Fucking Mos 2010

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Sisil looked at Tama confusedly. It's been a while, there's probably 15 minutes they're just standing still like this.

Making Sisil feel a little awkward with this atmosphere.

I don't know what happened this morning. Even Sisil doesn't really remember what happened, but he's here now.

Sisil is pulled away by Tama to the school's indoor basketball building. The building that is only used when this match looks so spacious, dark and quiet.

I don't know what Tama wants, Sisil just complies to be brought here and listens to what Tama wants to say.

"Don't move. Do not go back to Kalimantan, please," said Tama then make Sisil aghast.

Wh why? Why didn't Tama want him to leave. Sisil wanted to be happy, but he didn't want to be stupid and pathetic anymore.

"Why can't Sisil move? What's the reason Kak Tama didn't move Sisil?"

Tama was silent for a moment and Sisil tried as quietly as possible to hear a clear answer from her.

It seemed like Tama was as nervous as Sisil who somehow felt Tama's answer would change her current decision.

"Because I don't want to leave me."

Sisil nodded in displeasure. This was not the answer he wanted.

"Why? Why doesn't Sister Tama want Sisil to stay?"

"Because I love you the same."

Sisil was shocked. His eyes were rounded and his body stiffened upon hearing Tama's confession.

Sisil is not ready for a surprise that is not good for the heart but good for the heart.

At first he just thought Tama would just say a parting word that might hurt his heart a little.

Sisil never imagined this would happen to him.

"Daughter?"

Tama shook her head quickly while tightening her grip on Sisil's hand.

"We broke up."

"When?"

"After school."

"Why did you break up?"

Arya sighed while shaking little. "It's not complicated."

"But Sisil needs an explanation, brother."

"OKAY. We, me and the Princess tried but in fact everything did not work out. I love the Princess, but my love for the Princess is nothing more than my affection for Dinda. I'm going to the Princess, same as I'm going to Dinda."

Sisil nodded in listening. Both of their eyes were staring at each other trying to understand each other. No one wants to turn their face away.

"Gue isn't Arya..."

Sisil frowned cluelessly when suddenly the name Arya was brought in their conversation.

"Gue is not the Arya you love all this time. I can't be like him either, but I promise I'll love you and be the only one if you ngizinin."

Sisil shook his head to hear Tama's words. He hastily cupped both of Tama's faces and pressed their lips together.

Tama froze for a moment as her lips were kissed without warning like now. Only for a split second did he wake up and return Sisil's kiss. After all who is the man who only keeps quiet when his woman does this.

Long enough they poked each other's lips until Sisil needed oxygen and hit Tama's shoulder asking for understanding.

Stop their fun activities. Tama put her hand on Sisil's face. Observing the white face of Sisil who is now flushed thanks to his actions.

Tama changed to observe Sisil's lips were slightly open because he needed oxygen now. He saw that the little lips were getting redder and had a slight wound.

Tama rubbed Sisil's lips with the tip of her thumb. Then he kissed Sisil's forehead baby.

"Can I be sympathetic if the answer is yes?"

Sisil looked at Tama not understanding. "After what we did, Sister Tama still answered Sisil?"

"Gue needs a definite answer, Sil."

"What is the reason why Sisil moved to Jakarta, Kak?"

"Aryan?"

Sisil shook his head while smiling little. "No, but Brother Tama."

Tama widened her happy smile and then kissed Sisil's lips again. It's stupid of him who never knew this.

END