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14. Try the position behind ...?

True said the man happiness for a moment. Pun, suffering. We don't always have fun. We don't cry forever. Sometimes we have fun, sometimes we have to cry.

So too with me ... A few days ago, I cried in Rosa's arms. I expected him to be my official girlfriend. He had to break up with Inspiration, then just be mine.

The beauty of love without having it I imagine will be "lasting", because the relationship*** we have been sanctified by spirituality. As it turned out, it was only for a moment and now it turned into my path of suffering.

So it is true, says the wise man.Everything must change, except the change itself.

Therefore, nothing is "ajeg" and eternal.

It's all about position. Generally when his position is in control, he becomes an oppressive regime. When his position was reversed, he turned into the oppressed victim. For instance? A bunch.

And ... Each side is in position to fight each other for various reasons.

And it's similar to a political game in bed ... !

Sometimes in the position above, sometimes posing below. Sometimes with a smile, some with a cry. Sometimes it is absurd to say the word ... no!. for something delicious, then sigh at each other for something unclear. Sometimes one side succumbs and is defeated, for the sake of a common victory.

On the bed, all are scrambling for satisfaction and enjoyment, though often obscured in the name of religious duty, in the name of procreation, in the name of bodily necessity, and so on.

Well ... This world is always changing, not eternal, not ceaseless and always changing positions, like the political game on the bed earlier.

Rosa used to cry for me, now I'm the one crying for her.

He bought me a pack of *****, but now I buy it myself.

My love did not want to have it, but now my love is very eager to have it.

I used to be very comfortable with a love triangle, a relationship without status, playing behind the scenes, without anyone knowing, but now.

Finally ... Back again, this is all because of a pack of ***** that paved the way for my destiny to become Rosa's black hole addict!

So ... since the beginning I bought ****** that, until now I was still the super stupid Gio bin bahlul in this world.

I should always remember, that, once*** and spirituality become my daily habit, then the beauty and happiness will disappear, it will be changed only to the needs of the body.

Whatever and whoever it is, once it becomes a habit, it will turn into an opium for me.

Moreover, what became my canduku is Rosa's black hole. The girl who had been modeling, super beautiful, soft, spoiled, her daughter was the leader of the board, and so on.

Of course anyone who would enter his black hole, then he would enter Albert Einstein's black hole theory, his soul would be sucked and would not be able to escape from it.

His pubic hole had such a strong gravitational pull. Not even the light of any consciousness can escape its entanglement.

If I was right near him, then my soul and mind always wanted to be swallowed into it.

Actually ...

If I was at a distance with Rosa, my mind would be raging every day.

I'd love to escape Rosa's shameful web of spiders.

My consciousness always reminded me that I was too deeply mired in this abyss of darkness.

I really want to be able to live a normal, cheerful life back and blazing his spirit in defending the villagers.

As a result of this entrapment, I felt that my pride as a man who had become ingrained with patriarchal values, was exhausted!

And my energy was drained just to pursue sexual pleasure. Finally, I, who was once an idealist, now become devastated and miserable life.

Which man, anyway, wants to be in polyandry, made a second man, or just made his dark lover?

But .. what is my day ...

Rosa's black hole gravity monster, too powerful to pull me to keep getting close to her. Even if I go out of town, it will attract my desire to always imagine it.

A day if I don't meet that .. I'm like a little boy who roars to Rosa to give me what I want.

"Control .. The rosa! Just sec. There's no one, right!" pintaki whines at Rosa while in her rented house there is no one.

"You are this ...! Always ask for that. It's me this, ******, what!' hardik he was like scolding a child.

If it was not given what I asked for, I urged him, then he turned very angry with me, then soon I went home to the boarding house with a disappointed and desperate heart.

Next ... My imagination became fixed and had no more passion for life.

It was only after Rosa presented what I asked for that my soul became free from the shackles, and my passion came to life.

Usually, if Rosa's heart is open, then she will come alone to deliver the black.hole treat to my boarding house.

" Thank you, Ros!" I said with a cheerful heart after getting the pleasure of black hole treats.

When I was at the top of his enjoyment, I was like I had slipped out of the wilderness, and had found my way out.

Then my life became independent, my left brain nerves ..to be open again to thinking smart!

I don't know, why Rosa's black hole opium is related to the jams or my thinking brain.

One time my brain thought I was stuck!. Suddenly I was at a loss for loud words in front of the village peasants in a peasant meeting forum.

" .. ee .. mr-father ..e... eee .. should have been this struggle .. ee ..ee ..." said I faltered in front of the farmer's forum on the land case.

I don't know, suddenly my brain thinks I'm stuck. Lips become frozen. Then I withdrew from the forum feeling very embarrassed.

After returning from the farmer's forum, I remembered .. apparently, the incident was because Rosa did not want to present her black hole to me before I left there. My wish has reached the sea.

But later when I was given the black hole, before going to the farmer's meeting forum, then in front of the farmers, I became a podium tiger, my speech became smooth, intelligent and thunderous.

"Fathers, mumpung plantation is doing the process of extension permit HGU, then none other than this reclaiming we must do immediately. So that the central government knows that the land is still in dispute. And that 300 acres of land belongs to our parents who were taken away by the new order regime!" I said with fiery zeal to motivate the marginal farmer.

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I never believed that even though Rosa had proven that a pack of ****** was specially prepared for me. But, who knows, he has secretly purchased 2 packs of ******. For me, again for inspiration.

"Jn ... ! I've been bosen with you for a long time, fighting constantly, and nanyain ***** that again, that's again." exclaimed Rosa in a loud voice.

"So I don't want to use ******-condomen. Part use******not bad, Ros!" my mouth won't lose. I've also been.getting bored always using ******. As if there is a limit to the satisfaction of when.intimate relationship with him.

"Non use******, your mistress! If I'm pregnant .. do you want responsibility?" timpal Rosa with a loud voice. Fortunately in his boarding house again deserted, so that no one heard him.

"Well .. I'll take responsibility, Ros! I'll marry you officially. I intend to be your official husband, really! No kayaking now, this ...."

"I'm pregnant ...? Killed first I was with my father before you married me" Rosa replied with twinkling eyes.

"Yes we eloped, Ros!" timpalku with a tone of voice that.

"Your good tits. Will I get married again with you? Fate's slashing. I could have suffered more than my mother!" rosa said with a tone of voice that remained elevated.

That's how the days of my relationship with Rosa were often tinged with quarrels. Even when the fight happened when no one else saw or heard it. But if there are others, we are like fire in a husk.

And ...every fight, we always finish with happy ending in bed.

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Anyone will not feel at home for long to be the victim of a love triangle.

Anyone would not be strong to follow the path of suffering love without having.

Anyone who wants to be recognized as her official boyfriend, or her official husband, so that they can have it without being bothered.

Try the position behind ...?

What if Rosa becomes my girlfriend or my dark wife?

Is she not ashamed of her friends just being made my mistress?

Doesn't Rosa want to be the only woman for me, with no rival to any other woman?

Does he not feel jealous, like I am now always covered with this jealousy?

Yeah ...

I think my relationship with Rosa is unfair!

Rosa had never experienced the pain of a jealous heart.

How sliced this feeling when looking at her lover being alone with others.

Rosa must feel as I feel!

Let Rosa realize that she has been unfair to me all this time.

One morning at 07, Rosa sent a message to my HP. He said after school he'd come to my boarding house.

"Gio's gonna be at 10, I'm your boredom, okay? I miss, Gio!" he wrote via a message at HP.

"Yes .." My reply was brief.

Hem, if he's missing, anytime and anywhere can definitely meet me. Try me missing him? Obviously not as free as he was for me

That day happened to be a student named Fitria wanted to come to my boarding house for consultations to compile a thesis. This opportunity I did not waste to teach Rosa how the pain of a jealous heart.

Fitria is no less beautiful than Rosa. This girl is actively organizing. And yet have a boyfriend. It is said that he has attention on me. Suppose I wanted to, Fitria would also want to be my girlfriend.

Right in the 09s, Fitria came to my boarding house.

"Academy ...!" say hello to Fitria to me.

"Greetings waalaikum" I greeted him kindly. "Let's Fit, come in!"

"Yes, mas. I take off my shoes." - replied Fitria while taking off her shoes on the porch.

"What can I help you with compiling this thesis, Fit?" ask me after Fitria sits in the living room.

"Gini, mom. I chose the qualitative research method. Well, judil this thesis, it is right with the cases of the soil that sampean martial." said Fitri while showing the title sheet of his script that has been in acc his guidance lecturer.

"As far as you want from me, what?" my many.

"I want a consultation on the cases, ma'am! And you'll borrow his theory books." Answer Fitria.

"Ooo, that. Those are the books in the room. Let's have a discussion in the room!" I cried while hoping that Fitria would follow my invitation for discussion in the room.

It turned out that Fitria would mindlessly enter my room.

Then my bedroom door closed. "Well, how's it closed?" ask Fitria astonished.

"Let's not be noisy!" my answer. Fitria just believe it. Because I know he doesn't like to do profanity to her.

The door to my room was closed, so Fitria and I were busy discussing the theories that were right for the script.

In between a long discussion with Fitria, I hope that Rosa will come to my boarding house soon.

Tba-arrive ... "Nriv ..."

The sound of the bedroom door being pushed by Rosa's hand. His head was sticking out the door.

And ... instantly his eyes widened in shock to see that Fitria and I were already in the room.

"Bruuuuuuuu!" bumyi my bedroom door was closed again with a bang.

Without a word, Rosa rushed home with her running footsteps.