
Along the way, I felt anxiety. Although before leaving for the parents' house, all the preparations have been prepared. Especially regarding the honesty over my divorce and Gio's father. But I still feel uncomfortable. Along the way my son slept. So that I could close my eyes, even though my mind could not be completely calm.
As my parents' house grew closer, my heart grew more anxious, though I was sure that my mother and father would never be angry or blame me for the divorce, but I didn't dare to see their disappointed faces.
After traveling for more than four hours because of the traffic jam, we have arrived at the house that I miss so much. "Darling, you've woken up." I rubbed Gio's cheek which was apparently still asleep.
No need to wait long. Gio opened his eyes, and smiled cheerfully.
"Udah to Bun," Gio replied even though his life had still not been collected one hundred percent. I nodded and prepared to go down.
"Jn ..." The voice of my sister Sulis number one. Followed by Nino, and Indy well it was not only my parents who welcomed me, but my two sisters also welcomed us. It was nice to feel like cape because the trip was quite far away and tiring paid off already.
I saw Gio immediately run to his aunt and uncle who had not met for a long time.
"Where's Dad's mom?" I asked my youngest brother who helped bring out our equipment for the stay and there was a little souvenir for my family.
"There's inside, Mom's cooking. The father of work was his intention said to be on holiday, but it turns out there was a sudden job so go to work deh."
"Keep you're not at school?" my question is, understand my two sisters are still in school only Sulis who has been working.
"Enjoy dong, it's a boy who has a school," replied Nino arrogantly.
The first thing I did was meet Mom in the kitchen. "What cooking is ma'am, the smell is until the front," I said as I greeted the woman who had given birth to me.
"Gio has been greeting Grandma," said I the same Gio who immediately play with Aunt and her omnya.
"Udah Bun ...." Gio replied with enthusiasm.
"If you are hungry eat first. Mother again cook rendang, this is soon finished," said Mother while pointing rendang which is almost cooked.
"Later on, the new one to Mom. Still getting carried away by the road, peg rest first."
"Wash no?" ask Mom, when I helped wash the dishes. While Bi Jum immediately tidied our goods to the room. For a while Bi Jum and I will sleep three, understand at my parents' house the room is mediocre. It is unfortunate that Bi Jum sleeps in the family room or place of prayer.
"Mom, Tazi and Gio's father are divorced." I tried to start a conversation with my mom in the kitchen. Well, in this place I think it's the right place for me to start telling my mother about my unfortunate fate. Especially if it's just the two of us. So that I am more free to tell stories.
Mom stopped stirring the rendang. It looks at me as if I'm looking for the truth.
"Have you thought about it?" I asked after a while looking at me. While I can only look down, I do not dare to look into the eyes of Mom.
I nodded weakly.
"Azam is cheating or is there another problem? Because I see Azam as a good and responsible man," said Mother well as I thought. When Mom and Dad believed in Gio's father, it was clear that Gio's father didn't hurt me.
"Cheating Mom, with her boss. Just yesterday the court ruled on our divorce."
Yesss ... heart feels immediately cold as if watered by ice water. The discomfort was immediately gone when Mom did not blame me and did not look disappointed.
"Mother isn't angry, Tazi and Gio's father divorced?" ask me carefully.
Back Mom looked at me. "The fool is lucky. I'm angrier if you're not happy, but stay with the guy. Although divorce is the most hateful act, but than you suffer better you split. Do not be afraid that you will be angry or how, because everyone has the right to make their life choices. Than you forcibly remain with Azam but suffer. It's a lot sadder I saw it."
I can finally smile at his relief.
"Where have you been all this time? Ko didn't come back here? Are you afraid that you'll be angry?" ask Mom with a joking tone. Back I review the smile, because the joke mother is right too.
"Tazi didn't want Mom and Dad to think. Tazi had been living in Meli's house, with Janah. Tazi's divorce was helped by Handan" I explained in detail.
"Handan, Om Ahmad's son doesn't own a coal mine?" mother asked seems to still remember Handan, who used to chase me a lot, but I chose her father Gio. Her sister is a playboy.
"Kok Mommy still remembers," I replied to understand it long enough but I still remember indeed the memory of Mother is very strong.
"Remember, Handan has been here applying for you. But you've gone to marry Azam."
Uhuk ... uhuk .. I was immediately shocked by Mother's words.
"Mother seriously, Handan came to our house lamar Tazi?" I was surprised dong, because as long as we were with Handan, the man never discussed this issue, I just found out from Mom at this time.
"Yes he who is often the same Meli and Janah, even I think your male friend likes Meli or Janah, but instead of looking at the mother's child, I think your male friend, but his name is not a soul mate so don't marry him."
"Emang according to mother, Handan is like what. Because honestly lately we've been close again, and he likes to joke anyway to replace his father Gio, but Tazi never take it seriously, wong he's just his girlfriend a lot." Well, this is what I used to think about Handan. Although I often hear he said that the young playboy, his old age is actually a person who can be said to be loyal because his naughty has been spent when young.
"Honestly if asked from the way I behave still choose Handan, but it is you who determine, when viewed from the way asking you also Handan looks more serious and usually serious it is responsibility."
I nodded slowly. "Now Tazi also still meet Handan, because there are still more cases that are not finished," said I was so cool talking until I forgot to tell him that I still have a trial again, and my intention was to come home to my parents as well to ask for my blessing so that my parents would pray that my trial would be smooth and no more trouble, of course the last I can make my husband and his mistress feel sleep behind bars.
"What other problems? Is Azam KDRT (Hardness in the household) the same. you?" mother asked as she looked at me seriously, as if to find out if I had any violent injuries.
"Zina, and infidelity."
I can see the look on Mom's face getting angry and disappointed with Gio's father. It's natural which parents want their children to be hurt. Especially until cheating. Luckily I chose a non-judgmental family, and supported whatever was my decision.
Well, I regret that I was angry and left the family, but when I had family problems it was the place that turned out for various stories.
Seriate....
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