Game Over (Former Husband)

Set of Hope

A doctor easily develops a smile, while looking at me with a shady look. "Mother's injuries are only minor injuries, but prospective mothers are quite shocked by this incident. So the mother must feel the abdomen a little pain if you make the way, right?" the answer from the doctor who has been handling my examination since.

The doctor's answer was enough to make me dizzy again. My heart stopped beating when the doctor told me about the baby.

"What does it mean I'm pregnant Doc?"ask me one more time, make sure that my ears are still normal.

"Mother, the gestational age has even entered sixteen weeks, which means it has entered four months. Do you not feel the characteristics of the skill? Lucky prospective mothers are strong so even though the mother falls from the motor of the fetus can still be said to be fine and healthy."

I reviewed a wry smile, hearing the doctor's explanation my heart ached so much. Pregnant, some people are very happy things including me when I knew first while pregnant Gio. However, this time my heart ached and did not want this pregnancy.

If men99u9kan pregnancy does not sin and also does not hurt me or my baby. Maybe I will now choose that move. Besides I don't want this child because of the baby of Mas Azam, who has already given me pain. I'm not ready to get pregnant anymore either. When I wanted to get pregnant again, it was hard to get pregnant, but now when I didn't want to, the doctor says I'm sixteen weeks pregnant, which is four months into my child's pregnancy.

I don't know, I really didn't realize I was pregnant. All this time my months were irregular, so when I did not come months back I assumed that this was because I was stressed.

I close my eyes, it feels like my head is throbbing faster. At the hospital and taking the medicine, I didn't feel my head was getting better. Still the dizziness just gets stronger.

Krekett ... The door of the room opened, my eyes staring at the door. Handan entered with a face that actually looked happy. I don't know what makes me happy, I hope what makes me happy is the condition of the driver who is aware and his condition is fine.

"I had to see the doctor who treated you, he said you were pregnant again. Congratulations well, I'm happy to hear it," said Handan who immediately makes me notya happy it feels uncomfortable heart, and want to cry alone. There are so many thoughts in my brain that I feel like a person who has lost his mind. Bad thoughts filled my brain including hoping that the baby I was carrying was not strong and I miscarried. I'm really tired.

I looked away at the big window. The clouds out there are so beautiful and bright so different from my overcast heart.

"I don't know what God's plan is, but I just don't like God putting my life in my womb anymore. I didn't expect this child," I replied in frustration. Well, my mind is so deadlocked that I don't remember sin anymore, my heart is really upset.

"Astaghfirullah Tazi, why can you talk like that. The child is sustenance. There are many out there who want a baby, and when you are given confidence again it is a sign that God believes in you to have more children, then why are you talking like that." Handan replied with a disappointed tone. He talks like that because I'm a very bad person.

I only replied by commenting on a bitter smile. I don't know what I'm thinking, but that's what's in my heart, I really don't want this pregnancy.

"You're not in my position so you don't know how this heart feels" I replied in a cold tone. I was really dizzy and did not want to listen to any lectures. Good lecture if my condition is like this it will feel the same, useless.

"Are you afraid that your pregnant court will annul your divorce?" handan asked this time his tone was much softer.

I looked down and played my fingers. "It's like that, a lot of the divorce process was delayed at least until I gave birth. Many courts postpone divorce and give us a chance to fix each other up the household" I replied weakly.

"What you say can indeed happen and there are some even most divorces will be postponed if the wife is caught pregnant. However, it is not impossible that the court will still grant your divorce. Because your case is strong enough to file a divorce petition." I don't know if it's true or Handan just wants to cheer me up.

"What are the terms for me to stay divorced?" I asked, maybe I can follow the advice of Handan.

"No matter what, in fact you can still divorce because the court case of infidelity will not tolerate the situation even if you are pregnant, the judge can still grant your request. The husband is in prison and the husband leaves the wife for a long time, without a living. The court will continue to file divorce charges. You're just waiting for the hammer, so I don't think the court will get in the way and they won't even know you're pregnant. Especially if it's true that we have a share from Gio's father that he was the mastermind behind your accident."

I breathed a sigh of relief at Handan's explanation, and it could be said I was calmer now. Although as long as I haven't been hammering my heart is still uncomfortable.

"The condition of the driver is now conscious, and suffered severe injuries to his legs, and hands that are also severe. But now it has started to go viral on social media, because fortunately there is CCTV at the scene, so I am sure it will not be long before the perpetrator will be caught. And for the cost of treatment the driver is also claimed from the company ojek online. Peers are also raising donations to buy a motorbike back for online motorcycle drivers, and for daily needs I also give job offers to online motorcycle taxi drivers when they are cured so you do not worry because everything is taken care of very well."

Hearing the explanation from Handan my heart was very happy. Honestly, this is news that I think I'm really waiting for, and it's enough to distract my mind about pregnancy.

"Oh yes Gio's business is also settled, earlier Bi Jum had picked up my phone, he said he overslept when putting Gio to sleep, you have not thought of anything else for your business everything is in order. I have also told Meli and Janah so that later if you come home from work can come here to accompany you. Because I can't keep you company. I'll have to take care of your collision this morning, so that things work out quickly."

I was again moved to hear everything Handan said, I did not ask Handan to do it, but Handan had done it all. I am very grateful to have a friend and a very good lawyer.

"Thank you Ndan, honestly now that I've calmed down," I replied with a faint smile.

"Yes, you are healthy, your child needs a healthy and strong mother. Don't think Azam, I'm sure he won't be taking the stone for long either."

Back I reviewed the smile and in my heart I replied with a very loud AMIN speech.

I want to see how they receive the fruits of their deeds. I'm sure Alloh will never sleep. Allaah sure.gave a special gift for them. And maybe this gift from Allah can make them realize that the beautiful in the world is not necessarily a happy ending.

Seriate...

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