your problem is, but one you should know!! never hate tears, because without us knowing tears can heal the pain in our hearts a little. then if you want to cry cry cry cry !!! at least by crying our hearts can be a little relieved." Alisya just stared intently at the man, then passed away.
"It turns out you also go to school here.BTW you are still beautiful even though you are angry." muttered the man who turned out to be Al, Kheano's cousin.
Al had no intention of disturbing the girl's composure there, only that she was a little pity when she saw the girl hit her own chest. although at first he himself did not know who the figure of the girl was because it was only Alisya's back that was visible.
Moments after Alisya's departure, Al Rashad passed away from the place.
His original plan was to find someone, it was broken when he found Alisya there.
Alisya who passed in front of the library suddenly stopped her steps when she heard an apology from someone.
"I'm sorry" said someone who was none other than Kheano.
Alisya turned her head towards Kheano without a word.
"I don't mean to offend you. I hope you're not angry with me, however soon we'll get married." whether consciously or not Kheano said so to Alisya.
Alisya smiled bitterly at the words from the man.
"Hemmm...Do I have a right to be angry??" alisya said after smiling bitterly.
after a while, Alisya continued her steps.
Kheano intentionally apologized to Alisya out of fear, if the girl would complain to her papa about this morning.
Kheano thought that if Alisya would definitely complain to her papa, that's why he was heartily looking for Alisya to apologize.
***
At night at the Admaja Family residence there was a debate between a father and his son.
"Pa...why is this so fast?? isn't it Khe and Alisya's wedding plan to be done in two months after Khe graduates." Kheano protested with her papa's decision that would hasten her marriage to Alisya.
"What a difference it makes now or in the next two months, you're still getting married anyway." Mr. Reza did not accept his son's protest.
"But pa,,,???" again Kheano who still felt not ready to launch his protest against the father.
"Enough Khe, papa does not want to argue anymore, papa's decision has been unanimous, next week your marriage will be direct." said Mr. Reza, said, then it passed leaving his son and wife still sitting on the sofa.
Seeing the look on her husband's face that did not want to be denied made Miss Tasya could not defend her son, let alone this matchup itself including her wishes.
"Ma..." Kheano hoped that his mother would support him.
"It's a shame that you don't want to support you, but my mother thinks your papa's words are indeed true.now or later you will still get married." Nyoya Tasya tried to give understanding to his eldest son.
"So mama you better prepare yourself and mentally you son!! because soon you will be the husband and head of the family!! and you should know Khe the job of the husband is to take care of his wife, not only his body that you have to take care of but his feelings as well." hearing his mother's advice made Kheano again remember his speech that night to Alisya, a speech he wanted to immediately divorce the age of completing education abroad.
He knew at that time Alisya was sad when he heard his words, considering the change in the look of Alisya's sad face at that time.
"Lord, am I capable of carrying out my trust as a husband, when I was very young." - inward Kheano, roughing up her hair in frustration.