Fucking Mos 2010

Fucking Mos 2010
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Remembering the quarrel Arya and her parents had made Dinda daydream again in her room.


Tama and Dinda who feel they are not part of the Mahendra family choose to leave.


On the way home Dinda can only daydream. He didn't even hear what Tama was talking about along the way.


At home it is the same. Dinda simply answered her mother's greeting soberly. That made Mama Dinda worried. But Dinda just quibbled she was tired and wanted to rest.


At the moment, Dinda is on the bed. Still with the school uniform attached to his body.


The tears began to make his vision blurry. The little crackling that he was trying to endure desperately finally sounded.


Dinda didn't want to cry. After all, he was also nobody in Arya's life. I don't know why it still hurts.


Though Dinda had thought there was hope for him when she knew Sisil and Arya had nothing to do.


And again, Sisil also no longer likes Arya. But now his hopes are dashed. Dinda forgot that both of them had been betrothed from childhood.


Both parents entrusted each other with their children. Dinda can't go beyond that.


Not to mention the fact that Arya will continue her schooling in London. It makes him even more hopeless.


Given all that, it makes Dinda's eyes continue to be inundated with tears. Though a few moments ago his crying had begun to subside.


Dinda's phone still in the bag did not stop ringing. Dinda doesn't know who's calling, but she can't talk right now.


He would not let anyone know cry.


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Tama continued to knock on her window and called out to Dinda from across. Usually if he did that Dinda would come right out with a reply, 'what's the matter, Mas?'


Tama waited an hour, but Dinda didn't show up. Even along the road Dinda just daydreamed.


It made Tama more worried than seeing her cry.


When going to call Dinda's name again, Tama found the incoming message on her phone.


'I'm so sleepy, Mom. What's up?'


'Can you open the window, right? I'd like to say, 'Send.


Tama took a long breath. His sister was clearly not okay. But how else. I'll just talk tomorrow.


'Yes, tomorrow. You take a break.' send.


'Yes.'


Tama looked back at the window of Dinda's room worried. Before he finally decided to close the window of his room back.


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Arya locked herself in the room. He urgently remembered Dinda's face when her parents discussed the engagement earlier.


He tried to keep sending messages, but Dinda never returned the message. Arya kept trying to call, but Dinda didn't answer either.


Is Dinda asleep? Or Arya who mistakenly thought that Dinda would be mistaken.


Is correct. Maybe he was the one who mistakenly thought that Dinda liked him too. It is not possible that all women like it. Maybe Dinda still likes Tama. And no matter the engagement.


How can Arya be this confident. But remembering Dinda's face earlier made Arya urinate again.


Arya throws her phone into the bed and pulls her hair in frustration. Why should his love be this complicated. Why Arya never felt the love story like a schoolboy in general.


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"Sisil would have told Mama yesterday that Sisil did not like Arya," said Sisil while hugging Mama on the bed.


A gentle swipe at the top of his head from the Mama made Sisil a little calm. Even though he was shocked earlier. Sisil thought that the discussion would never exist again.


"Yes, Mama knows. But it's not all that easy, baby. Your marriage was planned for a long time. So Mama can't just cancel that either."


"How about dong, Ma? Sisil and Arya, no one likes it."


"Yes. Wait for the right time first. Mama's gonna say the same thing to Aunty."


Sisil nodded in the lap of the mother. He will believe his mother's words. Everything will be fine.


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